The Fire in My Heart

Jack wakes up in someone’s bed with no one beside him. It takes him a second to remember what happened the night before, but he does. That’s what makes him by himself even worse. He sits up and finds his ass hurting. It doesn’t hurt as much as his first time, but Jack has slept around for a couple of years now. The brown-eyed boy looks down at himself. He’s dressed but not very well. They were worn out, so they didn’t really try to get dressed before finally finding a room and collapsing onto the bed. Jack blushes at the thought of it. Yeah, they really exhausted themselves.
He can feel sweat drip down his face as he picks up speed.
Jack quickly makes the thoughts of it go away. He really doesn’t need to get a boner right now. He has to leave. He stands up and makes himself look a little bit better and checks to make sure that he has everything on him. He checks his pockets and finds that he only has one thing missing. It’s the condom that his friend makes him take with him just in case he happens to see a cute boy or girl. He never thought that he’s actually use it last night.
“Do you have a condom on you?” Devon asks him.
He nods his head. “Yeah, there’s one in my pocket. Hurry. I need you in me now.”
Those thoughts really need to leave his head. He can’t deal with that right now. Jack leaves the place and makes his way back to his dorm. When he gets there, he tries to enter quietly. He hopes that his roommate is asleep, but he isn’t. As soon as he shuts the door, two brown eyes are looking at him.
His roommates just so happens to be his best friend, also known as the guy that made him take the condom with him. His name is Alex Gaskarth, and they’ve been roommates for two years now. At first they didn’t like each other. Jack thought that he was a douche. He was bummed how his big eyebrows were competing with his own big eyebrows. Eventually the two of them warmed up to each other. It took about a month, but they ended up becoming as close as two friends can get without becoming friends-with-benefits. Alex has eyes that are the color of caramel and brown hair. He’s not as tall as Jack, but he is six foot. It’s also not as skinny as Jack, but his legs are still like twigs.
“You didn’t come back last night,” Alex smirks.
Jack rolls his eyes at his friend before going to sit down on his bed across from Alex’s. He looks at his phone and then goes to grab his laptop which is on the end of his bed. The whole time he doesn’t look at his friend.
“Jack? You don’t have to tell me about it if you don’t want to. Did something happen?”
Jack nods. The thought of ending up alone comes into his head, and he can’t help that his eyes are getting quite watery. Alex notices this and goes over to sit down next to his friend. Comforting arms wrap themselves around the taller boy. The tears start to come. It’s not that much, and it’s silent, but it’s still there.
“Do you want to talk about it?” Alex questions softly.
“I’m so stupid.”
“You’re not stupid. Why would you think that?”
“I slept with Devon.”
“Well, isn’t that a good thing?”
“He wasn’t there when I woke up. He probably regrets it. Devon never goes to parties. They aren’t his scene. He probably regrets everything and probably won’t talk to me. I wasn’t even that drunk when he brought it up, but I drunk more like he said. I probably ruined my chance with him.”
“Shhh. It’s OK. You probably didn’t ruin it with him. Yeah, he might not talk to you for a bit, but you still have a chance. You just have to use your Barakat charm on him like I’ve been telling you to.”
“You know how I am around him.”
“I know, but that’s why you need to face your fears. You need to do it now more than ever. Do you want me to give you some tips?”
“No, I’m fine.”
“Trust me. If this bothers him, he might not talk to you, but once he gets to know you, he’ll love you.”
“Well, he did say that I was cute.”
“See. There’s some hope in this. Just don’t worry about it. If worse comes to worse, I’ll think of something for you.”
“Thanks Alex.”
Being the kind friend that Alex is, he didn’t leave Jack’s side. He couldn’t leave Jack like that until he knew that he was alright. When it came time for Alex to leave to hang with whoever he was already planning on hanging with, Jack didn’t care to ask, he gave him a hug and told him to call if he needed anything.
That’s why Jack is alone in their room. He’s just laying in bed and thinking. The brunet is debating on going to sleep or watching TV. He can’t decide, so he decides to think of last night. Even though he was drunk, he still remembers it all in great detail. Not even alcohol could make him forget that moment. He’d been waiting for it for so long. Yeah, he might have just ruined his chances with his crush, but it was still an amazing night. Who knew that Devon was like that in bed? Jack always pictured him being shy and innocent...
Jack can feel himself getting a little bit hard from the thought of it all. Well, that’s something to do. Plus, he’s really in the mood now. The thoughts won’t leave his mind, and he probably won’t get them to.
The brown-eyed boy’s hand makes it’s way down towards his crotch as he closes his eyes. He slowly starts to palm himself as he thinks about how Devon took him to the bathroom and got down on his knees. Jack’s eyes open. This isn’t going to be enough. He takes the bottle of lube out of the top drawer of the bedside table. He puts some into his hands before putting his hand on his cock. The feeling is just what he needs. Yes, it might not be enough later on, but right now, it’s just what he needs.
After that part runs through his head, he hasn’t gotten close yet. Jack masterbates almost every time that Alex is out. Although Jack doesn’t sleep around anymore, he’s still a sexual guy. He takes off his pants and boxers but leaves his socks on just like the night before.
The shorter boy watches as the other takes his pants and boxers completely off after taking his shoes off. He tells him to leave the socks on. For some reason, Devon finds still wearing clothes and doing it in the bathroom to be really hot and filthy which it is. Jack sits down on the cold seat and spreads his legs a bit. He’s drunk, but he can’t help but feel embarrassed. This is Devon that he’s doing this in front of.
That same boy rolls his eyes at this before stumbling over to the younger. He places his lips on the others in a dirty kiss while spreading Jack’s legs further. He pulls away and stands in front of Jack. His hands go to his own pants. He takes the belt out and undoes them. He takes his member out and starts stroking himself.
Jack spreads his legs wide just like Devon had done to him. He starts to coat his fingers and do what he did.
Jack’s wide and lust filled eyes look at his crush as he strokes himself before finally doing what Devon wants him to do. He sticks three of his fingers in his mouth and gets them as wet as he can. He didn’t bother bringing any lube. He didn’t think that he’d ever use that condom, so why would he bother bringing any lube?
The first one circles around his entrance. He makes sure to take his time because of his audience. The thought of it still makes him blush. Luckily, the lust and alcohol that he drank is helping him. He slowly pushes it inside him. It feels kind of awkward, but it always does. Jack starts to move it around and eventually picks up speed.
“Add another,” Devon tells him.
Jack does as he’s told. It’s a stretch, but Jack can handle it. It’s not like he’s a virgin. No, he fingers himself almost every time that his roommate is out. He takes a second to adjust to it before he starts moving that one as well. He hears Devon moan from the sight.
Devon can’t really just watch anymore. He walks over to the younger and gives him a filthy kiss before putting two of his fingers in Jack’s mouth. Jack knows what’s going to happen since he’s had it happen before, so he makes sure that they are wet just like the three of his. The shorter brunet takes them out of his mouth and inserts one of them into Jack. Jack winces from it. Devon’s lips meet his again as he starts to move it in and out of Jack along with Jack’s fingers. The next one Jack isn’t ready for. Devon adds one more. He takes Jack longer to adjust, but when it does start getting moved, it just happens to hit Jack’s spot. Now he can handle it. In fact not only can he handle it, he’s ready for the actual act.
It’s almost like Devon is reading his mind. “Do you have a condom on you?” Devon asks him.
He nods his head. “Yeah, there’s one in my pocket. Hurry. I need you in me now.”
Devon takes his fingers out and takes the condom out of Jack’s pocket. Jack whines when Devon tells him to get up, but he does what he’s told. Devon leaves his clothes on, but he does lower his pants more as he puts the condom on. He sits down and puts some spit on himself in order to help Jack, who he is having come over to him, out.
Jack takes his fingers out and grabs the dildo out of the drawer. He coats it with some lube before putting the tip of it against his entrance. He rubs it against his hole in a teasing way. He loves it when he does that. Eventually he starts to put it in.
The younger starts to sink down. As soon as Devon is all the way inside of him, he doesn’t move. It isn’t as bad as it could be since Jack just happens to own a dildo, but the stretch in the beginning always gets him. He’s not much for pain. If it wasn’t for the fact that he masterbates a lot, he’d probably be in tears. That’s actually how he was when it was his first time.
Slowly he starts to raise and then sink back down. Devon’s hands make their way to Jack’s ass and rest there. it takes Jack a bit before he wants to pick up some speed. When he does, he moans because he hits that spot dead on. He starts to rise and fall in the best tempo that he can. It isn’t a very good one because not only is he drunk, he’s in a lot of pleasure. Devon starts to buck up in an attempt to get more. Jack gets the idea and starts to go faster.
Jack starts to pick up the speed now that he’s hitting that spot over and over again. His free hand start to play with his nipples.
Devon takes one of his hands off of Jack’s ass and starts to slight it up Jack’s front under his T-shirt. He uses his fingers to play with his nipples. It’s almost like Devon knows exactly what Jack likes. He can feel sweat drip down his face as he picks up speed. He’s starting to get close. It won’t be too long now. He just needs that bit more. Devon is the same way, so he gives Jack that bit more by using his other hand to jerk Jack off. Jack finally comes with his crush’s name falling off his lips. This brings the shorter one over the edge as well. They sit there panting, trying to catch their breath.
Jack comes. He lies there as he tries to catch his breath. When he does, he takes the toy out and grabs a tissue to clean himself up. Once he is, he pulls up his boxers and throws his pants onto the floor. He’ll pick those up tomorrow. He’s tired right now which makes sense. He did just get off to the thoughts of what he did with Devon.
Devon.
Jack really hopes that everything will work out. He’d hate to never get another chance with him. With that thought in mind, Jack falls asleep.

Notes

Holy shit! That was the best smut that I've ever written.
I really like how i wrote it as Jack's thoughts. I had this planned out for this rewrite, and I am so happy about how it came out.
Sorry that this is late. I wasn't even going to update today because I have a bunch of school stuff. I finished one of them, so I updated this and Checkmate. Hopefully this smut will make up for it.
Anyway, I hope you liked it!