Nothing Personal.
Six
Alex opened his eyes, it was pitch black, and cold. He was still tied to the chair. His clothes were off, all except underwear causing him to shiver.
"Morning sunshine." Alex heard Crowley's voice echo through the room. The bright lights switched on, causing Alex to have to shut his eyes. "How did ya sleep?" Crowley chuckled to himself. He was playing with a long silver knife. Twirling it around through his fingers.
Crowley walked up to Alex and bending down to be face to face with him. Alex sat there, not even flinching. His nose bloody, his eyes bloodshot. Blood trickled from the wounds on his neck, and chest. His body just battered completely. Alex didn't even feel the need to cry anymore. He was in pain, yes. But he realized that now, there was really no point in the tears.
Tears weren't going to bring him back home. Tears weren't going to take the pain away, and most of all, his tears weren't going to take back what he did. Alex leaned his head back and closed his eyes when Crowley stood straight up, and walked out of the room. Alex had barely noticed the wound he left across his arm.
Alex looked at the clock on the stove. 3:30 in the morning. Alex went over and grabbed his dad's keys. He had been drinking somewhat. But that didn't matter at the moment.
Alex hopped in the car, and turned the key in the ignition, causing the car to roar to life. Alex backed out of the driveway, the music blaring already. He was slowly head banging to himself. The rain splattering on the windows.
Alex's popped his eyes open, only to see blackness. He was scared. He wanted to die, yes. But only to take away the pain Crowley was causing him.
But it didn't look like Crowley would take his life anytime soon. And that is what scared Alex most.
Notes
Sorry I haven't updated in 3 days! But I hardly will ever update on weekends because I'm always at a friends house. But I'm so excited because tomorrow I have a job interview. You people need to hope and pray I get it. hehe, just kidding. But yeah. I need a job super badly.
But I'm super nervous about it, because I'm really shy, and socially awkward. Like ugh. But hopefully I'll manage. And sorry this isn't very long, I must wake up early.
@LongLiveUs - Nobody is really sure about what happened in her mind. I know I wish I was there with her in her last moments. She was very lovely, and very warming. And thank you so much.
@Jagk Skellington - Your comment really means a lot to me<3 I don't really understand fandoms, and such things like this. I really don't understand how you can care so much for a person that you don't even know personally. But I love how it works. No matter how much I may never understand it, I love it so much.
@All Time WTF?! - She was very kindhearted. And I know she probably felt guilty in the moment of her death. She always tried to put other needs before her own, which is why I actually love her so much. If only she could see how many people are actually mourning over her death. (Her father is taking it the hardest) I buy her flowers every weekend so far, and put them on her grave. She was loved. She still is.
And I want to thank everyone, for everything. You guys are so sweet, and thoughtful. No wonder she was always on here. She never really told me about this site until..well you know. But I wish she had sooner. This site is incredible. You all love each other, and it is so beautiful. I thank every single one of you guys thank have supported her stories, and have been there after her passing. Everything means so much. <333
8/15/14