I'll Paint You Wings.
Explanation.
Dear Readers,
Let me begin by saying how much I love you guys. I don't do that enough. Without you guys, I wouldn't be doing what I enjoy so much; writing. Because if nobody read my stories, I wouldn't write them. Now, with that being said, I want to apologize. I haven't updated this in 19 days. I feel so bad. Now, I'm going to make a bunch of awful excuses in list format.
1. Depression. I'm simply not motivated to do anything because I'm sad all of the time. As some of you might know, I'm a recovering self-harmer. I haven't cut in 62 days. But for me, it's almost like I'm a drug addict who hasn't been able to find a fix in 62 days. I'm going to therapy, but its not helping. I feel worse than I did when I was cutting regularly. So, I haven't really even had writing on my mind very much.
2. School. I'm an honors student. I have grades to keep constant. With depression added into the mix, that is easier said than done. My day is basically made up of school, homework, and sleeping. I don't have the time or energy to do much else.
3. I keep writing shit. I don't want to give you guys bad chapters for the sake of updating. That is a shitty thing to do. I want to give you guys my best work. Forcing chapters won't do that.
I feel really bad. I love writing, and I love giving you guys stuff to read. I'm an awful author. But I need to take care of myself, too. So I regretfully say that I'm probably going to pull a Fall Out Boy and take a hiatus. But, like Fall Out Boy, I'll be back. Probably once the school year ends in May. I'll have more time on my hands, and I'll be in a better place mentally. Of course, I'm not saying that I'm not going to update until then. I'll be writing a little bit, and post stuff if I like it. Stay awesome guys, and don't give up on me. I'll be back soon.
xoxo.
-Sammy.
Let me begin by saying how much I love you guys. I don't do that enough. Without you guys, I wouldn't be doing what I enjoy so much; writing. Because if nobody read my stories, I wouldn't write them. Now, with that being said, I want to apologize. I haven't updated this in 19 days. I feel so bad. Now, I'm going to make a bunch of awful excuses in list format.
1. Depression. I'm simply not motivated to do anything because I'm sad all of the time. As some of you might know, I'm a recovering self-harmer. I haven't cut in 62 days. But for me, it's almost like I'm a drug addict who hasn't been able to find a fix in 62 days. I'm going to therapy, but its not helping. I feel worse than I did when I was cutting regularly. So, I haven't really even had writing on my mind very much.
2. School. I'm an honors student. I have grades to keep constant. With depression added into the mix, that is easier said than done. My day is basically made up of school, homework, and sleeping. I don't have the time or energy to do much else.
3. I keep writing shit. I don't want to give you guys bad chapters for the sake of updating. That is a shitty thing to do. I want to give you guys my best work. Forcing chapters won't do that.
I feel really bad. I love writing, and I love giving you guys stuff to read. I'm an awful author. But I need to take care of myself, too. So I regretfully say that I'm probably going to pull a Fall Out Boy and take a hiatus. But, like Fall Out Boy, I'll be back. Probably once the school year ends in May. I'll have more time on my hands, and I'll be in a better place mentally. Of course, I'm not saying that I'm not going to update until then. I'll be writing a little bit, and post stuff if I like it. Stay awesome guys, and don't give up on me. I'll be back soon.
xoxo.
-Sammy.
Jack throwing rocks at her window and yelling to her to come with him is like my favorite thing to ever happen in a fic. now i'm jealous because the plans i have for mine could never be so cute!
8/13/17