Hi there, I'm Jessie. They say the first step to recovery is admitting you have a problem. Well, I've got a problem, quiet a few of them really, but I'm not an open book. This is my own personal journey of my younger days, where the wounds were still fresh and my world was still crashing. Come along if you will, but please, bring your rain coat. It's always raining in my world.

A/N: Excluding the band members, I own everything to this story. Steal anything and it will become a legal matter. Chapter titles are credited to Motion City Soundtrack.

This entire story is a trigger warning in more cases than one. Please proceed with caution.

1. There's An Early Warning To the Way We Are

2. Struck From the Bed, Head First the Arrow

3. Contact That Carried Further Distance

4. Where Were You When You Were Here?

5. To Be Lost In A State of Confusion

6. No Sense of Direction, You Can't Be Found

7. Far From the Truth of the Slim & Shady Youth

8. All Stuck In the Middle, Between What Is & What Might Be

9. Outline of A Story Board With No Idea

10. Someday I fear I will Be Rescued From the Boredom Line

11. With Lack of Memory I Fail to Question Why

12. With Perfect Sound You Bring Me Down, Hey I'm Not Listening

13. You're Through Killing Me With All Your Facts & Late Night Therapy

14. There's Not A Lot That I Feel Obligated To Share Or Talk About

15. From The Falest Smile To the Fear of Death Is Why the Pain Reminds Us That We're Still Alive

16. The Worst Is Yet To Come, My Dear

17. I've Been Fighting Back For What Feels Like Nearly Several Hundred Years

18. I'm All Nerve, An Anxious, Sort of Complicated Fear

19. Wake Up, Thought That Everybody Loved Me

20. Wake Up, Thought That Everybody Cared

21. Wake Up, Thought I Might Have the Strength To Carry On

22. Wake Up, Turns Out That I'm Barely Holding On

23. Late Night Movie Dates With Girls Who Skate & I Just Can't Relate

24. I'm Through With School 'Cause I Broke the Rules

25. Bury Me In Memories

26. All the Things I Remember, Were They Worth Writing down?

27. A/N: Will Be Deleted!