Jack's POV:
We were sitting in the waiting area, we rushed here as fast as we could and ran in. I was leaned over and holding my head, my elbows resting on my knees. None of us has said a word. All I could think about if Amilia was going to live. I've only known Amilia for 2 months, and I know she's the one.

I think back to the night we met for the second time, the time that I clearly remember. Her eyes looked so haunted... She looked broken.. I can't imagine how she's been the past dew days.. Then I think back to every time I saw her smile, or laugh, seeing that light in her eyes. It made me realize that I was actually helping her.

I think back to all of the moments I had with Amilia, the good and the sad. To when I held her in my arms when it was just the two of us on stage for her birthday. To when I was comforting her after she was about to have sex with Zack. Everything.

I don't know how long we been here but finally a doctor came out. He lets out a deep sigh and looks at us, "she's sleeping. Normal though. I don't know when she'll wake up though. A few of you can visit her at a time. The drug that was in her system was really strong, but we managed to take control of it just in time. There won't be any sign effects."

The doctor walks off and I slowly look at the guys, "you see her Jack. Stay with her. She needs you the most then any of us," Alex tells me. I nod and make my way to her room. I quietly open her door and I see her sleeping, a heart monitor and IV hooked up to her. I never imagined seeing her like this.

I quietly close the door and sit in the chair by the bed. "I'm so sorry Amilia...," I whisper and gently hold her hand. "This was all my fault... If I hadn't been stupid in the beginning and confronted Zack about him liking you in the first place, this might have never happened. I wanted to help you, not to put you in danger. I love you Amilia... and I hope you can hear me..."

It felt like I was saying my final words to her... I switch into a new position in the chair so that I was able to lay my head on the bed, still holding her hand.
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I slowly wake up and I feel something move in my hand, I groan and slowly sit up, I realized it was Amilia's hand that was moving. I look at her and she was slowly waking up.

She slowly opens her eyes and she looks at me, "Jacky.. is that you..." I smile at her, "yeah. It is." I started crying and I bring her hand up my lips and kiss it. "Where am I..." "Your in the hospital, Zack drugged you and I brought you here as soon it happened." "Zack," she sounded scared and her heart monitor quickens.

"Sh its okay, he's not here. He can't hurt you, okay... Its just us." She squeezes my hand and looks me in the eyes. "Jacky... You have no idea how much you saved me.." "I'm sorry I wasn't there sooner." "No Jack.. Not just from Zack.. From myself.. The thoughts I used to have back then, they came back stronger this time... The thought of you was the reason I stayed alive really..." "What do you mean, the thoughts you used to have?"

"I never actually told you how you saved me... When I was 14, I hated myself. So much. That I didn't believe in myself and thought things would never get better for me. I was bullied, ignored, threatened a few times by the bullies who I never stood up to. I didn't really have friends, and I couldn't tell my parents cuz I knew they would go to the school and it would just cause more shit... One night... I was so scared to go to school the next day, that I remember sitting in the bathroom on the tile staring at the razor that was by my feet... I just remember sitting there crying, thinking that I wanted to do it so badly. But something made me leave that bathroom and go on the computer when I wasn't supposed to be. I went on YouTube and saw in my suggestions box a lyric video to Stay Awake. Stay Awake gave me the strength to keep going. For three years those thoughts stayed, but Stay Awake was always there to keep my going. And finally when Nothing Personal came out... The thoughts went away forever... Until now..."

I couldn't believe it... Amilia, the girl I'm in love with, wanted to kill herself back then... Then those thoughts came back over the past few days... "Your what kept me alive Jacky... The thought of you, because I knew you wouldn't like to see me cut. I came close to, but I thought of you and threw the razor. Your what kept me strong-" I cut her off by kissing her gently. She slowly kisses me back and I pull away first.

"You saved me in return," and we smile at each other.