It's just a dare. How bad can it be?
Heart's on fire tonight
Alex's P.O.V.
I woke up next to Jack in my bed. We were both still naked & I smiled at the sight. I know I said I'd fuck guys before...but I've never bottomed. To be honest, it felt amazing. Jack was perfect at everything he did. I couldn't believe I'd already slept with the kid & we weren't even dating yet. I mean, I know this is a bet & all....but I'm kind of starting to think I could date this guy for real. He's pretty great. Not just in bed. I think I'll just ask him 'that question' once he wakes up.
After like an hour of waiting, Jack finally woke up & I was getting a bit nervous about asking him.
"Alex, GoodMorning. " Jack smiled at me & I kissed his cheek.
"W-what was that for?" Jack asked.
"Haha...what do you mean? We had sex last night, & I'm not allowed one kiss?" I asked, jokingly. We both laughed for a second before I got serious.
"Uh...Jack....Can I ask you something?" I was looking down to my feet.
"Yea. What is it?" Jack asked.
"Ahem.." I cleared my throat & spoke.
"I don't want this to just be a 'one night stand' type of thing so I want to know....Will you be my boyfriend, Jack?" I asked. I waited for his answer as I hid my face in my hands.
"It's all I've ever wanted." Jack responded. I smiled & kissed his lips. He didn't pull back, he just kissed me back. Then I remembered the bet. I can't let myself fall for him. That's all. Just a month & I'm done.
"Jack, I'm really happy you said that. I would've been upset if you didn't." I said.
"Alex...I've liked you for four years....I've been waiting for this day, keeping you a daydream away." Jack blushed a deep red. Suddenly my stomach turned & I felt....guilty. He's liked me for so long...never once has he talked to me.
"W-why didn't you say anything?..." I asked.
"Why would I? You're popular, always have been. When you came out, everyone was cool with it. When I came out, everyone still hated me, 'the loser fag' . I went from, Jack Barakat to just 'Barafag'. You'd never talk to me & I know all I would have gotten was a laugh. Maybe you'd say hi but you would look at me as 'that loser kid who's in love with me' .....that's why I didn't tell you....I didn't think you'd ever care." Jack had tears in his eyes & I felt my heart sink into my stomach.
"Jack...it wasn't that easy for me either...when I came out, don't think everyone was 'cool with it'. A lot of people weren't. Even today a few people changed my name from Alex Gaskarth, to Alex Gayskarth. I don't let it get to me though....I wouldn't have laughed...and....do you mean it when you say you're in love with me?..." I finished & put my hand on Jack's leg. I looked him in his pained eyes just waiting for him to say something.
"I....I do.....I'm in love with you....when you asked me out on a date...I-I couldn't believe it. I would have never expected it." I was feeling even more guilty ...and something slipped out.
"I'm sorry you felt that way...I promise you won't feel that way again. I'm yours now Jack, you're mine." I didn't think about what I said & I just kissed him. We kissed until we were both out of breath. We pulled away, I looked him in the eyes & we just stayed like that for a while. Looking at each other & not saying a word. I actually really care about the kid now. I could see the emotion in his eyes. I kissed him one more time, lightly on the lips & got up from the bed.
"Come on, Jack! Breakfast time!" I announced.
"Um....Alex..." Jack whispered.
"What?" I was confused until I realized we were both still naked.
"Oh, shit. Um...you want o borrow some of my clothes? I don't mind." I asked.
"Sure." I tossed Jack my Blink-182 shirt & some black skinnies. Also let him wear a pair of my boxers. My clothes fit him great & I changed into a plain black shirt & grey skinnies, & put on my beannie. We headed downstairs & my mom already had something ready.
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