Sing It Out

Jack's POV:
"Their going to find out, everyone is going to find out. You have ruined yourself and her, you know Rian likes her and yet you still took her. You let her have her way. You should have stopped her. May would be angry with you, she died a virgin. May never dated anyone because she wanted to be with you. She wanted to make sure you could follow your dreams, and look what your doing. having sex with the girl your friend loves. Your putting her name to shame. Their all going to find out."

The voice screams in my head, I'm in complete darkness.

Alex appears, his face full of hurt. "How could you do this Jack. How could you hurt Rian. How could you hurt me." "He likes me Alex," Cassadee appears. "No he doesn't, you made him have sex with you." "I did not, it takes two people to have sex and Jack had sex with me at his own will." "Guys-" Alex and Cassadee continue to fight, I yell at them to stop but they don't. Alex pulls his arm back with a fist-

I quickly sit up and breathe heavy. I hold my head and close my eyes. Why did I do that. Why did I have sex with Cassadee. I should have stopped her, I knew she was going to kiss me but I let her. The Cassadee in my dream said I had sex with her at my own will. Did I really? Did I really want to have sex with Cassadee? If Rian finds out.... If anyone finds out... I'm worried Lisa might have heard or seen us, but the practice room door never opened. But it wasn't locked either. She followed me for a reason. She was fighting with Alex about something. I'm so scared what's going to happen...
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"Hi Jack," Cassadee smiles up at me and wraps her arms around me. She leans in to kiss me but I move my head to the side and she kisses my cheek. She looks at me confused and I gently push her off. "Jack?" I let out a sigh and put my stuff down. "Jack, where's your guitar?" "Cassadee, I can't work with you anymore." "What?" "After what happened a few days ago..." "i thought you enjoyed it Jack. I thought you enjoyed me." "I did... And I feel guilty..." "But there's nothing to feel guilty about." "Yes there is, Rian likes you. He likes you a lot." "That's just a stupid little crush, I always ignored Rian because I know its going to pass. I like you Jack, and I know you like me as well." "Shut up." "What?" "Shut up!" Cassadee stares at me, hurt in her eyes. "Cassadee I don't like you that way. And I betrayed Rian. And how you talk about him, you sound like a bitch."

I did not mean to say that. "Jack," she whispers. "I can't see you anymore Cassadee." I grab my stuff and go to the door. Cassadee steps in front of me and puts her hands on my chest. "Jack don't go." "I'm not going to listen to you. That's all I been doing, listening to you." "Jack that's not true." "Yes it is. I listened to you that I should work with you. When I knew I shouldn't have." "Jack," Cassadee pulls me to her by my shirt and kisses me. I try to step away from her, her sweet kiss is starting to pull me in again like last time. I slowly kiss her back and she grabs my hips and pulls me to her. I raise my arms and drop my stuff, keeping my hands up. I hear the door open and it hits us, knocking us back and we land on the floor. I look up and I see Lisa and Rian. Fuck...

Rian stares at me, hurt in his eyes. Lisa, with a devilish grin. I fucking knew it. "Ri-" Rian runs out and I quickly get up. "I knew it." "Shut up Lisa." "You really need to be more of a friend Jack, you betrayed Rian." "Shut the fuck Lisa." "That's no way to speak to a girl." "Leave him alone Lisa." "Shut up you little whore." We stare at her silently. "I know what you two did. I told her Rian, but he didn't believe me. So being a good friend, I brought him here to see it for himself." "You fucking bi-" "Cassadee don't. Unless you want to go home." Cassadee stares at Lisa scared. "Cassadee what's wrong?" "She didn't tell you? Her daddy runs the school." "Lisa, stop," Cassadee whispers. "Lisa leave her alone." "Or what?" "Just leave her alone, leave both of us alone." I grab Cassadee's arm and walk her out. I pull her down the hall, Cassadee looks like she's going to break down. "Cassadee, go back to your room. Lock your door. Don't let Lisa get to you. She's only threatening you." "Its not just that Jack, you can get kicked out to. And I'm the one who caused all of this in the first place."

Cassadee starts crying and runs off. I run off to Rian's room. I reach his room and pound on the door. "Rian let me in!!" I keep pounding, "Rian please let me in!! Rian I'm sorry, I didn't mean to. Rian please talk to me." "He's not going to talk to you." I freeze up and slowly turn around, seeing Alex. "Al-" "I thought Lisa was lying. But she had me come with her and Rian to see it for myself." "Why did you go with her?" Alex looks away from me, "I had to see it for myself." "Why is that important to you." He looks back at me, something in his eyes and I can't tell what it is. He steps closer, his chest inches from mine. "I had to know," he quickly leans in and kisses me before quickly walking. I stand frozen, taking in what just happened. Alex just fucking kissed me.

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