Therapy *Sequel to Circles*

Shaden's P.O.V.

I am fucking nervous as hell when I got back from everything today I went into my purse and pulled the lose seem in the lining getting them out stuffing them in many places around the room so that way there would be less chances of them being found if we had a search or something. It's nearly curfew for the night to be in the rooms unless its the bathroom. I was already changed well into what I needed while thinking up so lyrics. I'm just waiting on Garrett to be done with the shower. "Hey what you doing?" He said coming in the room. "Just going over this song its still missing something I feel." I said. "Which Album?" He asked pulling on boxers. "The one for Shy, and I. I am missing a really meaningful power song." I said looking down. "Well let me see it" He said sitting next to me pulling the book over.

Feels like I have always known you
And I swear I've dreamt about you
All those endless nights I was alone
It's like I've spent forever searching
Now I know that it was worth it
With you it feels like I am finally home

"I like it, but what kind of piece is it?" He said. "Acoustic I figured it would transition better, and I have this part thought out A cappella, but we can work at that tomorrow. first things first Garrett we kinda have something to do." I said smirking. "Wait twenty minutes then come to my bed." He said. "No we should use my bed because we can say I had a nightmare that triggered a panic attack if they come in the room after." I said. "guessing you were planning this while I was getting ready in the bathroom." He said smiling while hugging me. "Yea you know how I am I wanted all angles covered just in case." I said hugging him back before sighing a nervous sigh. "You alright?" Garrett asked rubbing up and down my back. "I'm fine just you know I'm a bit nervous about this whole thing." I said letting my head fall forward. "You know we don't have to do this right? because I am totally cool with it I understand I'm not well you know who and your not Lea" He said. "I know, and yea it's hard plus I just don't want us getting caught you've become a pretty close friend of mine like a brother to me its not that its exactly weird like I won't deny your damn well attractive as fuck its just since what happened with Jack nothing feels right." I said. "Your not emotionally ready to detach yourself from your past yet I hear you, and I know your almost like a sister, and I will admit before I met Lea I thought you were so beautiful just in my eyes no one can compare to her now, and don't get me wrong on saying this, but I would do that we were thinking in a heart beat not because I am wanting it because I know neither of us would have an attachment we are just friends, so in all honesty yea I find this idea good, but if you aren't ready then I won't push anything, but if you do than fine." He said kissing my temple. "Garrett thank you so much you truly are an amazing guys and well when we are out I really hope you chase Lee she needs someone like you. I'd be more than willing to I see this as a great idea as well till we leave here because this is only that bond of us as good friends so means we yes worry about each other, but nothing above the normal do you honestly still want too?" I said unsure as if he would still want to. "Definitely and we won't get caught trust me now let's get to our own beds fully because they will be making rounds in a few minutes to check." He said smiling to me. "Thank you Garrett couldn't have asked for someone better to be in this situation with." I said before hugging his side tight kissing his cheek. "Same to you now I'll be over here in thirty." He said getting up walking to his own bed.

Don't get me wrong Garrett is extremely good looking like he has the perfect physique, and one of the most caring, but sarcastic dirty minded people I know, just nothing is right since the day All Time Low's bus pulled away the last time I saw Jack's face the first time I broke again its always him that does that to me. As I drifted further, and further into thought till I was no longer there.

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