Lost.

Sara's POV

The one thing that I was hoping wouldn't happen. Happened. I knew I shouldn't have stood in the front row, I just wanted to get a good look at them. I knew this was going to happen. No matter how much I wanted to just run away from Brydon and come back to my life with the guys. We were currently sitting in the front lounge, no one saying a word. Just lots of tears and smiles. I was sitting on Alex's lap as he held me. Reminds me of the old times. Rian came out of the bunk area with his pone up to his ear.

"Cass, I'm telling you. She really is here. She's sitting on Alex's lap right now." Rian reasoned with the person named Cass. Cass? Cassadee? Oh how I missed her. I heard she was now a famous country music singer. Which made me happy for her. "I don't know if I can get her to talk to you Cass. The only thing she said was hi to Alex. Since we been on the bus she hasn't said a word." Rian said looking at me with sad eyes.

"Yeah. I'll try." Rian spoke. "Sara. Will you talk to Cass please? She don't believe you are really here." I sighed. I didn't really want to talk. But it was just to Cass. How much could that hurt? I nodded my head slowly, holding my hand out for the phone. Rian's frown turned into a huge grin as he handed me the smile. I put the phone up to my ear and I could hear sniffles on the other end.

"Hi Cass." I spoke softly.

"Oh my gosh. Sara. Is that really you?" Cass asked with what sounded to be shock.

"It's really me Cass." I spoke as I wiped a tear from my eye.

"Sara! Oh my! Ahh! I can't believe it's really you! Phil! Cancel the rest of the tour! I need to go somewhere!" Cass shouted on the other end of the phone. "Sara, I'm coming to see you tomorrow. So be prepared to be in a bone crushing hug." I could hear the smile on her face. Tomorrow. Yeah, that's not going to happen. I sighed and handed the phone back to Rian as I looked back down at the ground.

"Hey Cass. No, I don't know, she just handed the phone back to me." Rian spoke as he left the front lounge again. I wiped more tears from my eyes, and I felt Alex's grip on me tighten. I removed his arms from around and sat on the couch next to him as I brought my knees up to my chest and held myself.

"Sara?" What's wrong?" Alex asked softly. I shook my head ignoring his question.

"She was kept god knows where with fucking Brydon. What do you think is wrong, Alex?" Jack said.

"It's not that Jack. Something's on her mind. I know it is." They continued to speak about me, as if I wasn't in the room.

"You guys can stop talking about me, I'm right here." I continued my soft tone. Over the past three years I was taught to speak no more than a whisper, and if I did. Well, bad things would happen.

"Sorry beautiful." Alex spoke as he put a hand on my knee. I removed his hand and moved to the corner of the couch. Away from all of them. "He broke her guys.." Alex spoke as I saw a tear run down his cheek.

"God I want to fucking murder him!" Zack screamed as he hit the bus wall. I flinch and hid my face in my knees. "Shit, I'm sorry Sara...I wasn't yelling at you. I didn't mean to scare you." Zack spoke with a soft soothing tone. I lifted up my head and looked around, I needed to find a clock.

"Does anyone know what time it is?" I asked quietly.

"It's 8:30pm." Matt spoke. My eyes went wide as I jumped up from the couch and brushed my sweater off and wiped my eyes.

"I got to go. It was nice seeing you guys again." I spoke quietly and quickly as I turned and tried to run for the door. Before I got the door arms were wrapped around me and I was being pulled back into the bus. "No! Let me go! I need to go!" I shouted. I was sat on the couch and Zack was by my side, keeping me down as I was trying to get up. Rian came rushing into the front lounge with a worried look on his face.

"What the hell is going on?" He asked quickly.

"Sara just tried to leave." Alex said with shock.

"Let me go! I need to go!" I shouted again, trying to break Zack's and also now Nick's grip.

"Sara, calm down. tell us where you need to go." Jack spoke as he sat on his knees in front of me. I looked into the eyes of my old best friend and I broke down. Nick and Zack released me and I threw my arms around Jack's neck. He picked me up and moved so he took my seat on the couch and I was on his lap.

"Calm down sweetie. It's okay. Everything is fine. You're safe now." He cooed to me. It took another ten minutes just to get me to calm down, when I did they started asking me questions again.

"Tell us where you need to go Sara." Matt spoke first. I looked over to Alex and held my arms out to him. He got the idea and walked over to where I was on Jack's lap and he gripped my waist as I put my arms around his neck, letting him pick me up and bring me back over to where he was sitting.

"Can you tell us where you need to go sweet heart?" Alex asked softly. I nodded my head slowly.

"I have to go to the gate entrance." I spoke softly.

"Why?" Zack asked.

"Because Brydon should be there waiting on me. He's most likely out looking for me right now." I continued my quiet tone.

"Brydon's here?" Zack asked standing up with a fuming look. I nodded my head again and he ran out of the bus before I could say a single word. He was soon followed by Rian. I tried to get off of Alex and rush after them to stop them, but he kept me on his lap.

"Sara, calm down. You're are not going back to Brydon. I told you I would keep you safe. That was three years ago. And I broke that promise. But I'm making sure to keep it this time." He spoke softly. I nodded my head slowly and let out a sigh as I wiped away another stray tear.

"Can you tell us what happened over the past three years?" Nick spoke softly. I looked over at him and gave him a small smile.

"Look at you Nick. All grown up. You finished high school right?" I asked looking at him. He nodded his head. "Still dating Carson?" I asked. Again, getting another nod. "That's good. I would love to see him again."

"I'm sure he would love to see you too, Sara." Nick spoke with a smile. "But, first, can you please tell us what happened?" He asked quieter this time. I looked at the ground and sighed.

"It started on the night Alex proposed. We were standing on the hill, embraced in each other's arms. I opened my eyes just in time to see Brydon's dark figure come out of the shadows. I tried to get my words to work, to get Alex to move away, but I couldn't I was in shock. Brydon hit him with a baseball bat and it's all my fault." I started crying. Alex put a hand on the back of my head and spoke sweet nothings into my ear as I cried. I pulled away from his chest a few minutes later and looked at him. His pink hair covered his forehead. I took my hand and moved it out of the way of his head. That's when I was the big scare there. I put my hand over my mouth and broke down again, I knew that was the spot that Brydon hit him in. That scare was made by Brydon. Because of me.

"Shh Sara. It's fine. I'm okay. And so are you." Alex spoke placing a kiss on my head. Again, another ten minutes pasted by till I was able to speak again.

"Brydon. He, dragged my down the hill and threw me in the trunk of his car. I hit my head on something really hard, and I got knocked out." I spoke softly.

"What about the blood on your phone?" Alex asked.

"Yours." I whispered. "I tried to stop the bleeding but I couldn't. I pulled out my phone and tried to call 911, but Brydon grabbed me by my hair." I spoke explaining the blood on my old phone.

"Continue from the trunk." Jack spoke softly.

"When I woke back up, I was in a dark room, which I soon realized was a basement. I was chained by both my hands and feet. Brydon un-chained me when I calmed down, but I made the stupid mistake of trying to escape. And ended up...well, with Brydon doing what he does best. Hurting me. Badly." I spoke as I cringed at the memory. "He would do it to me multiple times a night. I think the record was 23 times, when he had friends over, who wanted to be just as big as scum as he was. One night, he beat me so bad he almost broke my neck. He ended up getting me pregnant in year two that I was with him." I spoke as a tear rolled down my cheek.

"He got you pregnant?" Alex asked as he wiped some tears that had fallen from his eyes.

"Multiple times that year. He would beat me so hard to make sure that the child died before anything. He finally learned the meaning of a condom a few months ago." I muttered. "Anyways, I had finally got Brydon to let me come to Warped Tour for a day. Because he said I could do anything I wanted to do for one day, due to my 'good behavior'. With not trying to escape, doing what he wanted, and not putting up any fights. I knew you guys were going to be here this year. I just wanted to see you guys one last time." I continued.

"This is not the last time you are going to see us Sara. You are not going back to him. You are staying with us." Alex spoke softly. "The tour ends in three days, you are going to come back to Baltimore with us."

"And where would I stay in Baltimore? On the fucking streets?" I asked wiping my eyes again.

"You really think I would let my fiance live on the streets? No, you will be living with me." Alex spoke with a small chuckle. Fiance. After all this time he still thinks of me as his fiance.

"Yeah, after you see what Brydon did to me under this fucking sweater, you won't be calling me your fiance anytime soon. I'm hideous." I spoke.

"Sara. I don't care about scares, burns, bruises or any of that. I just care about you. I just want to be with you and that's it. And if you would still have me, I would love to continue to call you my fiance." Alex spoke. He wiped a tear from my cheek and I nodded my head slowly. Making him smile and place a kiss on my forehead. I heard the bus door swing open and in rushed Rian and Zack.

"We saw Brydon. He remembers us, and the moment he saw us, he took off. He knows you are with us now Sara." Zack spoke as Rian shut and locked the bus door.

"Great. Now he is going to come after all of us. I can't let that happen." I spoke trying to get up again.

"Sara. We are a family. We protect each other with our lives, and that is what we are going to do. He's not getting you again. You belong with us. And that's where you are going to stay." Rian spoke. I sighed and put my head down.

"Hey guys, I just got off the phone with Sara's Aunt and Uncle. When we get back to Baltimore, the first thing you need to do is take Sara to see them." Matt spoke as he walked into the front lounge. Alex nodded his head.

"I'm tired." I whispered.

"Come on then. You can sleep in my bunk with me." Alex spoke as he let me go to stand up. I stood up and he took my hand, after getting up himself, and led me back to the bunk area and to his bunk. "Do you want a shirt to wear?" He asked me.

"No." I said shaking my head. There was no way I was taking this sweater off around anyone anytime soon. Alex sighed.

"I told you Sara. I don't care what you looked like under the sweater. I just care about you." He spoke.

"Alex. Please. I understand what you are saying. But I just don't feel comfortable yet. Please just let me keep the sweater on." I pleded with him. He nodded his head and opened up his bunk certain.

"Go ahead and get in." Alex spoke letting me in first. I crawled into the bunk, soon being followed by him. He put his arm around my waist and pulled me closer to his chest. This brought back so many happy thoughts for me. I just want to stay like this for the rest of my life. And with that thought, I fell asleep.

Notes

Have a chapter about Sara's life the past three years. I really shouldn't be up right now. The time I am posting this chapter is 4:04am. Why am I up? I don't know. Good-night.

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