Constellations

Its gentle and fierce, a combination only he can create. A mixture of cigarettes and his sweet taste pleasure my taste buds as our lips clash together time after time.
Ragged breathing and dancing tongues bringing a fiery heat to the cool ocean air, and here just me and him,
the whole world disappears.

Desire ignites out surroundings as we become lost in our own sea of love and lust. Its a spicy, powerful combination that sends waves of passion crashing over us.
The rest of the world is engulfed in lustful burning flames as our kisses grow more urgent; rushed.

As our lips apart a gentle breeze flutters over the flame, extinguishing the desperate heat. Out breaths come out in short gasps, pleading for air. The intensity has washed away and the world comes back into focus.

I glimpse up to his face a picture of perfection.
A picture of terror.

Everything speeds up as I swing round to face what has drained the colour off his face.
But its too late.

The darkness engulfs us , the world spinning, yet my focus is fixed on the caramel haired boy. His soft brown eyes urgent, pleading.
I try to chase him but i'm paralysed from head to toe
His expression screams for me to help him, to at least try.

But I cant.

All i can do is watch. Watch as his fear marked face slowly disappears. Slowly dies.

I try to talk but only one word comes out. One word one repeat, its starts as quiet whispers until I'm shouting , screaming at the top of my lungs.

Alex.

Notes

So i started a fanfic:/

Thanks for reading it means a lot, and hopefully this will get better and more understandable as the story progresses:)

let me know what you think:)