In those dark sweaty rooms
Planning out his thoughts
He's waiting for just the right.



Jack's p.o.v.

We had a show in two hours and I haven't even showered yet. Alex had, of course, but when he woke up, he claimed he couldn't wake me up because I 'looked so cute'. I was a little frustrated with how much time I had left, which wasn't much.

"You should've woken me up, god dammit." I groaned, searching around the hotel for the new clothes Alex bought me. I found them at the end of the hotel bed and quickly grabbed the bag, searching for some clean boxers in my suitcase.

"I couldn't! You looked so peaceful, more peaceful than ever." Alex whined while styling his hair, spraying hairspray and messing around with his strands of hair. I groaned, mumbling 'whatever' under my breath as I headed towards the bathroom and closed the door when I got in. I let out a groan as I started the shower and quickly got undressed. I washed my hair and cleaned my body as quickly as I could.

"Jack, hurry up! I need to pee!" Alex shouted for about the fifth time.

"I need a pee, I need a pee, I need a pee, I need a pee." He kept chanting, making me even more frustrated.

"Well you will have to wait!" I shouted, and you could hear the tint of anger in my voice. I guess today was one of those days where I'm an angry teenager.

I hurriedly rinsed myself under the shower, stepping out and wrapped a towel around my waist, then turned it off. I grabbed my clothes knowing that Alex wouldn't wait for me to get changed. As soon as I opened the door, Alex pushed me aside and ran to the toilet, unzipping his jeans quickly. I walked into the bedroom, sitting on the bed as I waited for my body to dry a bit.

Water droplets fell onto my shoulders and chest, making me shiver a bit. Alex came out the bathroom much slower than he did walking in. He spotted me and smirked when be saw the glare on my face. He walked over to me and leaned down for a kiss, but I turned my head and folded my arms, puffing out a breath of anger. I wasn't really that angry, but I was annoyed.

"What's wrong?" He asked, sitting beside me, wrapping his arm around my waist. I tried to ignore the butterflies when he touched me, and continued looking angry. I didn't reply, and I felt something on my neck. Alex's lips.

He began kissing one spot a couple of times, then sucked on it gently. A sigh slipped by my mouth and relaxed as I let Alex's soft lips work on the lower part of my neck.

I realised that yeah, I was going to get a mark, so I moved away from him. He looked at me with pout and I smiled for a second.

"No hickies." I ordered, leaning over to him and giving him a quite short-lived kiss.

I grabbed my boxers, slipping them on. Then I realised there was eyes on me from beside me. I turned my head, catching Alex checking me out, biting his lip as he eyed my chest. I blushed.

"Stop looking at me." Although I was definitely not angry, I said it in a snappy way, trying to make it seem that I was still upset by the fact he didn't wake me up. Well, I guess I'm bipolar today.

Alex chuckled, almost nervously, going over to the kitchen and I heard the sink running for a bit. I shook my head, smiling to myself as I pulled my new shirt over my head. It had a cute little cat on it, definitely mainstream and not something I would normally wear, but I kinda liked it. I wasted 40 minutes of my 2 hours and I needed to blow dry my hair, style it, get something to eat and warm up before the show. This got my annoyed again, and I quickly went over to the draws that had Alex's hair dryer sat on it. I grabbed it, moving over to the big mirror, plugging it it and putting it on high setting.

After I had blow dried my hair, I started brushing it, then straightened it and finally styled it.

I was in a rush trying to find my shoes. I found them, for some reason, at the end of the bed, right in a corner.

"Alex are you ready? We need to get to the tour bu-" I jumped as I felt hands shake my waist, and I turned around, looking at Alex with a glare. He pouted again, looking down as he walked away, almost like a scolded puppy. I sighed, and we headed to the front door. I decided to skip breakfast.

After locking the door, I grabbed Alex's hand, our fingers slotted together perfectly. The pout that was on his face turned into a smile, which was continuous as a smile reached my lips, too.

We got onto the tour bus and me and Alex sat down on the sofa. Mark and Tom joined us, Travis was doing something with the crew members in the other room. Alex yawned and rested his head on my shoulder, making me smile. I leant into him.

"I hope there was no love making in your hotel room." Tom joked, taking a sip out of his bottle that was filled with water. I laughed and shook my head, while Alex cuddled into me.

Tom just smirked at me, before starting a conversation with Mark about aliens, although Mark kept denying that it was true, making Tom a little frustrated. I just laughed at them quietly, finding the way they bicker quite amusing.

Alex had fell asleep on me, so when we arrived at the venue, Tom decided to surprise him by clapping in his ear. He shot up at the loud sound, startled as he took in his surroundings. He groaned once he realised what his dad did, pushing his face into my neck, cuddling me.

"Alex, we've got a show." I said softly, and he stretched out all over me before getting up. We got up and got off the bus.

The venue was quite big, seeing as Blink were the headliner. I liked playing for new crowds, but the anxiety was still there. I wonder what Alex was feeling as he had to sing and play the guitar. I'm sure he's a lot more used to it than me.

We got backstage, me and Alex warmed up instantly. He was warming his vocals up while I did stretches and practiced the guitar a little bit just so I was certain I knew all the parts to the songs.

Fifteen minutes later, it was time to go on. I gave Alex a kiss on the lips, believing it was my good luck charm as we walked on stage. Being so close to the stage made me realise how much bigger the crowd are. I took a deep breath, smiling at them all. Everyone in this room has a different religion or non at all, different genders, different looks, back stories, but they all had one thing in common and that is music. It's kind of weird to think about, actually. I was just happy that they were all out here tonight.

"Welcome, San Diego! How are you all?!" Alex yelled into hid Mic, getting yells and woo's thrown back at him.

"Me too." He replied, making me chuckle at him quietly. Such an idiot.

"I'm Alex Gaskarth, and this lovely man over here is my darling Jack." He pointed over to me, and I waved at the crowd and they screamed, but not in a bad way, surprisingly.

"Alright, so we're gonna play a few songs. I hope you enjoy them." Alex smiled, getting a positive response back from the crowd. He looked at me, giving me a smile.

By the end of the show, both me and Alex were sort of exhausted, but not enough to fall asleep. We wondered around outside the venue as his dad and the band played. We walked hand in hand, and it was getting pretty dark.

"I really like doing this, you know? Performing in front of thousands of people with my very sexy boyfriend." I smirked, and Alex hummed in agreement.

"Yeah, it feels magical. I'm, we're, so lucky." He squeezed my hand, looking at me, and I fell into them, causing us to stop. I brought our hands up to our chests after I moved closer to him.

"I'm lucky to have met you. You make me feel free and able to act however I want. You make me feel special and loved, and I hope I have the same effect on you." I grinned, continuing to stare into his beautiful brown eyes. To someone else they probably looked boring, but to me they looked bright and full of colour, hopeful and pretty. Wow, I'm really gay.

Alex's lips brought me out of my sappy thoughts, and my eyes fluttered closed as I kissed him back. My hand left his I ran it along his jaw until it was in his hair. His hand rested on my hip and I relaxed completely into his touch. I licked his bottom lip, not really caring if anyone was watching because I felt so happy and so at home.

His mouth opened enough for my tongue to shoot into his mouth and gently fight against his. He started to back up as I started moving forward. His back hit a brick wall which belonged to the outside toilets, but neither of us cared. One of my hands were placed against the brick wall beside his head while the other was aside his hip. As I was taller than him, I had to lean down a bit. Our tongues were still fighting against one another and it wasn't long until Alex gave up. I licked the top of his mouth earning a muffled moan in return. I decided to disconnect our lips before it got a bit too heated in public and gave him a quick peck on the lips.

"You make feel free, special and loved, too. Thank you." He confessed, leaning up to give me a quick kiss. I grabbed his hand and we started walking back to the bus.

~~~

When we got back to the hotel, I really wanted to kiss Alex so I pushed him against the wall in surprise and kissed him deeply. He wrapped his arms around my neck and kissed me back. My tongue instantly shot into his mouth, licking the top of his mouth as I remembered he seemed to have liked it when I did it last time. To my expectation, Alex moaned quietly and pulled the hair at the back of my head. It started getting very heated, but this time we didn't have the public to stop us. My hands went under his thighs and I knew he was blushing when my hands went to his ass to keep him in place. I brought us to the bedroom and placed him down on the bed while I got on top. I started kissing down his neck. I kissed at one spot which had Alex stretching his neck and letting out a little noise. I love those noises from him. I sucked on the spot and his noises became more prominent and louder. My hand travelled under his shirt, feeling his warm chest. His legs gripped tighter around my waist as my finger slipped over his nipple.

"Jack." He moaned, sending some sort of electricity feeling all up my body until it reached my dick. My hand went to the hem of his shirt and I disconnected my lips from his neck to pull it off. Once it was off, I attacked his chest with kisses. He lifted his back and hips up a bit and I could feel his hard on rubbing against mine. Dammit, he was so hot like this. His hands brought my face close to his and he quickly connected our lips, flipping us over so he was on top of me. He instantly started grinding down on me and I placed my hands on his hips. I've never been intimate with anyone before, but damn it felt good. I'm glad Alex is my first person to get intimate with.

He pulled my shirt up and we disconnected our lips just for a few seconds to get it off before our lips met again. I shamelessly squeezed his ass and he pulled back. I thought I did something wrong until he spoke.

"Are we going to go any further?" He questioned, biting his lip, hair messy and eyes slightly dilated, making me groan on the inside.

"Not too far. Just come here." My fingers tangled in his messy hair, bringing his head down to kiss me again. It wasn't too long until my hands were fumbling with his belt on his jeans. I managed to take it off and then undo the button on his jeans, unzipping the zip. I began pulling his jeans down with a bit of difficulty as they were so tight on him. I don't even know how he breathed. He helped me, though.

Soon enough, Alex was on top of me with just his boxers on, his erection even more visible. I bite my lip, his eyes staring right at mine, lust clouding them. Honestly, he was so fucking hot like this I couldn't even believe he'd choose someone like me. I loved the way his hair was messed up from my fingers running through them. I loved it how flustered his body was against mine. I didn't even realise my hand was trailing down his body until I felt warm, soft fabric under them. I continued to stare back at him as my hands went to his navel, slowly travelling under his boxers and-

A knock at the door sounded through the hotel, making us both snap out our heated behaviour. Alex's pupils went back to normal and his eyes left mine. My cheeks were getting hotter and hotter in embarrassment. I was about to touch his fucking dick!

Alex quickly scrambled to pull his jeans back up, fumbling with the belt with a t-shirt in his hands. He started walking towards the hotel door, pulling his t-shirt on and grabbing a jacket from the side to cover up his boner. He did a quick five second job of trying to get his hair to look normal, which didn't really work, but it was an improvement.

I decided to get my shirt and pull it on, my mind is a weird kind of daze. I can't believe what just happened. It felt really, really nice, sure, but was I even ready to do anything with Alex? Any hormonal teenager like me would've jumped straight to it with him, but I'm not sure I'm ready for Alex to see the rest of me. I didn't feel comfortable yet, no matter how much I enjoyed that hot make out session.

I was pulling up my jeans when I heard an Australian accent echo through the house.

"Max, no! Max!"

Suddenly, a brown haired boy came rushing through and to our hotel bedroom. I blushed as he eyed me up and down, but I quickly resumed on buckling my belt up.

"Dude, you totally fucking fucked him." He accused, and my mouth opened a bit. Who the fuck was this guy? Soon, Alex appeared at his side, probably almost as red as me, but I could tell he was trying to fight the heat that was rising to his cheeks.

" Dude, you can't just show up at my hotel room without telling me. And dude , you can't barge in making assumptions that I was fucking my boyfriend!" Alex groaned, his fingers going through his hair. I stood there awkwardly, then I realised that I had a fucking boner. I instantly covered it with my hands, and I swear I looked like a tomato.

"I know you missed me, though. Awh, look at him! Embarrassed and erect-"

"Max!" Alex yelled, hitting Max, I guess, on the head. He then turned to me with an apologetic look.

"Ow, you fucking dickhead!" Max placed his hand on his head where Alex had smacked him. I still didn't utter a word, but Alex could sense how uncomfortable I felt.

"Jack, this is my best friend Max. If he says something offensive, don't take it to the heart as he is joking. Max, this is my boyfriend who I haven't fucked, so shut the fuck up, Jack. Now, let's leave Jack alone so he can, uh, calm down from you giving him a heart attack." He gave me a quick wink that made my heart skip a beat for a second. Dammit, the things he does to me.

"Yeah, yeah, whatever." Max groaned, turning around and walking out the hotel room. Alex moved in and walked towards me, his hands cupping my cheeks.

"Glad I met you." He whispered to me, and I swear I could die right here if he carries on being so perfect.

"Glad I met you, too." I was about to lean in when Max's loud Australian accent interrupted us.

"Ooh, what does this do?!" He yelled. Alex rolled his eyes while I chuckled.

"I better get back to him before he burns the house down. Sorry about that by the way. I honestly didn't know he was going to show up. Uh, you can join us when, you know. His face made me flaccid, so I don't have to worry." I knew he was joking, and I laughed along. He gave me a quick kiss and exited the room, giving me a sexy wink before that.

Notes

Ummmmmmm




well shit.

I apologise for not being able to write fuck all because this story is so fucking stressful to write, even though I love this story. I wrote three 'chapters ' that have different scenes in them and they were all shit so I got this I guess. I'm not happy with it, but whatever.

Sorry for keeping you waiting 2 fucking months for this pathetic excuse of a chapter.