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Summer Breeze Fade Away

The Suspicion

Time flies so slow in the past year. It's been a while since the last time I'm skyping with Zack. I insanely miss him so much. The intensity to call, text, Skype, and everything are reduce little by little. I'm busy doing photo hunting and held photo-shoot sessions for my assignment, and Zack is busy touring from one city to another one and than travel all around the globe but too bad All Time Low doesn't have schedule to Belgium. Which makes it even worse.

I forget about him and our situation when I'm at class and meeting my new friends in here but when I get home and doing nothing at night, it's when the loneliness striking. I can't call Zack to kill this feeling because we have a different time zone. When I'm awake, he probably still sleeping and vice versa. I don't want to force him to stay awake just so we can Skype because I know he must be tired and needs some rest.

I look up to my wall to see what time is it now and it is 11pm which mean it's 5pm in the US. Zack must have been done with studio recording so I decided to text him.

*Hi there sunshine! How is your day? I'm about to go to sleep and I'm thinking about you right now. How are you? :)*

I paused for a second but hit the send button. I expect him to text me back immediately but I have to wait for about 5 minutes before he finally replied me.

*I'm good*

I sighed when I read his reply. But I think maybe he just woke up and still sleepy. He always disoriented when he still gathered his soul after taking a fast sleep. I stared at my phone screen before reply him.

*Nice what will you have for dinner? I miss making mac 'n cheese for you in the weekend. Well I miss everything about you! <3*

I send my text back and wait again for his reply. I keep looking back and forth between my phone screen and the clock on the wall, wondering why it has to take time for him to text me back. I just throw my phone onto my pillow when I heard my phone buzzed. I grab it and read it in instant.

*Yes me too *

I frowned and pretty sure my eyebrows are connected to each other right now. I hate the way Zack texting me. Why he keep sending stupid short text. Doesn't he care about me? Doesn't he miss me?

*Zack is there something wrong? Are you ok? You're not sick or anything right?*

I send it and not long after that my phone buzzed and this time Zack reply me back so fast.

*No, I'm ok*

It really gets my nerves. I am so done with this joke Zack was made. I throw my phone to the couch across my bed, tugging into my blanket and go to bed trying to avoid him from my head.


I'm on my way back home to my dormitory after finish having a lighting class this afternoon. Thoughts about how Zack was acted last night when I text him is still bugging me until now. I roll my eyes and sometimes sigh and even kick some rocks when it pass my foot. I'm also thinking to throw my bag just to channeling this insane feeling that I have, but I didn't do it after I remember I bring my camera on my bag.

I'm thinking to visit a coffee shop before going back to my room and drowning myself with this anger. I keep walking and wondering around until I found a coffee stall. I buy a big cup of hot vanilla latte and go back to walk. It's still 5pm and I don't feel want to go home right now so I decide to go to the bridge upside a canal and sipping my coffee. I'm trying to enjoy the view but some couple that sit on the benches along side the canal is driving me crazy and the picture of Zack is coming back to my head.

I'm about to move away from the spot where I was standing when suddenly I heard someone calling my name.]

"Dana?" He said as I turn back to see him. "Danarra, right?"

I immediately recognize him, "Vic!?" He's Vic Fuentes from Pierce The Veil. I know Vic back when All Time Low hanging out with them sometimes ago.

"Wow Dana what a surprise to see you here" he gives a big smile as he hugged me.

"Yeah it is!" I chuckled. "What are you doing in here? Are the rest of the boys here?" I checked his back to find the rest of his band mates.

"Nawww! I am here, all alone. Just having a vacation and accidentally meet you in the middle of nowhere" he laughed as he leaned his body to the side of the bridge.

"Vacation? Alone?"

"Yeah! You know... I just need some free time and here it goes. I'm here now" this time he shows a big smirk. "I don't know All Time Low is in Belgium. Where's Zack?"

"No, I'm also all alone in here" I laughed. "I'm here taking a postgraduate degree"

"Oh I see. That's why I never see around with All Time Low anymore lately. But you're still with him, right?"

"Oh yeah I'm still with Zack. We're a having long distance relationship. It's a little tough but we're working on it" I sighed when I said his name. Even though I'm still mad at him but he always make me miss him just for thinking his name.

"Nice! I thought you broke up with him since you're no longer around them lately" said Vic as he nodded and I just give him a little smile. "Instead I met your friend when I was visiting your boyfriend's band in the studio. What's her name?" Vic frowned, tried so hard to remember the name of one of my friends. "The one with dark brown hair"


"Yes yes Alanora! She's been hanging around All Time Low all the time, she even come with them the whole Spring Fever tour. She's stick around Zack all the time" Vic laughed and rolled his eyes.

"Alanora accompany Zack the whole tour?"


"Along with Iriana and Idaline, right? My other two friends?" I asked him just want to know more.

"No, just Alanora. I didn't see your other friends during the tour. Well they sometimes shows up but they weren't on board. Why? Is there something wrong?" Vic lowered his head down so he's in the same eye level position with me.

"I uhm... I... Errr... Nothing. Nothing is wrong. It's just, nobody tell me about Alanora going on tour with them, and... Uhm..."

"Oh! Well... She's not trying to..." Vic wanted to tell something but he stop in a second before continue. "Well you know... Uhm... Steal your boyfriend while you're away, right?"

"Alanora will never do that. Zack will never do that to me. We love each other! We... Uhm..." I can't continue. Deep inside me I'm thinking that something is wrong even I don't want to believe it.

"Dana?" He tried to pat my back but I move back a little.

"I think I'm just going to go home now. It's getting dark. Nice to see you Vic. Bye"

I run away from the bridge, leaving Vic behind without letting him say anything to me. A lot of things going on inside my mind. I kept running until I finally reach my dorm. I rushing to my room and throw everything that I bring to the end of my bed. Some of the things inside my bag fall off to the floor but I didn't care about it.

All I want to do is calling Zack right now. Asking him about what Vic just said to me earlier. I want to know why he didn't really that care about me anymore. I want to know why he just sent simple text to me lately. I want to know why Alanora is stick with Zack wherever he goes. I want to know what's going on between them when I was away. I didn't want to think like this, but I couldn't help myself not to think about it. I didn't want to make a suspicion against Zack or my best friend Alanora.

I tried to call Zack but he doesn't answer his phone. I look at my watch and it was still in the afternoon in the United States; but I didn't understand why he didn't pick up my phone call. The scenario that I made inside my head was driving me crazy and it made me even mad because I can't even think straight.


Theme song: Where Did You Sleep Last Night - Nirvana


Tadaaaaa...! Vic Fuentes is finally here, even though he's kinda bring a bad news for Danarra. Do you think Zack really cheating with Alanora? Share your thoughts with me, I would love to hear from you guys. Oh and I promise you, Vic will appear more in the next chapter :)

Peace out,


hehehehehe :D (that's all I can say right now) hehehehehe :D I'll bring Zack back to the scene ASAP and let's see what will happen hehehehehe :D
Fasyarawr Fasyarawr
Part of me wishes it was all a lie and she would go back to zack but on the other hand it's like what if it is true... then she should be with vic...DAMN YOU BRAIN MAKE UP YOUR MIND!!! (FACE PALM)
all_time_paige all_time_paige
haha we got Team Vic already :D
Fasyarawr Fasyarawr
Omg, she should choose Vic, cause Vic is caring and he truely loves!!! And Zach lied to her... ♥♥
Shadow_Angel Shadow_Angel
thank you so much ♥
Fasyarawr Fasyarawr