My Only One (Jalex)

Alex's POV:

I woke up to an empty bed and to the sound of an empty house. I shot up, my back popping from the sudden movement. I felt the spot on the bed that Jack was in, finding it still warm. I jogged out into the hallway to find the door to the bathroom slightly ajar. I crept up towards the door and peeped through the crack between the door and the frame. Jack was sat on the tiled floor with his knees drawn up to his chest, sobbing into my shirt that I had thrown on the floor the previous night. Hesitantly, I pushed open the door and walked over to Jack, him not noticing my presence until I had, too, slid down the wall so I was sitting next to him. I wrapped an arm around his shaking shoulders and hugged him in tight, my thumb rubbing circles into his bare skin.
"Jay, what's up?"
"I'm n-never going to b-be good enough, am I?"
"What? Don't think like that, Jay. Who do you think you're not going to be good enough for?"
"Y-you..."
"Me? Jack, listen to me. You're more than good enough for anyone. Can't you see how much I like you, Jay? I understand that our situation isn't exactly legal but I don't care. I like you, Jack. I like you a lot. I want to help you through this. And one day, we'll be able to go out in public and hold hands and do every single cliché thing that couples do."
"Do you mean that, Lex? Honestly, do you mean it?"
"Honestly? Yes. I do."
Jack craned his neck up towards me and studied my face, his huge brown eyes, although bloodshot from crying, looking even more beautiful than ever. He reached behind my neck with one hand and pulled my face towards his, our lips meeting in a not-so innocent kiss. I pulled Jack onto my knee easily, shocked by how little he weighed. He wrapped his legs around my waist, his arms finding their way around my neck. He pushed his lips onto mine repeatedly, the amount of force increasing rapidly. I was starting to get a little turned on from just kissing Jack. I'd dreamt about doing more with him but now we had to opportunity, I wasn't so sure if I actually wanted to do anything of that sort with him. Don't get my wrong, it wasn't because I wasn't attracted to Jack after seeing him in only his boxers, that couldn't be further from the truth but I'd just found him sobbing into a shirt of mine, not to mention the events that happened last night. I wasn't sure if he was ready for it. I'm sure that Jack's not a virgin but I'm certain that this is his first time with a guy. I didn't know if he was emotionally ready, especially after what's gone on recently. I reluctantly pulled away from him, keeping our foreheads together though.
"Jay, um, are you sure you want to do...this?"
"Of course, Lex. I want you. N-not all the way just yet but I'm fucking horny right now and I've not gotten off in weeks."
"Such a way with words." I chuckled, smashing our lips together once more.

Jack moaned into my mouth after I bit on his lip, pulling it back as I detached our lips. I moved my head to the side and started planting soft kisses along his jaw line, soon moving to his neck. I found his pulse point and started to suck on his skin, biting down on it gently. I pulled away and admired the satisfying mark that I had left on Jack's skin, the purple mark already starting to blossom. I looked down and saw that Jack was obviously pitching a tent in his tight boxers.
"You weren't kidding when you said you were horny, were you?"
"No...and I don't think yo're feeling any different from what I can feel poking into my leg."
It was only then when I realised that I, too, had a boner. Admittedly, it was no where near Jack's but it wasn't going to go on its own, that was for sure.
"Shall we take this into the bedroom, Lexxy?"
I bit my lip, Jack's words going straight to my dick, making it throb and twitch.
"I'll take that twitch as a yes then, shall I?"
"No. Let's do it here, where we are. It'll be hotter that way and then we can take a shower together afterwards."
Jack smashed his lips to mine again, obviously agreeing with my proposition. I trailed one hand down his body, teasing his nipples as I passed. I started to draw small circles on one of his protruding hip bones with the tip of my finger, making Jack moan loudly into my mouth. I guess that's a turn on spot for him then. My fingers then started to palm him through his boxers, the thin fabric not offering much in between. I saw Jack's dick twitch from under the material, pre-cum already leaking onto the fabric. I ran my finger over the tip of his dick, Jack gasping at the contact.
"Lex, stop fucking teasing...do something."
Jack's voice was low and husky, it taking on a kind of sinister undertone. That only turned me on more. Jack's hands were now making their way down my torso. His fingers toyed with the hem of my boxers. He slipped his hand into my boxers, his hand wrapping around my dick immediately. I threw my head back against the wall, moaning loudly. I decided that I'd teased Jack enough. I slipped my hand into his boxers too and started to pump his length, my hand feeling every contour of his member. He felt big, very big. I ran my thumb over his slit, making his hips jitter slightly. Jack continued to pump my length, going agonisingly slow at first, speeding up significantly after I begged him to. Jack's spare hand worked its way up the leg of my boxers, them being a lot looser than Jack's. He drew small circles on the inside of my thighs, working his way up before his hands started to massage my balls, only pushing me closer to the edge. I changed the angle of my wrist, flicking it slightly differently from before, making Jack moan once more. Jack bit down on my collar bone, making me moan again. He was really fucking good at this.
"C-close, Lex."
"Me too, Ja- I'm gonna cum."
"Cum for me, baby."
Hearing that name roll off Jack's tongue sent me over the edge. The tight, knotting sensation in my stomach dropped as I released into my boxers and all over Jack's hand. Jack came shortly afterwards, shooting all over my hand, a stain soon showing through the purple fabric of his boxers.

We both sat there for a while longer, trying to catch our breaths.
"Fuck, Jack, where did you learn to give such amazing handjobs?"
"I haven't...that's the first one I've ever done..."
Jack went timid all of a sudden, his cheeks turning red at his admission.
"Well, you can certainly give me one again soon because, fuck, that was perfect."
"Hmm... You like teasing, don't you?"
"Maybe just a little..."
"I liked it...a lot. You're so doing that again."
I chuckled a little, pulling Jack closer to me so I could kiss him again. We pulled away shortly afterwards, both panting slightly.
"Come on, let's shower because, I don't know about you, but I'm starting to feel a little gross."
"Me too."
I pulled Jack up off the floor, pecking him on the lips when our faces neared each other's. We both peeled off our wet boxers and stepped into the shower that had been warming up. I was gob-smacked at Jacks body. He was so beautiful now I could see all of him. His legs were extremely hairy but it was cute. His stomach kind of caved in a little, his ribs and hip bones showing. He looked skinny, but he didn't look unhealthy. His collar bones were very prominent but, again, he carried it well. I couldn't get over how stunning he was.
"Stop staring at my tiny dick, Lex. I guess I'm a grower, not a shower."
I burst out laughing, my hand flying up to my mouth to try and stifle the giggles that were now coming out of my mouth. Jack went bright red and it looked like he was about to cry. I ran over to him and engulfed him in a huge hug.
"Jack, I wasn't laughing at your dick, it's perfect, by the way. I was just laughing at what you said: I'd never heard that expression before."
"That's good then. But, come on, you've got to admit that it's kind of small."
"Erm..." I bit my lip as I studied his now soft dick. "Kind of...maybe it's just because you're so big when you're hard?"
"Like I said, I'm a grower, not a shower."
"It's still perfect though."
"No, it's like a fucking press-stud!"
"I wouldn't go that far, Jay. Come on, the water's getting cold."

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Jack and I were sat on my sofa, cuddled up under a blanket with a bowl of popcorn, watching Peter Pan. I could tell Jack wasn't totally concentrated on the movie: his eyes had zoned out on a random point away from the TV.
"Jay? You okay?"
"Um, yeah, just thinking."
"What about?"
I paused Peter Pan, decided that Jack was more important.
"Home. Like, what am I going to do?"
"I've already thought of this. Stay here again tonight and we'll both go into school, you'd have to walk though so it's less suspicious, sorry. I'll call your mom saying that I'm concerned because you've come into school all bruised and battered and I could also see the outlines of dressings on your stomach through your shirt, which I'll redress for you later. I explain that I'm worried and ask her to come in for a meeting or something."
"You really have thought it through...but, how am I going to explain not being at home since Saturday?"
"Um, hadn't really thought about that..."
"I could ask Rian to cover for me? I could explain everything to him and he could then help me?"
"Sounds like a plan but don't explain everything. Leave us out of it. I know it sucks but just until you graduate."
"I know, I know. It does really suck because all I want to do is go on dates out in public with you. I want to be able to kiss you in public and I want to take shameless selfies of us both and upload them everywhere but I can't..."
"You can't just yet though...the time will come when you can. Plus, you can still go on dates with me and kiss me, just not in public, and we can also take shameless selfies but we can't upload them. To tell the truth, the idea of having to sneak around seems very appealing, don't you think?"
"Now you've said it, yes it does. Fuck it, as long as we're happy with each other, I don't care. I'd sneak around with you for the rest of our lives if we had to."
I pulled Jack onto my knee and kissed him.
"You're so fucking perfect, Jay. Do you know that?"
"Not yet...but I have a feeling that you'll make it so I do one day."
I smiled at him, nodding eagerly. He really was perfect and I had to make sure that he knew.

Notes

Hey,

I'm not sure about this chapter...ugh.
I seemed to have hit a wall with this. Everything I write just seems to be a little shit. It could just be because of the fact of me not sleeping well and I'm tired but I just hope that it passes soon.

Please tell me what you think of this fic so far and don't hesitate to tell me of any suggestions that you may have, thanks.
Stay rad,
Em x