Welcome to my crazy life!

It's been a few weeks since my attempt. I'm still a wreck. I haven't talked much hardly slept. It's been maybe a week since me and Jack had a full conversation. My birthday is in a few days. Tomorrow we leave to go somewhere that Jack planned. Just me all time low and the girls. As for me, I'm just in Jacks room with my thoughts eating me alive. I'm terrified. I love jack. But am I really right for him? I sighed to my self. I want to change for jack and zack. I love them both too much. Starting tomorrow I'm going to try to get better and accept the help they are offering me. Even Austin is offering to help. Alan is trying but jack was right he doesn't know how to yet. I'm going to be the girlfriend that jack deserves. I never want to let him go.

Notes

Sorry short little chapter! I've been trying to think of a good way to plan out the next few chapters! But here's what ally thinks! Should she let them in again? Will Austin and her become best friends? Will she trust Alan again? Jally is going to become very much alive soon! *oh and most of the titles are song names!*