I fall out of the bunk my heart pounding in my chest. This is absolutely not happening. A fucking broken condom. I had sex last night and I don’t remember. I don’t remember the fucking loss of my virginity. I manage into the bathroom and throw the condom in the toilet flushing frantically.
“Hanna?” I turn on my heels to see Jack staring at me wide eyed. “Oh wow.” His mouth hangs open partially his eyes locked on my breasts that I forgot to cover up in my panic.
“Oh. OH god.” I groan and reach forward and slam the door shut. Closing myself off from in front of him. I grab a towel from the rack next to me and wrap it around my body quickly.
“Whoa are you okay?” Jacks voice is muffled through the door, I shake my head and grip the handle trying to decide what to say. “Can I come in?” He presses. With my eyes closed I push my way through the door and shove his shoulder holding the towel high up under my armpits.
“I’m fine.” I push my way to my bunk and tear out my suitcase yanking out some clothes, he puts a hand on my shoulder.
“No, you’re not.” He pulls me back to look at him, “Are you not cool with having had sex with Matt?” He raises an eyebrow at me.
“Who all knows?” I mange out between clenched teeth.
“As far as I know, Just me and Alex. We have the highest Alcohol tolerance, and by the time you two went off to your bunk most everybody was already passed out or went to sleep.” He frowns and drops his hand off of my shoulder. I turn around,
“Could you hold the towel for me to change?” He nods, I start pulling on the clothes I laid out for myself.
“I’ll figure out a time for you and I to talk in private. If you don’t want to talk about last night that’s fine, okay? I just want you to know you can talk with me.” He drops the towel and hugs me tightly. I wear a BONER shirt and leggings. “I love you okay?” He mumbles into my hair.
“I love you too.” I sigh and pull back, “Lets just make breakfast.” He nods and steps back letting me go.

-Mathews POV-

I wake up to loud voices coming from the kitchen.
“You take your alcohol.”
“Oh my god Rian that bruise.” Someone laughs loudly,
“Matt is getting defensive.”
“Matthew gave him that?” The one female voice stands out from everybody else. I sit up and stretch noticing that I’m completely naked and a lacy pair of female boy-shorts is wrapped around my ankle. Oh god this is why I don’t drink heavily. I pull on a pair of boxers and step out of my bunk. Hanna is under Jacks arm leaning on the counter. I notice that the bus is already moving to our next location.
“Hey! Its Matty!” Vinny shouts and laughs loudly. All eyes turn to me but Hanna who only drops her gaze to the ground.
“Hey.” I sigh and walk over to the front lounge where everybody seems to be.
“Crazy night last night.” Rian sits on the couch with a sarcastic smirk spread across his face and a purple bruise highlighting his cheekbone.
“You tell me.” I laugh and run a hand through my own hair racking my brain for what happened. I remember Hanna getting drunk and starting to get a little handsy and starting to dance when I started drinking again.
“Hey.” I turn to see Hanna with her hand on Jacks side, but she took a step closer to me.
“Hi.” I smile reassuringly and hold a hand out to her which she takes and lets go of Jack. I pull her into my chest tightly and hug her.
“Matt we need to talk.” Hanna whispers in my ear faintly. My heart stops beating in my chest. What happened last night? What made her look so pale and afraid? I lock eyes with Jack who simply nods at me and shrugs.

Please don’t let this be the end.

Notes

Hey you guys! Sorry it took me so long to update. I've been having computer troubles and I've been working on another story calledPhotographs and Floorboards<- Click on that for a link to it. Its a Zack Merrick/ OC story that takes place in Germany. I chose Germany because I am in fact a duo citizen and am going there this summer so. I guess I'm looking forward to it. I'm also going to attend a german Metal festival, I can honestly say I will not be suprised if a goat is sacrificed with the history of german death metal.

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