-Alex-
There was a soft knock on my office door around midnight, lulling me out of my drunken stupor. “Hm?” I coughed into my fist, rubbing the sleep and liquor from my eyes.
“Sir,” Jaselynn’s voice squeaked from the cracked doorway and she poked her face in, “Sir?”
“Yes.” I pinched the bridge of my nose in unrenowned anger. She was supposed to be in her bed by now, asleep. Her narrow face was bruised on its entire right side, the length of my hand almost the entire length of her face. She was such a small girl as it was…I felt awful, just watching her. I felt like I was suffocating. And it didn’t help the flimsy white nightgown she was wearing. It only made her look younger.
“C-can I come in?” She whispered, looking at her small hands.
I swallowed down the lump in my throat and nodded permissively. Jaselynn crept in and stood awkwardly by my desk, picking at her cuticles. I looked at her, draining the last of my scotch. “Yes?” I said impatiently.
“Are you coming in tonight?” She said finally, her lower lip trembling.
“Are you fucking kidding me?” I spat, standing up.
Jaselynn flinched back and it set my blood boiling. I lurched forward and grabbed her shoulders, shaking her once as hard as I could. Her head lolled and small sobs escaped her pale lips. I shoved her away from me and watched her collapse to the floor, standing over her with a locked jaw. I raised my foot to kick her and her whole face went blank. I sat down on the floor and watched her. Watched her sob and rock and beg for me to just kill her with no emotion at all. My whole body erupted in cold sweats and I licked my lips at the feel. I didn’t want to loose the small, warm body that was one day going to be gone. I loved the feel of her skin against me. And to be honest….her sobs turned me on. Stupefied and horny I watched her for a heartbeat; and then I was on top of her. I covered her mouth with my hand and slid my free one down her flimsy side to cup her hip against me. My lips grazed the side of her neck and she stiffened. I didn’t touch her like this. I’d never touched her like this. I crushed her body with mine and kissed her repeatedly with so much hunger. Her gasps of recognition at the lust that filled not only me but her made me press on. It was the best kind of feeling. She pushed her mouth up against mine harder and tangled her small hands in my hair, sighing in contentment at the way our lips played. I couldn’t kill her. I should’ve. I should’ve listened to her begging and lost it at that, instead of throwing myself at her.
“Is….is that a yes?” She gasped against my shoulder as I pushed her down onto her back. Down onto the floor that was cold and hard. Down to the place that could hurt her.
“No.” I grunted and parted her legs.
Terror filled her eyes and she stared up at me, her lips forced into a thin line. “O-oh?” A small tremor flitted through her body as my hands slid up under her thighs. I lifted her lower half off the floor, on my knees before her. It took me a while to lean down just as I did, a little while longer to graze my teeth over the soft, pink fleshiness of her moist cavern. Another impartial gasp escaped her lips and she dug her hands into my shoulders. “S-sir..?”
“Alex.” I breathed against her core, strangled breaths escaping my chest.
“Wh-what?” Her lips quivered as I peeked up at her from between her legs.
The animal lust that crept its ugly coloring into my blood made the quickest grin tamper my features. I leaned down and thrust my tongue into her. She screamed in the shock and bucked wildly against me, her whole body consoling. “My name,” I breathed as I licked my lips, “is Alex.”