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The Last Night

Jack

Jack didn't know how long he and his friends just stood there looking like idiots. Alex was suicidal? He was suicidal because of them? Jack turned to Zack, tears in his eyes.

"If he dies Zacky it's our fault." Jack choked out, his voice was hoarse and his hands were shaking. The other boys turned to face him.

Zack rolled his eyes, trying to brush off the fact that he was panicking as well. "Nah babe it's fine. He's not gonna do anything to himself. He's too selfish to actually remove his disgusting ass from the face of the earth."

Oh yeah. About the whole babe thing. Zack says he isn't gay, but that never stops him from sleeping with Jack. Jack wasn't sure if they were together or if they were just fuck buddies. Either way, Jack knew that Zack was lying to himself when he said he didn't like guys.

Jack felt a tear run down his cheek. Zack sighed and wrapped his arms around the skinny boy. Jack felt himself totally let go of all control as he cried into the space between Zack's neck and shoulder. Jack felt comforted as Zack's hand rubbed his back soothingly.

"Hey now Jacky. It's okay buddy." Rian said from behind him. His voice was very gentle. Rian had always been the nice one. Jack almost laughed at that thought, the nice bully. Bullies. He realized now that that was what they were.

"Why do we even beat him up for being gay? I'm bi and none of you seem to care." Jack sniffled out. His question was met with silence. Jack pulled his head up from the safety of Zack's hoodie and looked at his friends. They all looked as if they were deep in thought.

Finally Matt spoke up. "Cus you don't only like guys so you're not a fag." The other boys nodded along enthusiastically at Matt's response.

Jack shook his head as he forced himself out of Zack's arms. He was angry. In fact, he had never been so angry. "Fuck you. Fuck all of you." His friends looked shocked. He glared at Zack. "Oh that's right. I've already fucked you."

Rian and Matt's eyes widened as they looked at Zack and Jack had kept their...relationship(?) a secret from everyone. Zack had threatened to tell Jack's parents about what he'd been doing with Holly if he ever told anyone. Zack glared intensely at Jack.

"You little shit." He growled. He grabbed Jack by the collar of his Blink 182 tee shirt. "Looks like it's time for everyone to find out about your little secret. Still fucking your slut of a sister Jacky?"

Jack pulled himself out of Zack's grip. "Hell yeah I am. In case you wee wondering, she's /much/ better in the sack than you are." Jack smirked before heading into the bathroom. He'd won. Nothing could kill the good mood he was in right now. Or so he said before he looked down.

"Shit!" Jack nearly pissed himself when he saw Alex curled up on the ground. Then he saw it. There was an empty bottle of pills sitting beside him. Alex looked completely out of it. "What did you do to yourself Alex? Fuck." Jack's heart was pounding out of his chest as he knelt down beside the dying boy.

Alex looked up at him with adoration in his eyes, which only made Jack feel worse.

"Oh Jack!" Alex said quietly and drunkenly as he fought to keep his eyes open. Jack felt tears begin to gather in his eyes. He had done this. He wanted to scream and bang his head against the tile wall. To say he was scared wouod be an understatement. Jack pulled out his phone and dialed 911. He wasn't gonna let Alex die. Alex let out a giggle that made the tears in Jack's eyes spill over. "You made it! I'm so happy. So, so very happy."

That was all Alex had time to say before he lost consciousness. Jack let out a sob. The operator on the line told him not to hang up and keep talking so he wouldn't go into shock but Jack hung up anyways. He pulled Alex into his lap and stroked his blonde hair. He was the reason this boy was dying, and he couldn't forgive himself for that, ever.

Finally the door busted open and paramedics flooded in. They went to take Alex out of Jack's arms but he pulled him in tighter as he sobbed. A female paramedic with long dark hair and bright blue eyes crouched down before him.

"We're here to help him, sweetie. We can't do that if you don't let him go." Jack nodded as he released his death grip on the small, fragile boy that was on his lap. He let out a sob as the woman lifted him up and put him on a gurney.

"He's too light for his age and height." One of the other paramedics said. He looked at Jack. "Has your boyfriend been eating?" he asked gently.

"I-I don't know." Jack spluttered out. He didn't bother telling them that Alex wasn't his boyfriend. It wasn't of import in his opinion.

Jack watched as they took Alex away. Jack hoped and prayed that Alex would live. He was surprised when the female paramedic came back into the restroom and asked if Jack intended to go with them. He nodded vigorously before jumping up and running to her side.

Jack held Alex's hand the whole time they were in the ambulance. The female paramedic or as he now called her, Amelia, kept telling him what a cute couple they were. He would give her a weak smile each time, but he couldn't speak up to tell her that they weren't together. He also couldn't help but wish they were, and that scared him. He pushed those thoughts to the back of his mind. He was the reason this boy was dying.

Notes

I totally forgot to update guys, I've been working on a new fanfiction and school work.
Plus I've been always on Skype with my boyfriend. We're always spending time together since we're long distance and can't see each other since we don't have cars or the money to see each other when we like to.
I got projects in the works for you guys, trust me.
Love you all.
Also I am accepting co-writes if you would like. I'll try to keep up with them.
Till darkness completes us,
Sarah's Butterflies

Comments

@Sarah's Butterflies
No you have to do normal ticket for m&g. You can't do the bundle.

madisonpaige madisonpaige
1/14/15

@madisonpaige
@Rebecca.Troy

Thanks guys, I forgot if I mentioned in the post, but I'm hitting up the Raleigh NC date.
So you can't get the signing event ticket to get a possibility of the m&g? I'm doing the pre-sales so..

I'm going. Either the Pittsburg date or Plymouth date. You have to be hustler and buy a normal ticket. You also have to be one of the like... First 40? Or something like that.

madisonpaige madisonpaige
1/14/15

-I'm going
-the New Jersey date
-you have to be a hustler

Rebecca15110 Rebecca15110
1/14/15

@Rebecca.Troy
Well I'm glad you enjoy it