Long Live Us

*Jack pov*

Jack wasn't sure when or where or how the burning desire in his stomach began, but it was currently consuming every part of his being. He needed Alex. All of him, the two of them truly moulding together in their love and he was ready for that. He knew Alex felt it too, the way his eyes seemed to be a shade darker as his gaze bore into Jacks.
"Let's go all the way tonight." The younger boy said, maintaining the eye contact despite the nervous energy wriggling inside him.
"Are you sure?" Jack nodded.
"I can bottom because it hurts and-"
"Alex, I want this. I need you." The dark haired boy cut him off.
"I can see you're nervous, are you sure you're ready?" Alex pressed, concern filling his brown eyes as he wrapped his head around what was happening.
"I don't think I've ever been this nervous before." Jack admitted, his eyebrows raising slightly as he searched his boyfriend's eyes for the reassurance that was somewhere in the brown lobes. "But I know this is what I want. Please?" Alex hesitated, remaining silent for a few moments, his eyes now studying Jack's face, taking every tiny part of his expression in.
"Then I will not be one to deny you." He finally said, his eyes darkening once again as he eagerly attached their lips once again. Jack tried to concentrate on the well-known feeling and taste of the lips, trying to calm his brewing nerves and prevent fear from consuming him. He wanted this, he had done for a while, and yes he felt ready, but he was scared. Terrified, even. What if he did something wrong? Or wasn't good enough? And apparently it hurts, what if he cried or something? So, so much could go wrong, but nothing was going too stop him now.
"Jay baby, you need to calm down." Alex murmured into his ear, reminding the younger boy that he was still there, a bottle of lube now occupying his right hand.
"Y-yeah." Jack stuttered out, nodding and taking a few deep breaths.
"You're 100% sure about this?" Alex questioned, popping the cap on the bottle when the dark haired boy nodded.
"Tell me if you want me to stop, okay?" The brunette told him, sternly yet a soothing and comforting tone to his voice. Jack nodded again, not trusting his voice as he watched his boyfriend coat three of his fingers in the liquid. The sight went straight to the dark haired boy's dick, him suddenly relishing at how hot his boyfriend was. Biting his lip, Jack let out a small whine as the two pairs of jeans and boxers were discarded, leaving the two boys naked. Alex shot the younger boy a look too check he was still okay, his response another whine as desperation began to creep in. The brunette smirked at the sound, shifting so he was hovering over the taller boy, kissing him eagerly to distract him as he slowly inserted his first finger. And wow it felt weird. Jack felt his face contort around Alex's lips in discomfort, the intrusion being made well aware to him as his body tensed up.
"Relax." Alex soothed, breathing out over Jacks ear, which seemed to do the trick as the dark haired boy let his body melt into the bed sheets once again, despite it not feeling quite right. Once Alex had achieved enough muscle relaxation to move without Jack scrunching up again he added his second finger. The dark haired boy bit his lip, forcing himself to relax and feel the goodness of it, grimacing at the pain yet becoming accustomed to the tingling that was searing through his body. Alex was letting out small grunts, still planting soft kisses to Jacks neck and sometimes murmuring sweet nothings in a relaxing tone. When the third finger was added, the pain began to burn. The younger boy couldn't help the yelp that escaped his lips, tears brimming in his eyes as he tried to ignore it.
"Jay, shhh I'm sorry baby." Alex spoke softly, his eyebrows together as he looked down at the boy. "Do you want me to stop?"
Jack shook his head, once again taking deep breaths to allow himself to relax once more. The burning pain receded, the tingling returning once more. He lay still, allowing Alex to change his direction of movement, his lust filled eyes taking in the younger's boy.
"Th-ere!" The dark haired boy suddenly moaned, his back arching as porn worthy noises escaped his mouth. Alex smirked, continuing to move his fingers over the same point.
"Found it." He cooed, before removing his fingers. Jack let out a whine, feeling strangely empty now, suddenly desperate for the feeling to return. He sat up slightly, nerves vanishing as he watched Alex jerk himself off to cover his length in lube, a sight that drove Jack close to insanity.
Once the brunette felt ready, he once again positioned himself above the taller boy, who tried to focus solely on Alex and nothing else.
"Ready?" With a nod, Alex slowly pushed in, stopping when Jack winced, before continuing. It didn't take long before Jack was a writhing, moaning mess, Alex's hips moving at a slow, steady rhythm, his face buried in the crook of the younger boy's neck.
"You're so, fucking, tight." The brunette grunted, moaning against Jack's neck, the dark haired boy just moaning in reply, pushing his hips, silently telling Alex to speed up.
The room was soon filled with moans, grunts, the sound of skin on skin, as both boys were taken away to a land of bliss that they didn't know existed. Jack thought it would only hurt the first time, but oh he was wrong. The pain had long gone, only sheer pleasure being pumped round his body with each flick of Alex's hips. Before long, the brunette was pumping Jack's length in time with his thrusts, and once that started it didn't take much for the younger boy to come telly unravel, releasing over his boyfriend's hand with a curse and a groan of his name. Alex soon followed suit, the weird sensation filling Jack as they rode out their highs. Once the stars had left their eyes and they could function again, Alex pulled out and flopped down next to Jack on the bed, leaving one arm draped over his waist. The lanky boy winced at the empty feeling, before tiredness quickly started to consume him.
"I love you, Lex. So fucking much." He murmured quietly, planting a soft kiss on his lips before rolling over so he could be the little spoon.
"I love you too, Jay." The elder responded, holding Jack tight and planting soft kisses into his hair as he drifted to sleep, wondering how he got so lucky.

Both boys were woken up by the shrill ringing of Alex's phone. The brunette sat bolt upright, seemingly frightened by the noise, whilst Jack lazily opened one eye and refused to move. He lay still, watching as his boyfriend sleepily answered the phone, rubbing his eyes and stretching.
"'Ello? ... 'M I'm bed... Now?... M'kay." He yawned, removing the phone from his ear and putting it back on the bedside table.
"Who was that?" Jack questioned, still not moving and letting both eyes slip shut once more.
"Everyone. Coming round." The taller boy nodded in response, not caring, drifting back into his sleep, leaving the elder to plant a kiss on his cheek before getting up.

The next time Jack woke up was by his own accord, the light streaming through the curtains now much brighter than it had been before. Yawning, the boy listened to the voices downstairs, telling him that everyone had indeed come round, and the smell of bacon and pancakes filled the air, so Alex must have been cooking. That thought alone was enough to lure the boy away from the bed. However, at the slightest movement, a wave of pain surged through his body. The yelp that escaped his mouth was unstoppable as he jumped up, scrunching his eyes up. It took him a while to work out what the pain was, but, really, it was obvious.
'My bum fucking hurts.' He acknowledged, keeping his legs slightly apart as he stood in the middle of the room in only his boxers - where his cleanliness and boxers had come from, he had no idea, but that wasn't his priority at the moment.
"Jack? What's wrong? I heard something." Alex suddenly appeared at the door, frowning at the taller boy who hadn't moved. Jack turned his head around, fear in his eyes, silently begging the brunette for something, anything, to help. He thought it would hurt, yeah, but this was borderline agony. The elder boy seemed to latch on too what the problem was, for he bit his lip and made his way across the room so he was facing Jack, who was still refusing to move.
"It's okay baby." The brunette soothed, cupping Jacks face and holding his gaze. "It'll get better, I promise. Just think how good you felt last night."
Alex leaned up to his boyfriends ear and growled the last bit, tugging gently at his ear lobe. The younger boy swallowed, always finding himself turned on by this side of Alex. They shared a quick, innocent kiss, before Jack was being ushered down the stairs, whimpering and whining every now and again, seriously not use to this weird, sore sensation.
The pair walked into the kitchen - Jack's movement being more of a waddle - to be greeted by Tay, Jenna, Cass, Rian and Zack.
"Hey look, he's awake!" Jenna exclaimed loudly, glancing at her watch to emphasis how 'late' it was. Jack just rolled his eyes and flipped her off, before awkwardly making his way over to the pile of spare pancakes on the side.
"What the fuck happened to you?" Rian then asked, skeptically watching as the lanky boy hobbled around, pain very evident in his posture.
"I... Erm... Like... Err... hurt my... back?" He tried, although it came out as more of a question, and he tried to hide it by shovelling a load of pancake into his mouth. The room was silent for a few moments, everyone trying to work Jack out, whilst Alex stood looking down at the floor, chewing on his lips as he tried not to give it away. Jack was also beginning to struggle to keep up his facade, choking slightly as he swallowed and tried to suppress a laugh at the same time. Alex glanced up, to check he was okay, and the eye contact broke them down. Both boys burst out laughing, the elder clutching his stomach and bending over, the younger holding onto the side and saying "ow" every now and then when he moved in a way his bum did not agree with.
After a minute or two and a few looks exchanged around the table, Zack was first to cotton on, his eyes widening as he pretended to throw up, waving his hands around wildly.
"We don't need to know okay? Move on!" He said loudly, taking a gulp out of the energy drink in front of him and grimacing at the two boys. Alex shot the muscular boy a cheeky wink, Jack grinning at them before talking.
"Are you sure? I mean, I don't mind telling you how good it was and how Lex-"
"Jack! Stop! No!" Rian yelled, covering in ears and glaring at the tall boy, who remained watching them with a grin on his face.
"T, M, fucking, I." Zack said, making the group laugh and agree with him. Jack laughed along, hobbling over to Alex and snaking his arms around his waist and resting his chin on his shoulder. The two boys began whispering soft nothings to each other, ignoring the conversation, happily being lost in each other. Jack was so content with his life; a beautiful boyfriend, an awesome band and a crazy group of friends. What else would he ever need? A sentence from Jenna caught his attention and Jack concentrated once more, kissing Alex, who had a shy, happy smile on his face, blushing slightly.
"Nope, I ship Jalex."

Notes

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