I can't breathe, my body's shaking.
You've got a way with the way you take me,
'Cause you break me down,
You know you break me down...

“Hey Jack,” Alex called the younger man from his room.

“Yeah?” Jack yelled back.

“Can you come here?”

“Give me a second!”

During their lazy Tuesday, they both decided it’d be best to go see a movie together. Have some quality friend time.

“What’s u-“ Jack froze when he saw the brunette just wearing boxers, which were low enough to make his v-line visible. Right above his crotch.

“I was going ask you if these pants looked okay with this shirt. I can’t find anything else to wear. I know it seems really girlish of me to ask, but I can’t decide.”

“Th-they look great.” Jack didn’t even pay attention to clothes Alex was showing him. He made himself look away from the older man. If he kept staring he’d probably get a boner.

“Awesome, sorry to bother you.” Alex grinned as he slipped on those black skinny jeans Jack never saw that had a few rips here and there. “Are they really okay? You’re staring at me.”

“Ugh- they’re great! I just- Where’d you get those?” Jack blurted out.

“Oh, online a long time ago. Their called Glamour Kills. I try to get most of my clothes from them. They’re great,” Alex slipped his shirt on.

“They are,” Jack nodded.

“Ready?” Alex put his wallet in his back pocket and nabbed his phone from the night stand.

“Yeah, let me just get my wallet and stuff.” Jack practically ran out of Alex’s room. He felt his face become red. He hoped to God he wasn’t blushing while he was in there with Alex.

They met once again in the living room and left the apartment together. Jack just couldn’t keep his eyes off Alex. His skinny jeans hugged his long legs perfectly. They were so tight one would think they were painted on. His slim fit shirt showed off his flat stomach and chest. Which for some reason drove Jack crazy. He kept trying to look away from Alex or at least adjust to him. But what was so different about Alex now than the days prior? He always wore the same type of clothes. Skinnies and t-shirts seemed to actually be all that he owned. What made the outfit he was wearing today any different?

They both entered Jack’s car and he drove out of the lot. Alex himself couldn’t tear his eyes away from Jack. He was wearing a teal slim fit, V-neck with some tight grey jeans. His crotch was practically traced around the tight denim. The brunette bit his lip and looked away. Trying to not get the younger boy to notice. Alex couldn’t help to be so attracted to Jack. Even though Jack suffered so much, he tried his best to move on. Alex didn’t even want to believe someone could be in love with another person for so long, even after being separated for five long years. He thought of Jack as a hopeless romantic, and it was something Alex loved about Jack. He would do anything Lisa asked him, which was something to definitely respect him for. He hoped that one day Jack would find someone to love him just as much as he would love them.

“What movie do you want to watch?” Jack turned to Alex as he slowed down in front of the cinema’s sign. Displaying all the movies that were being shown tonight.

“Um, something… Scary? Or Funny? I don’t know, you pick!” He looked at Jack.

“Hm, how about that Godzilla movie. It must be lame. So we can watch it and make fun of it later.” Jack yawned.

“Sounds like a plan,” Alex smirked.

Jack parked his Santa Fe the closest he could to the building. Trying to cut their walking distance as short as possible. They walked past the slow parking traffic, and there wasn’t much of a long line at the box office. Considering it was a Tuesday afternoon. Lucky for them, today the tickets and food were on sale. They stood in line and kind of looked around, not talking. Making the two friends look rather awkward.

“Um, two tickets for Godzilla,”

“Would you like to watch the 3-D screening? It’ll be on sooner,” The box office attendant asked.

“Want to?” Jack turned to Alex, who was staring off into the distance.

“Huh? Yeah, sure.” Alex snapped back into reality. He was looking at a couple. A girl and guy, sitting down holding hands, whispering into each other’s ear. Giggling and smiling like lovely fools. It made him miss feeling that way. He felt his face blush when he looked at Jack.

“You okay Alex?” He asked as they walked towards the concession stand.

“Yeah, why do you ask?” Alex looked away.

“Your face is red. Are you getting sick?” Jack lowered his head, trying to meet with Alex’s gaze.

“Yeah, I’m fine. It was hot outside and it’s really cold in here. My skin in sensitive to that shit.” Alex lied.

“Ah, okay.” Jack nodded.

The bought a large popcorn and two drinks. The usher greeted them and pointed to the direction of the theater their movie was located. The two sat in the upper most left seats in the theater. Jack suggested they’d be the best seats for viewing the movie. Just as Jack mentioned before, the movie was lame. The two came out laughing their asses off, making fun of the poor dialogue and shitty animation. One would never have guessed that these two guys were the same, quietly awkward ones that came in two hours ago. Jack choked on his soda when Alex attempted to roar just like the monster they’d seen in the movie. For the first time in a long time, Jack was actually laughing and having fun. He hadn’t experienced this in such a long time. Even when he dated Lisa, he’d never enjoyed himself the way he was now as Alex began to strut his long legs and folding his arms to his chest continuing to act like the child he wasn’t.

“You’re so fucking lame Gaserkath,” Jack covered his mouth almost immediately when he noticed a single mom walk past them with three small children.

“At least I’m not the one cussing in front of kids, Baracunt.” Alex laughed as he saw the mom glare at the two.

“Let’s go,” Jack slapped his back as they walked out of the main entrance of the theater.

“Hey Jack, let’s go somewhere else.” Alex said as he sat in the passenger’s seat of the car.

“Where do you want to go?” Jack revved the small SUV’s engine.

“Let’s go… Let me drive!” Alex jumped out of his seat and practically ran to the other side.

“Just tell me where you want to go Alex, I’ll drive.” Jack remained seated.

“Please, Jack! I want to surprise you.” Alex smirked deviously.

“Fine,” Jack huffed, moving his head from side to side.

They both sat in the car, and Alex drove away to God knows where. It was getting late, and Alex was driving out of the city limits. Entering the suburban region of Baltimore.

“Where the fuck are you taking us?” Jack looked around, his surroundings becoming strangely familiar.

“You’ll see,” Alex grinned, as he continued to drive. “Look, there it is!” Alex pointed at a small ragged public park. That was heavily forested, only making enough room for the playground sets themselves.

“Are you fucking kidding me?” Jack smacked his fore head. “It’s late Alex, we might get in trouble.”

“So?” Alex retorted as he slipped out of the car. “I love this park, I used to come here all the time.”

“Same,” Jack eyes brows furrowed together. This was the park he and Lisa had their last date together.

“Jack, what’s wrong?” Alex could see his face change in the dim light.

“Can we go somewhere else Alex? This place makes me uncomfortable. It brings back too many memories.” Jack breathed in, trying to control his sudden sadness.

“How about this, instead of pondering on old, saddening memories. Let’s create new ones. Memories that will make you glad to remember and instead of feeling shitty, you’ll feel happy. Sometimes in life Jack, we have to face our fears, and never let them affect us from enjoying ourselves. Like your guitar, one day you’ll be able to pick it up without feeling any sadness. Instead, you’ll feel relief. Because you didn’t let one shitty memory ruin it.” Alex grabbed Jack’s hand as he ran towards the swing set.


Thank you Alex, really thank you.


“You’re such a child,” Jack giggled.

“But I’m older than you!” Alex frowned as he plopped himself on a swing.

“You act like you’re five instead of Twenty five,” Jack rubbed his forehead.

“Hey man, live fast and stay young.” Alex backed himself up before he swung forward. “Come on Baracunt, you’re such a loser!”

“Shut the fuck up,” Jack ran behind Alex, waiting for his swing to come back. He pushed him hard, causing the older man to go further than he was before.

“You push like a little bitch!” Alex laughed.

“We’ll see about that,” Jack backed up and pushed Alex even harder.

They both laughed, feeling like children once again. Luckily for them it was late, and there wouldn’t be actual children around with their moms who would possibly give the two men some odd looks.

“Okay! Stop!” Alex yelled as he felt his body almost slip off the rubber seat.

“No, you little shit. You asked for this!” Jack pushed on the brunette’s back once again. Alex darted his feet forward, causing the swing to stop slowly.

“I think I’m actually sick now,” Alex shook his head a few times. Easing himself from his dizziness.

“Who gets dizzy from a swing?” Jack laughed.

“Shut up you little shit. I’m older and you have to do what I say.” Alex walked up to Jack.

“No I don’t.” Jack spat his words.

“Oh yeah?” Alex got closer, pressing their chests together.

“Yeah,” Jack felt sudden submission, as the brunette wrapped his arms around his waist.

“I’ll show you to respect me a little more now, okay?” Alex arched and eyebrow, trying to show off his dominance. Even though he was scared shitless. Thinking Jack would’ve back away from him by now, but didn’t.

“How are you gonna do that?” Jack argued.

Without replying, Alex pressed his lips aggressively against Jack’s, taking complete control of the kiss. He felt Jack tense up, but then relax. Alex smiled when he felt Jack kiss back, he brought himself even closer to Jack, tightening his grip on the younger boy’s hips. Jack placed his arms around Alex’s neck, letting the older man take complete control of the situation. The brunette nervously bit on Jack’s lower lip, tugging it forward before he let go to kiss him again. Begging Jack to let his tongue enter his mouth. He gladly let Alex in, trying not to fight back at all. This was the first time Jack had ever been submissive, and he liked it. Especially the way Alex dug his finger into his sides, surely to leave bruises. A soft moan came from Jack when he felt Alex’s hand move up and down his hips, almost slipping into his aggressively tight jeans.

“Fuck Jack, I don’t know what you do to me. But I fucking love it.” Alex pulled away trying to catch his breath.

“A-Alex,” Jack moaned, as he felt the brunette’s nails dig deeper into his hips.

“I know this is wrong, but fuck Jack. You’re so hot.” Alex smacked their lips together once again. Enjoying the taste of Jack’s lips, which were swollen red.

“I-I Alex, so are you,” Jack pulled away for a second, trying to calm his heart rate.

“Come here,” Alex tugged on Jack’s arm, leading him to a picnic table that was almost difficult to make out from the sheet of darkness the night was emitting.

He sat Jack down and climbed on top of him, kissing him wet and sloppy. He felt his dick twitch when it came in contact with Jack’s. He grinded on him, making the younger boy moan louder than he did before.

“F-fuck, Alex.”

“Mhmm,” The brunette murmured as he attacked Jack’s neck with kisses.

“Can w-we go home? I don’t want to get us in trouble.” Jack grabbed on Alex’s waist, bucking his hips forward.

“Let me drive, I’ll have us home real fucking fast.” Alex planted a soft kiss on Jack’s cheek.

I love what you do to me.

Notes

Woo! Two chapters in one night! Sorry if there are some errors. It's one in the morning and I half assed my editing.
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