I tripped up, and I'm falling into you.
Maybe I could have helped.
I squeezed the phone in my hand tightly. "You're telling me, that right at this very second. You're holding zack's BABY!!"
My voice rose with each word.
"YOU LEFT ME BECAUSE OF THAT?!" Lisa sobbed into the phone. "I-i couldn't face you! It was ONE drunken mistake, and I lost you over it!!"
Scoffing, I paced across the bus floor.
"You better believe you lost me, and you better believe I don't want to see you again Lisa. You tore me apart to badly. Tonights my last show of the tour. I'm not canceling it over you. Maybe I could have helped you. MAYBE I COLD HAVE HELPED YOU RAISE THE BABY!"
I screamed into the phone, then hung it up. This women was getting on my verves. Why leave us all, to call me everyday, annoying the shit out of me? She just told me about the baby. I'm not mad at Zack, he was drunk. Everyone knows how he is when he's drunk, but Lisa. Lisa has a working mind when she's wasted. I should know, I've tried many times to sleep with her while I was drunk. She always stopped me.
What made Zack so diffrent though? How could he have gotten into her pants so easily? We had an hour before the show. It was deffinitly time to get to the dressing rooms. "BOYS COME ON!" I was in a yelling kind of mood today. I'd just take it out on screaming at the crowd, getting them pumped up.
"Matt!" I called for him when we entered the dressing room.
"Yes Alex?"
He responded tiredly.
"I'm gonna sit backstage and wait there. I'm already dressed and shit. See you guys later."
I gave the boys a nod of the head, walking to the stage area. My head hurt badly from all the screaming, but I knew I'd be okay. I've went on stage like this plenty of times before. Pierce the Veil played on stage, and everyone jumped around happily. They were really cool guys, had to admit that. Maybe it's because they're mexican! I kid, I kid. I'm not racist.
Before I knew it, we were on stage, playing our hearts out. we played alot of love/hate songs, expressing my feelings to Lisa. A little immaure, but how else would I work these feelings out?
"MOTHER OF FUCKKK!" I screamed into the crowd, making them scream back at us. "Well, I just wanna say, I had so many reason to call of a couple of shows this tour. But you wanna know why I didn't!?!"
The crowd went nuts. "THATS RIGHT ; YOU GUYS!!" I played a catchy rift on my guitar. "You guys literaly are my rock." I shrugged a shoulder at Jack. "He is to though. WE LOVE YOU GUYS!!"
Matt waved us off the stage, telling us we did great. All we had to do was survive the meet and greets, and we'd be off to our homes.
I asked Jack a few days back if he could live with me for awhile. I didn't know how I would handle this situation if he hadn't of said yes. But him being my bestfriend and all, of course he said yes.
He blames it on me having free food and cable.
The meet and greet was awesome, but I was quite excited to get on the plane home with Jack.
"Alex, how are you holding up anyway?" That seemed to be Jacks favorite question after me and Lisa broke up. I always replaied with 'fine', or 'im okay'. He never buys it, but he doesn't fight it. Tonight was diffrent though.
"Alex I'm serious, how are you holding up in there?" He bit his lip nervously. Made him look cute though. I chuckled at that thought. "Jack, I'm fine I promise. Just a little tired."
"Tired of what?"
I looked at him, suprised. "N-no ones...Ever asked me that." How could he know?
He chuckled. "I know you like the back of my hand Alex. You can't hide anything from me." He smiled at me. "So, Tired of what?"
I shook my head. "That's just it Jack...I don't know."
My voice rose with each word.
"YOU LEFT ME BECAUSE OF THAT?!" Lisa sobbed into the phone. "I-i couldn't face you! It was ONE drunken mistake, and I lost you over it!!"
Scoffing, I paced across the bus floor.
"You better believe you lost me, and you better believe I don't want to see you again Lisa. You tore me apart to badly. Tonights my last show of the tour. I'm not canceling it over you. Maybe I could have helped you. MAYBE I COLD HAVE HELPED YOU RAISE THE BABY!"
I screamed into the phone, then hung it up. This women was getting on my verves. Why leave us all, to call me everyday, annoying the shit out of me? She just told me about the baby. I'm not mad at Zack, he was drunk. Everyone knows how he is when he's drunk, but Lisa. Lisa has a working mind when she's wasted. I should know, I've tried many times to sleep with her while I was drunk. She always stopped me.
What made Zack so diffrent though? How could he have gotten into her pants so easily? We had an hour before the show. It was deffinitly time to get to the dressing rooms. "BOYS COME ON!" I was in a yelling kind of mood today. I'd just take it out on screaming at the crowd, getting them pumped up.
"Matt!" I called for him when we entered the dressing room.
"Yes Alex?"
He responded tiredly.
"I'm gonna sit backstage and wait there. I'm already dressed and shit. See you guys later."
I gave the boys a nod of the head, walking to the stage area. My head hurt badly from all the screaming, but I knew I'd be okay. I've went on stage like this plenty of times before. Pierce the Veil played on stage, and everyone jumped around happily. They were really cool guys, had to admit that. Maybe it's because they're mexican! I kid, I kid. I'm not racist.
Before I knew it, we were on stage, playing our hearts out. we played alot of love/hate songs, expressing my feelings to Lisa. A little immaure, but how else would I work these feelings out?
"MOTHER OF FUCKKK!" I screamed into the crowd, making them scream back at us. "Well, I just wanna say, I had so many reason to call of a couple of shows this tour. But you wanna know why I didn't!?!"
The crowd went nuts. "THATS RIGHT ; YOU GUYS!!" I played a catchy rift on my guitar. "You guys literaly are my rock." I shrugged a shoulder at Jack. "He is to though. WE LOVE YOU GUYS!!"
Matt waved us off the stage, telling us we did great. All we had to do was survive the meet and greets, and we'd be off to our homes.
I asked Jack a few days back if he could live with me for awhile. I didn't know how I would handle this situation if he hadn't of said yes. But him being my bestfriend and all, of course he said yes.
He blames it on me having free food and cable.
The meet and greet was awesome, but I was quite excited to get on the plane home with Jack.
"Alex, how are you holding up anyway?" That seemed to be Jacks favorite question after me and Lisa broke up. I always replaied with 'fine', or 'im okay'. He never buys it, but he doesn't fight it. Tonight was diffrent though.
"Alex I'm serious, how are you holding up in there?" He bit his lip nervously. Made him look cute though. I chuckled at that thought. "Jack, I'm fine I promise. Just a little tired."
"Tired of what?"
I looked at him, suprised. "N-no ones...Ever asked me that." How could he know?
He chuckled. "I know you like the back of my hand Alex. You can't hide anything from me." He smiled at me. "So, Tired of what?"
I shook my head. "That's just it Jack...I don't know."
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5/23/13