This Ones Different
Do You Remember
*Alex POV*
I already said too much to Jack earlier and he’s not going to give up searching for the truth, which means it’s going to be ten times harder to forget the past and pretend to be someone I’m not…
What happens if he gets to know me again and doesn’t like who I am now? I’ve changed since the first time we met… I’m worried that he will dislike who I’ve become.
And what if, by some miracle, him and I do get to be close friends again? It could make all the memories come flooding back to him in the end and I’m terrified of that happening, because it will definitely change his opinion of me.
And what the fuck am I going to do? I don’t think I am now, because the connection we shared has been broken… There is no longer love running through his veins, calling out to me. But I can’t help but fear that I still won’t be able to control myself around him.
This is all so fucked up.
*Jack POV*
Alex
Why does that name sound to important? I don’t even know who this guy is and yet every time I see him my heart skips a beat. I don’t get it, I feel like he is bad new and I should just get away but when I look at him I don’t see anything worth running away from.
Is Alex the guy who put me in the hospital? No, Rian wouldn’t let the guy who hurt me anywhere near me. I feel kinda bad that I don’t know him, when I asked who he was he seamed really hurt, he even called me a liar! Why would I lie about forgetting someone?
He kept going on and on about how much I hate him and how he broke my heart, I’m just confused, not broken. Just so very confused.
So apparently I live with this Alex guy, or He lives with me at my house? Right now Alex is driving us home, he insisted on us being Alone because he was determined to ‘regain’ my memory for me.
“So… Alex, how long have I known you?” I said breaking the awkward silence. Hey I’m coming home with some guys I have never meat before, I kinda want to know more about him.
“About 5 or 6 years” Whoa 6 years? I did not lose six years of my memory! I remember everything! I just don’t remember Alex…
We pulled up in my drive way, “How did I meet you?” Alex and I got out of the car “We meat in school” we walked inside. Alex shut the door behind him.
“Jack you honestly don’t remember me?” I feel really bad for him, It seems to me that I must mean a lot to him.
“Sorry dude, nothing.” I said bonking my head lightly with my fist.
Alex sighed walked into the living room and sat down. I walked into the living room after him. “Jack, sit down next to me please”
I sat down next to Alex. “Jack, when you look at me what do you feel.”
“I feel sorry because I don’t know-“
“No jack, not what you think. What you feel”
“I feel like I know you”
“Jack that’s still thinking, what does your heart feel”
“When I see you my heart starts beating faster, I look at you and feel drawn to you, at the back of my head it says run but I don’t see anything to run from. I kinda just want to give you a hug.”
“Ladybug Land.” Alex blurted out.
“Excuse me did you just say Ladybug Land?”
“Do you remember?”
“Remember what?”
“Ladybug Land!”
I thought about it, “Sorry dude not a clue.”
“Jack there must be something that can kick start your memory?”
“Well what’s something that we did a lot? Something that went on for years or something I constantly thought about.”
Alex started thinking…
“I know!” alex shouted “Tell me!”
Alex placed his hand on my leg. “Jack… Close your eyes..” “W-What? Why?”
“Just do it!” “..O-Okay?”
I closed my eyes as I was told. “I honestly don’t see how closing my eyes will-“ I was cut off my the feeling on something lightly touching my lips.
*Lex you are absolutely perfect, I love you*
I opened my eyes, Alex was kissing me! I pulled away and looked at him…
“L-Lex?”
Notes
I'm so sorry its so sort! i am grounded from Everything! So it is getting really hard for me to update! Again I am so very very sorry!
Im reading Both
8/25/14