Amilia's POV:
I had to beg Xavier and Toby to let me go on a laptop, I was going crazy without my music. I had to listen to something. I didn't care what it was. I just can't take the silence anymore.

I go on the laptop and log into my twitter and youtube, seeing I have a bunch of tweets and messages. What? I click one and it brought me to a video of All Time Low at a concert.

They were talking about how I was kidnapped and wanted the fans to help them to find me. I started crying when Jack spoke. "Our last song is Stay Awake for Amilia, and... I'll be singing for her." He does love me, he does care about me... I broke down when I saw Jack starting to cry and Alex had to finish the song. Jack is looking for me...

But he has no idea where I am or who took me...
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Jack's POV:
I walk onto the bus frustrated. We were no where near to finding Amilia. Me and Zack have been talking to security at the venue, people who were there that day. Everyone. And no answer as to how someone could have gotten on our bus.

I think back to the day she was kidnapped. Everyone was with us. Zack made a phone call quickly, well so did Matt. And Alex got a call from Lisa. So at one point we were all on our phones. So not one of us could have taken her.

I lay in my bed frustrated. Amilia where are you. Right now Zack, Vinny, and Alex were out at a bar. Rian was on a date with Cassadee. And Matt was doing something. I forgot what he said he was doing.
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Amilia's POV:
I lay in the bed crying, the thought of Jack looking for me stuck. Soon he will be here and I have to fight my mind again. After he left... I was so tempted to go in the bathroom... To cover up what he left on me... But I knew Jack wouldn't want me to...

When I was younger, I did think about it strongly though. For three years I fought that thought. It was a daily battle. Then one night when I wanted to give up, earlier that day a girl had threatened me saying she would beat me up the next day because I never stood up to her. I was to scared to go to school. I was scared to be at school anymore. I didn't want to see anyone. Because no one was helping me through it. I remember sitting in the bathroom crying, staring at the razor in front of me that laid by my feet. I wanted to so badly. But something made me stop. I don't know what it was, but I went on the computer later that night when I wasn't supposed to. I went on YouTube and I saw in the suggestion box called 'All Time Low-Stay Awake'. I clicked on the video and listened to the song, and broke down in my chair. Trying to keep my cries quiet.

That song gave me the strength to step away from the razor that night, and gave me the strength to go to school the next day. I avoided that girl all day, and then my real friends showed who they were and stayed with me until that girl decided to ignore me.

Except those friends, were gone the next year. When I started high school. I was alone. I was scared. The thoughts came back, I was being ignored all over again. People treated me differently. I knew people were talking about me with every little thing I did or say. The thought stayed in my mind until I was 17 in 2009 when Nothing Personal came out. That album made me so happy, that was when the thought went away forever.

Until now. The thought was stronger this time. I kept thinking of Jack, he wouldn't want me to cut. He wouldn't want me to ruin myself. But I feel so broken...

Jack I need you. I need you more then ever. I want to give up. The voice in my head and these thoughts are taking over me and I don't think I can last any longer.