~Jack's POV~

smut warning.

It was now 5pm, so I got up from the couch, woke up Alex, and went to get changed. I told him I loved him before, but he didn't reply. Did he hear me? Was he already asleep? Or did he just not feel the same way?

I couldn't help but think that he didn't feel the same way, and I was feeling kind of pissed off that I had let my emotions take over. I had completely fucked up, but I tried to put on a smile for Lex.

"What top do you think I should wear? I love them all." Alex wrapped his arm around my waist as we looked at the tops that he had spread out on the bed.

"I think that the Neck Deep one will look the best with those jeans." I suggested. I loved the jeans I bought for him; they made his butt look even more perfect than it already was. And don't even get me started on his legs, oh my.

"Okay, thanks." He stood on his toes to kiss my cheek, but his actions seemed off. He seemed different.

We had both agreed to not get drunk tonight, because we wanted to look after each other, and Alex had never been drunk before, so I wanted him to get used to it slowly. We could still enjoy the night sober.

We walked to Zack's house, which took about 20 minutes. When we arrived, all of our friends were already there, and everyone gave Alex his presents. He mostly received some CDs, books, and a few shirts.

"Did you tell him?" Zack asked. He sat down next to me, making sure he was speaking quietly, even though Alex was in the kitchen speaking to Cass.

"Yeah. He didn't say it back though, Zack. What if he doesn't feel the same way? I feel like a complete douche."

"Just give it some time, man. He'll say it sooner or later." He patted my shoulder.

"Thanks. I guess I'll just have to hope for the best." I let out a laugh, but it sounded forced. Our conversation carried as more people, most of them who I didn't know, started filling the house.




The party was in full swing now, and Alex seemed like he was having a great time. I didn't talk to him much, but Cass kept giving me sympathetic looks, like she knew something I didn't. I decided to brush it off though, and spent most of the night with Jaime and Vic.

I had met Mike, Vic's little brother, and he was a nice guy. You could tell that he liked to party, so I knew we would get along. He was turning 17, and a bunch of his friends came over, but no one caused any hassle.




It was about 1am now, and most of the house was cleared out, leaving me, Alex, Zack, Rian, Cass, Jess, Jaime, Vic, Alan, Oli and Hannah left. Most were drunk, apart from me, Alex, and Rian (he was the designated driver for the night). We were currently all sat on the living room floor, in a strange sort of oval formation.

"I have an idea!" Cass shouted, her words slurring slightly. "Let's play spin the bottle!"

"Oh, great." Most people hummed sarcastic replies. Spin the bottle was old, and slightly boring, depending on who you were playing with. And I was sober, which made it even less fun.

"No, come on guys! It will be a laugh!" Oli said, finishing his beer and placing the bottle in the middle of the circle.

"Wait, hold up." Alex held his hand up. "How do you play it?" His voice sounded so innocent.

"You don't know how to play spin the bottle?" Rian asked. Everyone was staring at Alex, a shocked look on all of their faces.

"Um, no." He answered quietly.

"Okay, well we all take it in turn to spin the bottle, and whoever the bottle lands on has to kiss the person that spun it."

"Okay, sounds easy enough. Let's get going." Alex said enthusiastically.

Everyone spun the bottle one at a time and the game carried on for a while. There had been kisses shared between Oli and Rian, Jess and Zack, and Alan and Hannah. Vic spun the bottle, and it landed on Jaime, making the group burst with laughter.

"Come on, Hime-Time. You know you want to." Vic giggled as he crawled over and placed his lips on Jaime's. The kiss deepened and Vic ended up straddling Jaime as everyone watched, until Jess finally separated them, obviously jealous.

Cass then spun the bottle, and you'll never guess who it landed on. Alex. They both shuffled towards each other as Cass pushed their lips together, their tongues colliding as well. Tongues! I didn't even want to watch. Zack eyed me carefully, to see my reaction, and all I could feel was pure jealousy and hate for Cass at that moment. Did she purposefully shove her tongue into my boyfriends mouth to annoy me? I didn't say anything to stop them as they made out right in front of me, I just stared at my almost-empty beer bottle and tried to think of nice things. Eventually, they pulled away from each other, and sat back down as if nothing had happened. This would be so much better if I was drunk right now.

After a few more spins, it was finally my turn. I prayed it wouldn't land on Alex, just so I could get him back, but it did. I looked at him, a big smile on his face, as he leaned in to kiss me. I just wanted to keep it simple, but Alex deepened the kiss and pushed me over so my back was to the floor. He clambered on top of me, and started to pull at my hair, grinding down at the same time. I let out a small moan and pushed my hips upwards slowly, but the sound of people clearing their throats distracted me. We sat up awkwardly, both of us a deep shade of scarlet.

"Guys, I think you're adorable together, but save it for the bedroom." Cass suggested, and everyone nodded. The game carried on after that, and mine and Alex's hands ended up intertwined.

"Hey, Zack, do you mind if Jack and I go upstairs for a moment please?" Alex looked up at Zack hopefully.

"Yeah, sure." Zack replied.

"Thanks." Alex muttered, and stood up, whispering in my ear. "We need to talk." I followed him out of the room.

"Hey, use the guest room!" Zack shouted up after us. "Condoms are in the drawer by the bed!" I could hear his laugh booming, and I couldn't help but let out a little smile.

Alex walked into the guest room, closing the door after I had entered. He walked to the other side of the room, a good few meters away from me.

"What's up with you tonight?" He asked suddenly, his voice sounding pissed off.

"Nothing's up, why?" I replied quietly. I didn't want to bring up the whole 'love' thing again, it would be too embarrassing.

"You've been acting off."

"So have you." I said quickly, proud of my sassiness. I was never good in situations like this.

"Jack, I love you." Alex blurted out quickly, his eyes staring into mine. His cheeks started to heat up, which made him look that much cuter.

"What?" I asked in disbelief. Did he actually say he loves me?

"I love you Jack. And I'm sorry. I heard you say it this morning. And I wanted to say it back, I really did. I was just scared."

"I love you too." I said simply, and I ran across the room to connect my lips with Alex's. He kissed back immediately, our tongues moving quickly.

"Jack. Tonight. I want you. All of you." Alex mumbled in between kisses.

"Are you sure?"

"Positive. I need you. I need you in me. Now." Alex moved his lips onto my neck, his hands tangling in my hair again as I moved him over to the bed.

"Do you want to do it here? Everyone's downstairs. They might hear us.."

"I don't care. I love you and I want you and that's all that matters right now. They've heard people having sex before. No big deal." I loved how brave Alex was being. He had really come out of his shell since I met him. And when he said 'I love you' oh god, my life was just rainbows.

"I love you, too. Now let's take these lovely clothes of yours off." I pulled away from him so he could pull his top over his head and connected my lips back to his skin almost immediately. I started to nibble and suck at his collarbone, getting a sweet moan from Alex. My hips pushed down onto him, our erections now visible and growing. He pushed his hips upwards, and we moved together, moaning at the amazing feeling. We eventually removed eachothers pants, and were soon lying naked on the bed. Once I was proud of the mark I had left on Lex's collarbone, I moved my way to his lips again, and we kissed each other sloppily, our erections touching slightly every once in a while.

"Where did he say the condoms were?" I asked, kneeling up on the bed.

"That drawer." Alex pointed to the cabinet next to the bed, and I opened it. I found what I needed and put it next to me. I fumbled around the drawer some more to find lube. I put that next to me as well and opened the lid of it, coating 3 of my fingers.

"Lex, I'm going to need you to turn over, okay?" I said gently. He did what I asked, getting on his hands and knees. "Are you sure you want this? It's going to hurt at first but it will feel good after a bit. I'll be gentle and if you want me to stop, just say, okay?" I'm not going to lie, it kills the first few times, so I wanted to make the experience for Alex as pain free as possible.

"I'm sure. You can start when you're ready." Alex shuffled about, getting comfy.

"Okay, I'm going to start with one finger, tell me when you're ready for another." I made sure my fingers were fully coated in the lube, and slid one of my fingers slowly inside Lex, pushing it in and out slowly. I repeated this action for a few minutes.

"Alright, another." As he said this, I pushed another finger in, this time slower, and he whimpered.

"Shh, it's okay, it's all the way in now." I stroked his back slowly, trying to distract him. My fingers moved in and out, slowly curving and scissoring every few times.

"Okay, I think I'm ready for the third." Alex said, his voice barely a whisper.

"You're so brave, Lex." I said as I moved my third finger into him. A tear rolled down his cheek, and I leaned forward to wipe it away. "It's okay, you will feel good in a minute baby, I promise." I cooed, and I moved my spare hand to his length, and started to stroke it.

"Jay, hit that place again." Alex let out a quiet moan as I repeated the action. I'd found his prostate. My fingers were moving faster now and he had grown comfortable to the sensation. "I think I'm ready now, Jack."

"Okay. I'm going to make you feel real good." I said, as I pulled my fingers out of him and wiped them on the bed sheet. I opened the condom wrapper and rolled it onto my length after stroking myself a few times.

"I like watching you playing with yourself, Jay." Alex said, his voice deep.

"You're so beautiful, Lex." I whispered as I grabbed the lube again and started spreading it onto my dick. "Are you ready?"

"As ready as I'll ever be. I trust you."

"Thank you." I lined myself up with Alex and slowly pressed into him.

"Ahh, fuck." Alex cursed, obviously in pain.

"It's okay, shh." I moved one of my hands to his dick again and started to jerk him off. Once I'd pushed all the way in, I gave Alex some time to adjust.

"Okay, you can move."

I slowly started to move in and out of Alex, whilst my hand moved on him at the same time. "Fuck, Lex, you're so tight." I moaned, my breathing picking up.

"Uh huh." Was all he responded with. After a few minutes of taking it slow, Alex started to push back onto me, signalling for me to move faster. "Jay, that feels g-good."

"It feels good for me too, Lex. Shit." I leaned back to reposition myself and started to move faster.

"Oh, fuck! Right there Jay." Alex moaned as I felt my tip nudge his prostate.

"Did that feel good?" I slammed into him at the same angle, repetitively hitting the right spot. Our moans filled the room, getting louder with every movement. I started to move faster as I could feel my stomach warm up with a strange sensation.

"Lex, I'm nearly there."

"Me too, fuck."

After several more thrusts, we both came at the same time, and I pulled out, rolling the condom off of me and putting it in the bin.

"Jay, this has been the best birthday ever." Alex said, his beautiful smile making it's way onto his lips.

"Well technically, it's not your birthday anymore." I smiled with him and lay down, my arms wrapping around his waist.

"Oh shut up, smart ass, you know what I mean." He giggled, and we soon drifted off to sleep.

Notes

Hey so yeah there's a few little time lapses in this chapter but I don't think it's too confusing. I think. Idk. Anyway, this story has reached over 6,500 views and I can't thankyou all enough, I love you all :D

Ellie x