Alex ran out the door, leaving me shocked, and tearing up.  It was an unwritten rule, me and Alex never fight. We were Jack and Alex, Alex and Jack. I ran a hand through my hair, getting frustrated. He's my bestfriend, why did he have such a problem with holly? He should be proud of me!  Yea, she didn't like him, but that's because he makes it his goal to make her feel like a whore. She may dress in skimpy clothes, but she's still my girlfriend.   I ran out the door after thinking for so long. Alex could be in trouble, and if Alex got hurt I wouldn't be able to forgive myself.   -Alex-       I ran as far as I could, till my knees buckled underneath me, and I fell to the ground crying. I just want my bestfriend back. I didn't want the feelings I had for him now. I wanted to play a simple call of duty game with him, and not blush when he jumps up and down from beating me. God dammit I wanted my bestfriend back!! I cried until I heard a familiar voice calling my name. "I swear to god gaskarth, if you're hurt I'm killing you!!!" he sounded so scared, which made me blush. Then I got frustrated with myself, pulling at my hair screaming.  "Alex!!! Please tell me you're joking!" there was fast paced footsteps getting closer to me. Wouldn't be long till he knew just excatly what was going through my head. And it killed me to think of what his reaction would be. "oh my god Alex...." His voice was less panicky, but more soft when he reached me. "Alex, what happened? I'm sorry for saying those things...I just got a little mad. I still love you man." As a friend... My thoughts Took over me, and soon enough I was blocking Jack out, until he picked me up bridal style. "Wh-what are you doing?" I clung onto him so I didn't fall. "Alex, I just told you if you didn't get up I will carry you home. Now you think you can manage walking with me, and we wll put on a movie or something at the house?" sighing, I nodded me head. At least I didn't have to say anything about the way I feel towards him. Because that would have turned out much more worse then this moment right here.  

Notes

Wrote this on my iPod, so I didn't realy check it for errors. Forgive me, I've been having a hard time latley with my parents fighting and stuff... I'll try and update more sooner