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Nothing Personal.

Eight

Alex held his breath as he pressed his back up against the wall. He heard Crowley talking to someone, but Alex could barely make out the words. His ears rung, mostly because of the pain in his head. He caught a glimpse of himself in the mirror hanging on the wall. He was barely recognizable.

Alex looked around the corner to see Crowley sitting on the couch next to someone. Someone Jack yearned to see. Someone Alex loved like a brother. Alex's best friend, Jack. What was Jack doing here? Alex tiptoed down the hall, closer to the living room.

"So how's your tea?" Crowley asked Jack. And about that time Jack caught a glimpse of me. He about choked on the drink. Alex stepped quickly out of sight. He waited a moment before making himself visible once more. Crowley had his back turned. Jack stood.

"Thank you Mr. Crowley for the coffee, but I think I should get going." Jack said, as he slapped his hands on his thighs. Crowley nodded, and led Jack out of the house.

'Now my turn to get out' Alex thought to himself. Crowley shut the door. He walked down the hall towards the steel doors where he had kept Alex for so many days. Torturing, and beating. Alex shivered at the thought of being back down there tied to that horrible chair. Crowley shut the steel doors behind him. Alex figured this would be a good time to make a run for it, before Crowley realized Alex was even gone. He tiptoed to the front door and unlocked the bolts.

A loud screaming noise rung in Alex's ears. An alarm. Alex stepped outside and slammed the door shut. He ran.

As fast as he could. His body ached with every move he made. Made it into an old alley way, and ducked behind an old trash bin. Ten minutes had passed. Twenty, thirty, forty, an hour.

Alex figured it safe now. He stood straight up and walked out of the alley. He looked up at the pink sky, he missed the feeling of air hitting his skin. It was cool. Alex still being naked he walked quickly to a familiar neighborhood. His neighborhood. He walked to Jack's house. Climbing up the side of the house, and into his already open window.

It was empty. He wasn't here yet. Alex went into the bathroom that was connected to his room. He took a better look at himself in the mirror. His nose coated with dry blood, his face covered in purple bruises. His chest had cuts still covered in blood. He walked back in Jack's room. Alex jumped as he saw Jack sitting on his bed. Jack turned around startled as well.

"Alex?" Jack almost screamed. "You! You were the one at the man's house?" Alex nodded. "I thought it was you, but I wasn't 100 percent on it." Jack whispered. "I was going to investigate more on it." Jack looked at Alex, his face had a concerned look plastered on it. "What did he do to you?" Alex had tears forming in his eyes. Not really wanting to talk about the experience he had with Crowley.

"A lot." Alex's voice was raspy, and tired sounding. "Can I shower?" Alex asked. Jack nodded and went to his dresser and picked some comfortable clothes for Alex to wear.

Alex walked back into the bathroom and started the water.

Jack couldn't believe his eyes. He couldn't understand. But it didn't seem like Alex was going to explain anytime soon.

Notes

And yet again, another shitty chapter. I'm sorry just a lot depressed lately. :(

I keep getting these bad thoughts that aren't healthy. I know nobody really cares, but I seriously don't even want to be alive right now. :$

Comments

@LongLiveUs - Nobody is really sure about what happened in her mind. I know I wish I was there with her in her last moments. She was very lovely, and very warming. And thank you so much.

@Jagk Skellington - Your comment really means a lot to me<3 I don't really understand fandoms, and such things like this. I really don't understand how you can care so much for a person that you don't even know personally. But I love how it works. No matter how much I may never understand it, I love it so much.

@All Time WTF?! - She was very kindhearted. And I know she probably felt guilty in the moment of her death. She always tried to put other needs before her own, which is why I actually love her so much. If only she could see how many people are actually mourning over her death. (Her father is taking it the hardest) I buy her flowers every weekend so far, and put them on her grave. She was loved. She still is.

And I want to thank everyone, for everything. You guys are so sweet, and thoughtful. No wonder she was always on here. She never really told me about this site until..well you know. But I wish she had sooner. This site is incredible. You all love each other, and it is so beautiful. I thank every single one of you guys thank have supported her stories, and have been there after her passing. Everything means so much. <333

Piercethep3rry Piercethep3rry
8/15/14

I feel so bad for all of her family and friends, it must be beyond horrible to lose such a kindhearted person like Ashlee. She was so sweet whenever we interacted she would always try to please her readers even if we told her that her wellbeing comes before us. To be honest we are all just a big family in this fandom and it's absolutely devastating to lose anyone from here, and losing such a sweet and friendly person doesn't make it any better. When i talked to her she told me that she thought nobody would care if she died but that is clearly not true and i wish she had realised how many people truly do miss her. I told her that no matter what happens i will always remember her and i will stand by that forever.

Josh's chin Josh's chin
8/12/14

I'm crying again. I'm so sorry that this happened but please don't blame yourself that is just a downhill ride. It was her decision, and I'm again so sorry this had to happen to her. As the previous comment states, we are a fandom, and we are a family. This just hits me so hard because I try my best to help people struggling on here or on any other site, and I feel like I should have done more to help, even though I didn't know her personally. But please don't bash yourself for this, ily, stay strong, and I hope Ashlee is doing good whereever she may be

I am absolutely heartbroken by this. As a fandom, we are basically all family. And losing her, is like losing a family member. Like I said before, I had talked to Ashlee many times. And like you said, she was very kind, and sweet. I know she had so many problems, and I know everyone does, but she was always putting a smile on her face. She was a lovely person, and also so very beautiful. I'm not sure what clicked inside of her head and made her think that this was the answer, but I do feel for you. If you need anything in your grieving process, you can always talk to me.

LongLiveUs LongLiveUs
8/12/14

I'm so so sorry for your loss.. I wish I could have helped.

Bara-Kitten Bara-Kitten
8/10/14