If We Climb This High, I Swear We'll Never Die.

After we got back from the park we walked back to the dorm. Once again, Alex walked a few steps ahead of me. But something was different. This time, he hated me even more than when we were going the the party.


In the dorm, Alex spent most of the time ignoring me. He was just laying on his bed, sulking. Acting like all of the sudden, it was all my fault. I tried to talk to him but all he did was ignor me. A few hours passed before he finally decided to say something.


"...I'm sorry." He mumbled, moving to sit on my bed. I raised an eyebrow. Did... Did Alex Gaskarth just apologizse to me? What?


"It's fine Alex." I replied, shufflling closer to him. " I just..." He looked down, sighing softly. He whispered to himself while he was turning away from me. "Just tell him." I don't know if he knew I had heard him. " Tell me what?" I asked, placing two fingers under his chin. I turned his face back to mine. I smiled weakly ar him. I wanted to encourge him to speak. " Look... The reason I didn't want to want to kiss you is because, well... I'm bisexual." He paused. Alex? Bisexual? I wouldn't believe it. I mean i don't have anything against it, but come on... Its alex we're talking about. Theres no other way to describe it.



"I was scared tgat maybe people would notice or something like if i kisses you, i'd be attracted to you." He shrugged. "I don't even know what i'm saying..." He finished, looking down at the pale blue bed sheets. Although I honestly had no idea what I should say.


"Alex... I don't think anyone cares whether you're bi or not. You're still the same guy right?" I questioned, patting his leg. He stood up faster than I expected his to, pushing me back a little. "Are you kidding? You don't know anyone at this school! Even that whore Josie is a bitch! They would probably kill me!" He shouted at me. He climbed into his bed, curling up into a ball and turning away from me.


"Why would they kill you? Don't be an idiot alex." I waited for a few moments, but he didn't reply. So I did the same as him. I got in my bed, and faced the opposite wall to him.


But what did he mean Josie was a bitch? I didn't know what he was on about. He was just trying to make me angry. But it didn't work, did it? I still like Josie. There was nothing wrong with her. She was so kind and sweet. Hes just jeaous. He wanted to spend time with me, but he couldn't because of Josie. No. That was stupid. He hates me. I knew that. Hell, the whole fucking world knew that. And what about everyone else at school? 'Going to kill him.' Why would they do that just because hes bisexual? Maybe... Yes! It made sense now! Its cause he waa different. That had to be right. Alex was too afraid of being an outcast, people hating him. Which, to be honest, they alread seemed to fo that. So he pretended that he was something he wasn't. Did he even really like Amy? Or was it a plan to make everyone think he was straight? Wow... I barely even knew anything about this kid. Even less than i knew to begin with.

Notes

Sorry that this chapter is shit.