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"Alex you haven't gone mad. I'm here little brother"

Be bitchin out there

"ITS MOMENTS LIKE THIS WHEN I KNOW WHY DANIEL KILLED HIMSELF YOU EVIL FUCKING PRICKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

"Alexander William. You Will Not Talk To Us Like That And even YOU know that YOU'RE the reason your brother committed suicide. You. Fucking faggot. He hated you. You're the pathetic little reason OUR FAVORITE SON IS DEAD!!!! He's fucking dead and he's never coming back. It's. Your. Fault. You couldn't keep your damn mouth shut. And you two got into a fight. Then... Two hours later. You find him in his room, dead. And all you wanted to do was apologize. Remember that image the next time you dare say something about my son. " Peter Gaskarth yelled still with a thick British accent

"HE WAS MORE MY BROTHER THAN HE WAS YOUR SON. YOU SON OF A BITCH!!!!!!!"

"You fucking take it back. You know you couldn't give one shit about Daniel. You were to worried about that pathetic little faggot band you started with your boyfriends. He tried to fucking warn you, that you were getting to big of a head. No you blew him off and threw a fucking beer bottle at him. WHERE'S THAT BAND THAT WAS SO IMPORTANT NOW?!?!?!!!!! OH YEAH IT DIDNT GO ANYWHERE. AND WHERE'S YOUR BROTHER. HES DEAD ALEX. DEAD. D.E.A.D. DEAD."

I ran up to my room. I hadn't done it since Dan died. Everyone blamed me. Everyone still blames me. They all say it. I don't have to hear them. I know what they say.

"He's the reason the best quarterback the team ever had is dead."

"That faggot made Daniel kill himself."

" I heard that he walked in to apologize and found him dead."

"Poor kid."

I made the last one up. No one cared, Rian Zack and Jack haven't talked to me since the funeral. All I want is hug. Someone? Anyone? Please...

I crawled in my bed and made myself fall asleep.

I had a dream that night.

I was running. Just running. It was black. I didn't know if I was running to something or from something. But suddenly I heard a voice. It was Daniels.

"Alex, you didn't do it. Not your fault. I knew what I was going to do. Whether the fight happened or not. I love you little bro. Be bitchin out there."

Notes

This is an old story I had on mibba figured it was time to finish it.

Comments

@Jagk Skellington
Well Thanks ;------;

earthtojordann earthtojordann
3/27/14

Wow I love this story a lot

@Sarah's Butterflies
well i fucking loveyou for reading it :3

earthtojordann earthtojordann
3/25/14

I fucking love you right now for updating this!

@earthtojordann
Awesome, I know it's been forever but so cute! I love your writing :)