Updates for Jagk

Alright everyone. So normally I update my stories pretty often, but I was gone for a little over a week. Here is the basic run down of why.
A very close friend of mine passed away due to an over dose on the 12th of this month. I took it pretty hard, and even harder since I thought I was a horrible friend for not going to his funeral, due to not having a ride. I couldn't handle is by myself, so I went to the only person that could help me with my problems since my Dad passed away back in 2013. That person being my Grandma. She has always been there for me, and she is the only family member I am really close to.
I was at her house for a week, and that whole time I stayed away from the internet, to clear my mind of all my thoughts.
Not being able to go to his funeral, honestly, made me feel like the worst person on this planet. He was a great friend and I'll always miss him.
I would be lying if his sudden death and not being able to say goodbye, didn't make me want to just end all the pain. I had some moments were I just wanted to disappear and never look back. But, as those thoughts came to my head, I would think about all the friends I have, along with the family I have. I couldn't do that to them, I didn't want to cause them pain that I was feeling.
The only person who knew about those thoughts I was having, was my Grandma, and she helped me through everything, and I couldn't thank her enough. If she wasn't there, I don't know what I would have done if I was alone...

All in all. I want to thank my co-writers, Krys, Nia, and Anna, for understanding and letting me take the time off that I needed.

Also, I want to give a major thank you to Jess and Krys. You guys don't understand how much your words meant to me, and I can't thank you enough. They honestly brought tears to my eyes, and I am so lucky to have friends like you in my life. I love you guys so much.

I would also like to say, that I am not fully back to writing yet. I still need a bit more time, but I will be on every now and then to reply to messages and comments on my stories. Thank you all for taking the time out of your own life to read this. It truly means the world to me.

Rest In Peace, Glenn. I'll never forget you.

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