I'm gonna break down these walls...
long live the reckless and the brave
Alex's POV
I had started playing with my bangs and chewing on my nails at Period 4 came to an end. I noticed Jack giving money to the canteen. I jogged upto him, giving Rian a nod and he nodded back. Reaching Jack in time I grabbed his t-shirt, he tugged away in fright and I giggled. "Give me all your money punk." I said winking at him.
"Fuck you Alex!" He replied breathless.
I giggled at how cute he was. No he was not cute. I mean he is.Fuck.
"So did we ever have ameeting point or something?" A small smirk played at his lips and he took my hand,dragged me out of the school. We racedeach other across the long feild although I had no idea where the fuck I was going.
I stopped to catch a breath and he bolted past me buzzing my sides as he passed me
u will regret that motherfucker!" I yelled at him. He turned around sticking his tongue out at he as I started to catch up with him again. He stopped in front of a tree, panting.
"Yeah I got your mum in that state last night." He immediatly shot up his eyes filled with hurt.
"A-alex, you-u seriously don't remeber anything do you?" I tear ran down his cheek and I felt like he had just thrown a rock in my face. What the fuck happened to his mum? "A-alex my mum eh, passed away when we were together." He scratched the back of his neck look down and the rusted leaves beneath our feet. I walked upto him, looking up at his beautiful brown eyes as I lifted his chin with my forefinger. His breathing hitched almost silently. We stared into each others eyes for about a minute, the whole world completely gone from our minds. I gasped as he bit his lip and he sighed sitting down against the large oak tree. I blinked away what had just happened and sat down beside him
"I had a flashback Jacky." His head shot up and his eyes look at me with anticipation.
"W-what was it?"
"We were buying the cruiz tickets, turns out you managed to find out all my weak spots." I said laughing a little. "Infact about those tickets... I was wondering if you wanted to come with me?" I said smiling at him.
"Aw Alex, i dont know. Don't you want to take someone you actually know?" He laughed but I could see the hurt in his eyes.
"Anyone that, what I can tell from the flashback, could pleasure me so much is worth coming on a cruiz with me." I chuckled winking at him. He laughed to and bit his lip causing me to cross my legs... If you know what I mean.
"I would love to Mr AlexANDER Wiliam Gaskarth."
"Ok if you don't call me Alexander ever again you can come on the cruiz." I smirked at him.
"Ok deal!" He said smirking. He lay his head on my shoulder and I flinched at the contact. "Oh em sorry. I keep, erm, forgetting." He grimaced and I gave him a sympathetic look.
"Jacky, I'm sorry, we will never have our past. But we will always have our future. Dont pout!" I said sliding my forefinger down his bottom lip that had formed into a pout. I looked into his eyes. I seemed to get lost every time I look into those big, dark, beautiful eyes. Everytime I looked into them I felt a sudden connection. I guess my heart still knows I love him, my fucking stupid brain just wont let me remember any of it.
I had started playing with my bangs and chewing on my nails at Period 4 came to an end. I noticed Jack giving money to the canteen. I jogged upto him, giving Rian a nod and he nodded back. Reaching Jack in time I grabbed his t-shirt, he tugged away in fright and I giggled. "Give me all your money punk." I said winking at him.
"Fuck you Alex!" He replied breathless.
I giggled at how cute he was. No he was not cute. I mean he is.Fuck.
"So did we ever have ameeting point or something?" A small smirk played at his lips and he took my hand,dragged me out of the school. We racedeach other across the long feild although I had no idea where the fuck I was going.
I stopped to catch a breath and he bolted past me buzzing my sides as he passed me
u will regret that motherfucker!" I yelled at him. He turned around sticking his tongue out at he as I started to catch up with him again. He stopped in front of a tree, panting.
"Yeah I got your mum in that state last night." He immediatly shot up his eyes filled with hurt.
"A-alex, you-u seriously don't remeber anything do you?" I tear ran down his cheek and I felt like he had just thrown a rock in my face. What the fuck happened to his mum? "A-alex my mum eh, passed away when we were together." He scratched the back of his neck look down and the rusted leaves beneath our feet. I walked upto him, looking up at his beautiful brown eyes as I lifted his chin with my forefinger. His breathing hitched almost silently. We stared into each others eyes for about a minute, the whole world completely gone from our minds. I gasped as he bit his lip and he sighed sitting down against the large oak tree. I blinked away what had just happened and sat down beside him
"I had a flashback Jacky." His head shot up and his eyes look at me with anticipation.
"W-what was it?"
"We were buying the cruiz tickets, turns out you managed to find out all my weak spots." I said laughing a little. "Infact about those tickets... I was wondering if you wanted to come with me?" I said smiling at him.
"Aw Alex, i dont know. Don't you want to take someone you actually know?" He laughed but I could see the hurt in his eyes.
"Anyone that, what I can tell from the flashback, could pleasure me so much is worth coming on a cruiz with me." I chuckled winking at him. He laughed to and bit his lip causing me to cross my legs... If you know what I mean.
"I would love to Mr AlexANDER Wiliam Gaskarth."
"Ok if you don't call me Alexander ever again you can come on the cruiz." I smirked at him.
"Ok deal!" He said smirking. He lay his head on my shoulder and I flinched at the contact. "Oh em sorry. I keep, erm, forgetting." He grimaced and I gave him a sympathetic look.
"Jacky, I'm sorry, we will never have our past. But we will always have our future. Dont pout!" I said sliding my forefinger down his bottom lip that had formed into a pout. I looked into his eyes. I seemed to get lost every time I look into those big, dark, beautiful eyes. Everytime I looked into them I felt a sudden connection. I guess my heart still knows I love him, my fucking stupid brain just wont let me remember any of it.
Notes
IM BACKKKsorry It's taken so long.
Ive been busy fangirling cos
I GO TO SEE BMTH TOMORROW NIGHT
BREATHE BREATHE
sorry I didn't have enough time to proof read this because Im re-doing my posters
chowwwww
6/4/13