I'm gonna break down these walls...
Dont sweat it, forget it, everything is (not) a-okay
Jacks POV
Its been 5 days since I found Alex lying at the bottom of the stairs. The vision of that bring tears to my eyes, although all through these hellish six days tears are my only friend. I've stayed in the hospital to make sure I don't turn to the blade, but that's all I need just now, just a few moments to feel something again. Our cruiz to Hawai is in 2 weeks and if doesn't wake up by then...
Just as I was thinking of that Alex's eyes blinked open. I rushed over and cupped his face in my hands, a confused look spread across his face. "Erm, hi, Jack is it?" he said tipping his head. His words crushed my insides into nothing but the tears running down my face.
"Yeah, Lexy, its me: Jack. Your boyfriend?" Terror struck across his face.
"I'm sorry Jack, you must have the wrong guy..." He said awkwardly scratching his head. The tears had started splattering onto my top. "Oh I'm sorry, you okay dude?" Just at that moment the doctor came shooting in.
"Mr Barakat how long has he been awake?" The doctor asked fiddling with his watch.
"N-not long, a m-minute at most." I said the tears causing me to stutter.
"Mr Gaskarth what is the last thing you remember?"
"It was the start of the new term, I was meant to be showing Jack around." He said guesturing in my direction. Then he started telling about his life, his brother his moving mum and dad. He had forgotten everything. Every single thing about us, me. Damn in his mind this is the first time we've met. I sat down resting my elbows on my knees and squeezing my eyes tight hoping they would never open again.
Its been 5 days since I found Alex lying at the bottom of the stairs. The vision of that bring tears to my eyes, although all through these hellish six days tears are my only friend. I've stayed in the hospital to make sure I don't turn to the blade, but that's all I need just now, just a few moments to feel something again. Our cruiz to Hawai is in 2 weeks and if doesn't wake up by then...
Just as I was thinking of that Alex's eyes blinked open. I rushed over and cupped his face in my hands, a confused look spread across his face. "Erm, hi, Jack is it?" he said tipping his head. His words crushed my insides into nothing but the tears running down my face.
"Yeah, Lexy, its me: Jack. Your boyfriend?" Terror struck across his face.
"I'm sorry Jack, you must have the wrong guy..." He said awkwardly scratching his head. The tears had started splattering onto my top. "Oh I'm sorry, you okay dude?" Just at that moment the doctor came shooting in.
"Mr Barakat how long has he been awake?" The doctor asked fiddling with his watch.
"N-not long, a m-minute at most." I said the tears causing me to stutter.
"Mr Gaskarth what is the last thing you remember?"
"It was the start of the new term, I was meant to be showing Jack around." He said guesturing in my direction. Then he started telling about his life, his brother his moving mum and dad. He had forgotten everything. Every single thing about us, me. Damn in his mind this is the first time we've met. I sat down resting my elbows on my knees and squeezing my eyes tight hoping they would never open again.
Notes
IM A BITCH AND I HATE MYSELF AND IM NOW GOING TO SIT IN A CORNOR AND CRY AND JUST HOPE A FIRE STARTS IN MY HOUSE AND I CANT GET OUT OR SOMETHINGafsdfyt rhjtuyk,myjghyfuthdy
6/4/13