The Blink Show

Jack's p.o.v.

I was backstage.

And I was about to walk on stage.

All week I've been practicing the songs Alex, we, are going to perform. I practiced everyday until I couldn't no more, and now I hope that I don't fuck up.

Even though Alex said it was okay if I fucked up. But I don't want to fuck up. I want it to be perfect.

When the band on stage walked off, only then could I hear how loud the crowd was through my ear pieces. It scared me a bit knowing there was so many people out there waiting for a good show and not for someone to fuck it up.

I felt a pair of hands softly cup my face. Alex, of course. He gently moved forward and brought our lips together in a slow, short, passionate kiss. This calmed me down and I felt less nauseous. Alex is here, I don't need to be so scared.

He slowly pulled away, his hands still cupping my cheek. He smiled at me, and I returned it.

"Stop worrying, okay? We're gonna get on that stage and rock it." He leaned up slightly for another quick kiss. I nodded my head and he gave my waist a small squeeze. I took my hand in his, squeezing it lightly every time butterflies flew around in my belly, and he would squeeze back. I found that quite cute, because it told me that even though Alex has been on stage in front of big crowds a few times, he still gets nervous.

That's how I learnt that it was okay to be nervous and scared.

When we were told to go on, I gave Alex's hand another squeeze and took a deep breath, my hand slipping away from his. We were passed our guitars, and then it finally clicked that this whole thing was real.

Stop worrying, okay? We're gonna get on that stage and rock it.

His words clouded my head and we walked right to the middle of the stage, and I couldn't help the smile that came to my face.

I was finally where I wanted to be. On stage, playing for thousands of people.

I've always had the dream of being in a band and making music, so this is making me really fucking happy, despite how nervous I am.

Alex gave me a little smile before he averted his eyes to the crowd.

"...and this is Jack, my new guitar player and uh, boyfriend." We both blushed as the crowd aw'ed and screamed.

"Anyway...this song is called Weightless!" He yelled into the mic and the crowd screamed again. He turned to me and gave me a wink that made me want to go over to him and kiss him so much.

I took a deep breath before playing the guitar that was over my shoulder.

"Manage me, I'm a mess..." Alex took the mic of its stand and started walking around singing. I decided to let myself go a little and smile at the crowd, bobbing my head to the beat of my guitar.

The more and more we played, the more my nerves went and I began having fun. Me and Alex snuck in some jokes that the crowd laughed at and probably didn't even get.

We started playing my favorite song Alex has written called "Walls" mostly because I secretly knew it was about me.

"I wanna fall so in love, with you, and no one else." He walked up to me and gave me a kiss on the the cheek making the crowd scream and a blush rise on my cheek.

He was so god damn sexy with his hair messy from the slight wind and sweat, and no doubt I was looking at his ass most of the time. Who wouldn't though? Especially in those tight, jet black jeans while he walked around.

"Alright, this is the last song. You've all been amazing, thank you."

I managed to get through the whole show without fucking up. Okay, maybe I got one part wrong, but we laughed it off.

The atmosphere of the crowd was amazing and so energetic and alive.

My first time being up stage and playing music to people was probably the best experience ever. Alex made it even better with giving me smiles and sneaky winks.

Honestly the best experience of my life.

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Getting off stage, both me and Alex were a little sweaty, but we both had big smiles on our faces. I took his hand in mine as we spotted Mark, Tom and Travis. We walked over to them and my heart was now beating even quicker.

I will never get used to this.

"Hey, we're having a party on the bus tonight, and guess what, Alex? I'm letting you drink as much as you want because the both of you were fucking awesome out there. Gotta admit, a bit jealous of the dick jokes." Tom chuckled, and I heard Alex whisper an excited "yes" under his breath. Another party sounded good.

They had to go back on stage, so me and Alex went back to the tour bus, instead of the hotel, to relax as we were exhausted.

Alex announced he was going to shower, so I sat in down and watched TV as no one else was on the bus. I wasn't really paying attention to the TV, but more so on the sounds of Alex singing from the shower.

His voice sounded relaxed and calm, sending chills down my body. It was powerful and so full of life. I wanted to listen to his voice on repeat because it was beautiful.

I think I'm really lucky to of found him. I didn't really expect me to find the most amazing, down to earth, funny, cute guy while listening to my idols play on stage. What if Zack never got those backstage tickets? I might not of met him, and that's really interesting.

That also reminds me that it's about time I ring Zack.

I got my phone out and went on my best friend's contact. It didn't take too long for Zack to answer.

"Hey, Zack." I smiled down the phone. Alex's singing had died down and I could only hear faint humming to New Found Glory.

"Jack! It feels like we haven't talked in ages, dude. How's tour?" He asked, chuckling.

"It's been going great. I did my first show today. It was amazing, but also very scary. Sorry I haven't called or texted you, I've been busy learning songs. How are you? How's Matt?" I asked, honestly interested in what my friends have been up to. I've been on tour for a week now and I've missed them and my mum so much. I needed to ring her, too.

"I've been fine. Matt got a girlfriend." He answered. I laughed as I heard his words.

"Matt got a girlfriend . Wow. I thought he didn't do relationships."

"That's what I thought, but man, this girl has really got to him. All he talks about is her. He really likes her." Matt really liking someone and talks about them non stop? Wow, that's not like Matt at all.

"She must really be something." I hummed down the line. I heard the shower water stop running and suspected that Alex would be coming out soon.

"Yeah. I'm happy for him, though. How are you and Alex doing?" He said in an almost teasing voice. I blushed a bit, the simple thought of Alex making me happy.

"He's amazing, as always. We've grown really comfortable with each other. I like him a lot, Zack. I don't know, I think he might be the one. Y'know, the one ," I took a breath. "He makes me really happy and every time I'm near him or thinking of him, it brings a smile to my face." I let out a long breath. Alex is really special to me.

"You think about me?" I heard a voice come from beside me and made my heart skip a beat. I turned my head to the familiar voice. Alex stood there, a smirk on his face, in fresh clothes. I didn't even hear him come out the bathroom.

"Dude, did he hear you?" Zack stifled a laugh. I think my cheeks were as red as a firetruck right now.

"Yep. Hey, I better go. Talk to you soon." I said, embarrassment in my voice. We said goodbye and hung up.

Alex just caught me talking about him and how he makes me feel.

"You make me really happy, too. Come here, you little shit." He chuckled, walking over to me and grabbing my face gently, connecting our lips. I let my eyes close shut and my lips move along with his. His thumb rubbed along my jaw and cheek, his touch making my heart melt.

He slowly sat down next to me,.pushing me back gently so I was half laying down. He got between my legs and I placed my hands on his waist as he started to softly lick my bottom lip, wanting access to my mouth. I, of course, obeyed and his tongue fought against mine.

I've never really had someone's tongue in my mouth before, so this was a new experience for me, but Alex didn't need to know that. I enjoyed it, though, and it surprisingly felt nice, which I was not expecting.

It started to get a bit intense when the caramel-haired boy on top of me pressed his body flat against mine, making me feel a bit hot and flustered.

In the end, Alex won the tongue 'fight' and discarded our lips to go on my neck.

I love the feeling of his lips on my neck, especially that spot that makes me-

"Alex." I hummed, more like moaned, of approval as his lips and teeth attacked that one spot that made me crazy. I could feel him smiling before he started sucking that spot. Fuck.

My grip on his hips tightened, and so did my jeans.

A few seconds of sucking on that special spot, he moved his body up and connected his lips back on mine. I don't know if he did it on purpose, but his leg grind against my crotch and I moaned in his mouth.

"Ew, ew, ew. I did not need to see that." A voice made both me and Alex gasp and instantly discard our lips.

Mark was stood a few metres away by the bus steps with his hands over his eyes. Before we could move away, Tom was by his side.

"What - oh. Alex, Jack, I hope one of you have a condom." He joked, laughing.

I wanted to cry. Both of my idols just saw me making out with Alex on the bus couch. God dammit, and I'm hard.

Alex was going to move, but I pulled him back on me with pleading eyes. I did not want them to see my boner. That was too much.

"Well, I think we should leave them alone. Come on, Mark. Be finished by an hour, no sex on the bus, though, I'm afraid." He said, looking at us. I was mentally crying so hard.

They left and I groaned.

"God dammit." I sighed, and Alex laughed. How can he be laughing after that?

How can you be laughing when your dad and Mark just saw us making out?" I stressed, crossing my arms over my chest. He laughed again.

"Because you have a fucking boner and you're really embarrassed because my dad and Mark." He chuckled.

"Shut up. Get off me because I have to shower." I mumbled. He laughed once more before getting off me. I covered my front area, glaring at Alex and headed off to the shower.

Notes

Well hiiiii. c:

Mark you cock block.

Soon, my friends, smut will one day be in a chapter :')

Thanks for reading, you cock blockers.