Give Me A Sign
Thirty-Two
♪Alex♪
Flyzik, that damn sneak son of a bitch, made me and Jack sit in the back of our section by the fucking bathrooms so he could sit with the girls and plan out their job duties without us there. I wanted to be with Bonnie desperately right now. My main reason is that she can’t stand flying. Bonnie has a fear of heights and being in the sky in a plane was definitely not helping her out. Plus even with her monsters gone, common fears like heights or spiders could freak out and force her to have an attack.
“I miss Nyssa,” Jack griped, still pissed at our tour manager for making us sit back here.
“I’m worried about Bonnie,” I told him.
“Why? I thought her monsters were gone,” Jack was confused.
“You know I never pick her up past my shoulders, even before we found out about the baby,” I started to explain to him.
“Yeah I noticed. Why,” he asked.
“Bonnie’s deathly afraid of heights. That’s a fear that is hard to beat and she’s in a plane, and she can have an anxiety attack and I can’t go to her because the flight attendants in this section are hard ass bitches,” I told him.
“Well we paid for the wi-fi in flight, hop on your mac and shoot Matt an IM for Bonnie,” Jack suggested.
“See, this is why I keep you around,” I joked with my best friend.
He glared at me and punched my shoulder as I got out my mac. I got into my Twitter and DMed Matt.
Hey Matt, tell Bonnie to get on her AIM account and give her my username: EarthtoAWG
I waited a moment and my twitter dinged with a reply.
Can’t you just go the few hours of the flight without yapping the girl’s ear off? You are way too clingy.
Matt was such a hard ass sometimes, but I could always make him cave.
Matt, do you want me to break into your house and burn you Mickey collection? Didn’t think so, now let me chat with my baby’s mother.
Ugh…fine she’ll be on it a sec. She told me to tell you that she has to get her Vaio out.
Thanks Matt. I’ll get you a new Mickey when we’re in Orlando.
Whatever, Gaskarth.
I could tell he rolled his eyes at my comment. I switched over to my AIM and logged into my ancient account and I found a buddie request waiting from a user with the name WastedYouthSoundtrack accompanied by a new message.
WastedYouthSoundtrack: Hi Lex! ;)
It was Bonnie. I smiled to myself and thought of the wittiest reply I could think of.
EarthtoAWG: How’s the baby? ;)
WastedYouthSoundtrack: Haha you’re funny! :P Well I’m doing pretty well up here, but the entire flying thing without holding your hand is getting to me. I’m trying to hold it together right now, but I’m struggling.
EarthtoAWG: If you want, we can have a quick make out in the back bathroom to help relax you a little. ;)
WastedYouthSoundtrack: Get the stall and I’ll meet you there. I’ll knock 3 times in a triplet pattern.
I wasted no time and got up and went into the bathroom to wait for her. Not two minutes later, I got the knock she was going to signal me with. I opened the door to my beautiful girlfriend and pulled her in.
“Now let’s have some fun to take my mind off the flight,” Bonnie smirked as she locked the door.
I dove right in and captured her mouth with mine. Bonnie tugged at my hair as I lifted her up to the sink to sit her down. Her legs wrapped around my hips, holding me against her. I opened my mouth before she could ask; her tongue darted in without hesitation. She danced it around my mouth, playing with my tongue. She began to tug on the hem of my shirt, getting her hands underneath it and letting her fingers play with my body hair.
I broke for air and she moved to my neck. She found my sweet spot in an instant and started to suck, bite and kiss it. I moaned deeply and I felt weak in the knees. I love this girl because she knew how to make me melt the right way. I could feel my boner getting bigger and bigger in my tight jeans.
“Bonnie, can we please try to have sex again. I kind of miss it and I need a fix of you,” I begged, trying not to moan it out loud.
“I totally agree. Let’s do it, just be gentle with me since I have a passenger,” Bonnie agreed and ripped my shirt off.
When we finally got into Orlando, I was so relieved. That meant Bonnie and Nyssa were mine and Jack’s again. That and Matt was now on his new flight home to work some more on everything we’d need for Slam Dunk and Green Day. I was happy to just see where Bonnie lived before she decided to move in with me.
I actually bought the perfect engagement ring for her when we were in San Francisco. I’m just waiting for the perfect moment to propose. I’m either asking while we’re packing her up to ship most of her stuff to Baltimore or when we go to New Baltimore so I can see her parents again and meet her brothers. I managed to find Bonnie’s father’s e-mail and had told him I wanted to marry Bonnie. He gave me his blessing for it. He told me he never saw such light in Bonnie’s eyes than when she was with me or talking about me. I was glad I made her happy.
Nyssa got the door to the apartment, which was rather small. It was really cozy and I liked it. It was here, in this apartment, that Bonnie was preparing to not only meet me at the M&G for her tour date, but it was her home and where she laid her head every night as she let my music take her away into her dreams.
“This is it,” Nyssa gestured as she led Jack and I in with Bonnie holding up the rear.
“This was home for us for the last three years,” Bonnie commented, a little sad. I could tell she wasn’t prepared to leave what she knew for so many years behind, and being pregnant wasn’t helping it either. I knew though, that she’d be so much happier being with me, the man that loves her so much and is going to be her partner to help her raise the baby slowly growing in her womb.
“Now we’re closing a chapter of your life and starting a new one,” I added in, a warm smile on my face.
“Come on, Jack, I’ll show you my room,” Nyssa smiled at me, like she was telling me that she was going to give us a moment alone.
“Let me show you my room, Alex,” Bonnie held out her hand to me and I took it without hesitation.
When she opened the door, I saw the stripped bed, a dusty iPod dock, and the thing that caught my eyes was the huge poster she had in a nice frame of me and the guys. It was even signed and there was a picture of her and I back when my hair was longer and I was smaller. She had black hair then. I actually met her long ago outside a concert but I never got her name. But she got my picture on a Polaroid and my signature under it.
“I got that way back. I didn’t consider it meeting you since it was done and over with so quickly and I never gave you my name. I cherished this though because I was having a hard time with my anxiety and I got to go to this concert and it made the dark clouds go away. The way you smiled and held onto me when I got that picture, made my days so much brighter. You are my hero, Alex. You always have been since I could even remember,” Bonnie was about to cry.
“Don’t cry, babe. I’m so glad I’m your hero. I got to save you from your monsters. You’ve saved me too when I thought I was going fall. I love you so much, Bonnie. I love you so fucking much. I have but one question to ask you,” I kissed her softly as I reached into my jacket pocket to find the ring box.
“What do you want to ask me, Alex,” Bonnie asked, sniffling a little.
I got down on one knee and opened the ring box, revealing a princess cut ruby surrounded by smaller matching diamonds on a white-gold band.
Flyzik, that damn sneak son of a bitch, made me and Jack sit in the back of our section by the fucking bathrooms so he could sit with the girls and plan out their job duties without us there. I wanted to be with Bonnie desperately right now. My main reason is that she can’t stand flying. Bonnie has a fear of heights and being in the sky in a plane was definitely not helping her out. Plus even with her monsters gone, common fears like heights or spiders could freak out and force her to have an attack.
“I miss Nyssa,” Jack griped, still pissed at our tour manager for making us sit back here.
“I’m worried about Bonnie,” I told him.
“Why? I thought her monsters were gone,” Jack was confused.
“You know I never pick her up past my shoulders, even before we found out about the baby,” I started to explain to him.
“Yeah I noticed. Why,” he asked.
“Bonnie’s deathly afraid of heights. That’s a fear that is hard to beat and she’s in a plane, and she can have an anxiety attack and I can’t go to her because the flight attendants in this section are hard ass bitches,” I told him.
“Well we paid for the wi-fi in flight, hop on your mac and shoot Matt an IM for Bonnie,” Jack suggested.
“See, this is why I keep you around,” I joked with my best friend.
He glared at me and punched my shoulder as I got out my mac. I got into my Twitter and DMed Matt.
Hey Matt, tell Bonnie to get on her AIM account and give her my username: EarthtoAWG
I waited a moment and my twitter dinged with a reply.
Can’t you just go the few hours of the flight without yapping the girl’s ear off? You are way too clingy.
Matt was such a hard ass sometimes, but I could always make him cave.
Matt, do you want me to break into your house and burn you Mickey collection? Didn’t think so, now let me chat with my baby’s mother.
Ugh…fine she’ll be on it a sec. She told me to tell you that she has to get her Vaio out.
Thanks Matt. I’ll get you a new Mickey when we’re in Orlando.
Whatever, Gaskarth.
I could tell he rolled his eyes at my comment. I switched over to my AIM and logged into my ancient account and I found a buddie request waiting from a user with the name WastedYouthSoundtrack accompanied by a new message.
WastedYouthSoundtrack: Hi Lex! ;)
It was Bonnie. I smiled to myself and thought of the wittiest reply I could think of.
EarthtoAWG: How’s the baby? ;)
WastedYouthSoundtrack: Haha you’re funny! :P Well I’m doing pretty well up here, but the entire flying thing without holding your hand is getting to me. I’m trying to hold it together right now, but I’m struggling.
EarthtoAWG: If you want, we can have a quick make out in the back bathroom to help relax you a little. ;)
WastedYouthSoundtrack: Get the stall and I’ll meet you there. I’ll knock 3 times in a triplet pattern.
I wasted no time and got up and went into the bathroom to wait for her. Not two minutes later, I got the knock she was going to signal me with. I opened the door to my beautiful girlfriend and pulled her in.
“Now let’s have some fun to take my mind off the flight,” Bonnie smirked as she locked the door.
I dove right in and captured her mouth with mine. Bonnie tugged at my hair as I lifted her up to the sink to sit her down. Her legs wrapped around my hips, holding me against her. I opened my mouth before she could ask; her tongue darted in without hesitation. She danced it around my mouth, playing with my tongue. She began to tug on the hem of my shirt, getting her hands underneath it and letting her fingers play with my body hair.
I broke for air and she moved to my neck. She found my sweet spot in an instant and started to suck, bite and kiss it. I moaned deeply and I felt weak in the knees. I love this girl because she knew how to make me melt the right way. I could feel my boner getting bigger and bigger in my tight jeans.
“Bonnie, can we please try to have sex again. I kind of miss it and I need a fix of you,” I begged, trying not to moan it out loud.
“I totally agree. Let’s do it, just be gentle with me since I have a passenger,” Bonnie agreed and ripped my shirt off.
When we finally got into Orlando, I was so relieved. That meant Bonnie and Nyssa were mine and Jack’s again. That and Matt was now on his new flight home to work some more on everything we’d need for Slam Dunk and Green Day. I was happy to just see where Bonnie lived before she decided to move in with me.
I actually bought the perfect engagement ring for her when we were in San Francisco. I’m just waiting for the perfect moment to propose. I’m either asking while we’re packing her up to ship most of her stuff to Baltimore or when we go to New Baltimore so I can see her parents again and meet her brothers. I managed to find Bonnie’s father’s e-mail and had told him I wanted to marry Bonnie. He gave me his blessing for it. He told me he never saw such light in Bonnie’s eyes than when she was with me or talking about me. I was glad I made her happy.
Nyssa got the door to the apartment, which was rather small. It was really cozy and I liked it. It was here, in this apartment, that Bonnie was preparing to not only meet me at the M&G for her tour date, but it was her home and where she laid her head every night as she let my music take her away into her dreams.
“This is it,” Nyssa gestured as she led Jack and I in with Bonnie holding up the rear.
“This was home for us for the last three years,” Bonnie commented, a little sad. I could tell she wasn’t prepared to leave what she knew for so many years behind, and being pregnant wasn’t helping it either. I knew though, that she’d be so much happier being with me, the man that loves her so much and is going to be her partner to help her raise the baby slowly growing in her womb.
“Now we’re closing a chapter of your life and starting a new one,” I added in, a warm smile on my face.
“Come on, Jack, I’ll show you my room,” Nyssa smiled at me, like she was telling me that she was going to give us a moment alone.
“Let me show you my room, Alex,” Bonnie held out her hand to me and I took it without hesitation.
When she opened the door, I saw the stripped bed, a dusty iPod dock, and the thing that caught my eyes was the huge poster she had in a nice frame of me and the guys. It was even signed and there was a picture of her and I back when my hair was longer and I was smaller. She had black hair then. I actually met her long ago outside a concert but I never got her name. But she got my picture on a Polaroid and my signature under it.
“I got that way back. I didn’t consider it meeting you since it was done and over with so quickly and I never gave you my name. I cherished this though because I was having a hard time with my anxiety and I got to go to this concert and it made the dark clouds go away. The way you smiled and held onto me when I got that picture, made my days so much brighter. You are my hero, Alex. You always have been since I could even remember,” Bonnie was about to cry.
“Don’t cry, babe. I’m so glad I’m your hero. I got to save you from your monsters. You’ve saved me too when I thought I was going fall. I love you so much, Bonnie. I love you so fucking much. I have but one question to ask you,” I kissed her softly as I reached into my jacket pocket to find the ring box.
“What do you want to ask me, Alex,” Bonnie asked, sniffling a little.
I got down on one knee and opened the ring box, revealing a princess cut ruby surrounded by smaller matching diamonds on a white-gold band.
7/1/13