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A Handful of Moments

Hard To Swallow

Two bars. A sharp breath caught in my throat. My eyes remained locked to the test, I was unable to loosen my grasp on it. I tried to wrap my head around the result, what it meant. Rina had been raped. And not only did she have to live with that for the rest of her life, the baby growing inside of her was part of the monster that did this to her. My jaw clenched as I thought of him, relived the memory of him stood closely to Rina at the bar, whispering in her ear...what I would do to him if our paths crossed again. It was only Rina tightening her grip on my arm that made me snap out of it. she had turned around, her eyes wide and glassy and her mouth slightly agape. She looked terrified. Her lips trembled like she wanted to say something, but couldn't find the words. My eyes searched hers, trying to gain a little understanding of what she was thinking. I couldnt imagine what was going through her head. "what am I going to do Alex?" She didn't reach the end of her sentence before tears spilled over. I dropped the test and pulled her in tightly, wrapping my arms around her. I pressed a kiss on her hair and rubbed her back as she cried, burying my face in her shoulder. "its okay honey, what ever happens you've got everyone's support. You'll have me no matter what". There was nothing more I wanted than to say something that would make this better, make her better. But I had nothing. There was no easy way out of pregnancy, it couldnt just be undone. And she knew that. "is everything okay in there?" Matts worried voice came from the other side of the door. Rina pulled away from me, keeping her arms loosely around my waist. We exchanged a panicked look. Neither of us knew what to say. Should we lie? Tell him through the door? There was a long, scary silence before I spoke up. "yeah...we'll be out in a minute." I assured him. Rina wiped away any stray tears from her face before splashing it with cold water in the sink. I wasn't sure why, there was no way she could get rid of the red puffyness of her eyes. "Okay.... if your sure" Matt sounded unsure, but I heard him leave. Rina was leant up against the sink, her arms crossed over her chest. She was staring blankly at the floor, her face still a little flushed from crying. "This is a living nightmare. What am I going to tell him? He's going to hate me." Her voice was husky. She sounded exhausted. "Why would he hate you?! Your his little sister, he loves you" I told her honestly. Yeah, sure. He would be as shocked as I was, but he would get used to it. And I would be an idiot if i couldn't see how much he cared for her. "yeah, his pregnant little sister..." She laughed once without humour. Her eyes hadn't lifted from the floor still. "Thats not your fault, none of this is. But what are we going to do about it?" I really wished she would look at me. It was driving me crazy not knowing what she was thinking. Her head did lift, she looked at me curiously. "We?" She questioned. "Yeah... I told you. We're in this together. Unless you don't want that...?" I stared back at her, hoping she wouldn't shut me out of this. I didn't want her to go through it alone. The corners of her lips lifted softly, but not enough to make a smile. Rina pulled me into another hug, nuzzling my neck. "Thankyou" she said quietly, her breath left goosebumps behind. She pressed her lips just below my jaw, making me shudder. I never wanted her skin to loose contact with mine. She exhaled and pulled away, reaching behind me and pulling down the door handle. "I guess I'd better tell Matt" she said as I backed out of the door. i opened my mouth to speak, but the voice that came wasnt my own. "Tell me what?" Rinas expression froze. I turned to see Matt, looking at us with furrowed brows. Rina had some explaining to do, whether she wanted to or not.

Notes

Hey guys, sorry for the long wait! Completely my fault. Tell us what you think so far! :) Written by iwannabereckless Comment, rate, subscribe c: Thankyou xxx

Comments

@Rae.Barakitten
:P
@Heather
Awh shucks.
Rae.Barakitten Rae.Barakitten
7/31/13
@Rae.Barakitten
lol dat is cuz u IS special! c:
@Heather
You make me feel special :3
Rae.Barakitten Rae.Barakitten
7/31/13
@Rae.Barakitten
:D your an amazing writer I could never pull off a story like this! :P