Welcome to my crazy life!

Well I guess I should start off. My names Alexandra Winter Ashby. My big brothers are Alan Ashby and Zachary Merrick. Yeah I know. We'll I'm 16 and a junior now in High school and it fucking sucks. I'm bullied every day. I have so much wrong with me I could write a book! My best friends are Damon and Johnnie and they are huge on you tube so they are popular. Which is fun! Sense the sarcasm? It's worse because I'm struggling and I don't know who to tell. I'm scared to. It also doesn't help that my entire family talks down on me and talks shit about me behind my back. I'm the out cast everywhere I go. Mom dad zack and Alan don't do that though. They support me and try their best to help me be comfortable. What else do I have to live for? Zack and Alan are always on tour. My parents are hardly home. Who would miss? Probably no one I'm just a waste of space. Maybe if someone saw past my fake smile and saw the fear in my eyes they'd see I need someone. But who will?

Notes

Okay I didn't know how to start it so I thought I'd explain Alexs situation a little more and show her pain side. I'll get better as I go on I promise. But what will happen? Will Zack Alan Damon and Johnnie see she's in pain? What will Austin do? Subscribe, Like, Comment! When this gets at least 7 views or subscriptions I'll post the real chapter!