It's just a dare. How bad can it be?

Alex's P.O.V.

I woke up from a nightmare in the middle of the night. It was the worst dream I could have ever had. It was literally just Jack breaking up with me & telling me how much he hated me for lying to him & then he started making out with Brendon. Ugh. I got up slowly & quietly trying not to wake up Jack. I went to the bathroom in his room & closed the door behind me.

I turned on the lights, looked in the mirror, washed my face, & then started to cry. I was trying not to make any noise, I didn't want Jack coming in here & hearing me. But I couldn't help it. Once the tears start, they don't stop coming. I sat on the cold floor & cried into my hands. I thought about the day I made that bet with Rian....even if I called it off now, Jack might find out...he'll know I lied.

I just wish I would have never agreed to that bet. But then again if I didn't, I would have never met Jack & all these amazing moments would have never happened. I was so angry at myself for being so stupid. How could I be so stupid? Dammit! I fucking hate Rian so much!

"I'm so sorry." I whispered. I repeated it over & over again, I'm sorry. I'm stupid. I'm so stupid.

I probably stayed in the bathroom crying for hours. I ran out of tears after so long, I didn't get up though. I just lied there, staring at the ceiling. I looked for some pills in the bathroom, hopefully they'd get me to sleep. I found some & took three. I'm not sure how much I was supposed to take, but three seemed reasonable.

I turned the lights off in the bathroom & went back to sleep in bed with Jack. The pills worked quick, not wasting any time to bring me to a dream state, that was very much needed. My dreams weren't bad this time, thank god. It was actually all peaches & cherry's.

I woke up to Jack kissing me. I started kissing back. I thought it was adorable. I wrapped my arms around him & continued to kiss him. I really just love waking up with Jack. He makes everything so much better.

"Babe, your eyes are all puffy." Jack spoke.

"They are?" I asked, remembering I cried last night for hours.

"Yea, were you crying, love?" Jack asked.

"No...I guess I just have weird eyes?" I said, not sure of my response.

"Babe. Stop lying." Jack snapped.

"I'm no-"

"I know you, Alex. Now tell me what happened." Jack demanded.

"I just had a nightmare....that's it....I got scared & couldn't sleep so I went to your bathroom & drank some pills so that I could sleep...they worked." I answered.

"Babe, are you okay? How bad was it?" Jack asked, kissing my nose.

"It was terrible...I don't want to talk about it." I replied.

"Alright...I love you, okay?"

"I love you too, Jack."

"So...how am I getting out of here without your mom noticing?" I asked.

"We'll be ninja's like I said." I still didn't know what that meant but I nodded. He opened the door to his room & then closed it. After a while he came back.

"Okay, she's sleeping her room, Now I can just sneak you out the front door. But her door is open so we have to make sure she doesn't wake up." Jack spoke. I laughed & then got dressed in some of Jack's clothes. Jack got dressed too & we started walking downstairs. We had our backpacks on so it made some noise when we walked, luckily we got out of the house without Jack's mom waking up. We were headed to school but I was a little hungry.

"Sorry we couldn't eat breakfast, I couldn't risk her waking up." Jack spoke.

"No, don't be sorry. I understand. I can eat later, I'm getting fat anyway." I replied.

"Alex, you're not fat at all." Jack said a little angry.

"Okay...sorry."

"Stop thinking so low about yourself alright? You're perfect." Jack smiled.

We held hands on our way to school. We saw Brendon on the way but only stopped to say hi. I didn't want to make anymore conversation with Brendon than I had to.

Notes

Kind of short :\ I'm sorry.

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