I'll Keep A Secret If You Keep Me Guessing

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Alex's p.o.v

"You don't lay another fucking hand on Jack, you hear me, Carlile?" I shouted right in Austin's face, making him tense up a little. I pushed him so he fell straight on the ground, hardly. Why would he trip Jack for nothing? What the fuck has Jack done to him? I kicked his rib and he shut his eyes in pain. I bent down and whispered evilly in his ear, "Ever." I starred at his ear a little more before I got up quickly and walked away. I wouldn't completely hurt Austin, he's been my friend since grade three. But what he called and did to Jack wasn't acceptable. The fact that made me really angry is that Austin is gay, too. He called Jack a fag when him himself is gay. That doesn't make sense.

Once I got in class, I instantly saw Jack sat at the back, looking at me. I smiled towards him, but he didn't even put any expression on his face. It just looked plain, not showing any affection. Instead, he turned his head so he was looking out the window, acting like I wasn't trying to tell him that I still wanted to be his friend. I sighed and took the seat on the other end of Jack. Instantly, I placed my head on my arm and rested. I was trying to get rid of my anger.

"Gaskarth, you actually going to do any work today? Seen as you're five minutes late into my lesson." The cocky teacher said. I lifted my head and gave him the horrible death glare.

"No." I smiled calmly, acting like it was just a general question.

"Fine by me," He smiled.

"Now get out!" He angrily snapped at me. What the fuck?!

"What the fuck is your problem?" I snapped, sitting up fully. Everything around me went silent, as they eyed me.

"My problem is you. You just bluntly said that your not going to be cooperating with the work I'll set," He said angrily, "So get out. Off you go, Gaskarth." He gestured to the door. Great, this is totally helping.

"You know what? You know what? Fuck you. Fuck all of you." I angrily shouted, getting up.I pushed the chair forcefully under the table, hearing it bash against the table. I scooped over to the door and people were gasping. I pulled the middle finger up to everyone before walking out. I walked angrily down the hall, swaying my arms up a little. I could hear other classes roars as I quickly walked past them. But silence was still there. Silence was still hovering over my inflamed body.

I didn't even check if anyone was eyeing me, as I stomped out off the hell-zone school. I then ran. I ran as quickly as I could, my voice tormenting me as I did. 'You sicken me. You're attitude stinks. No one should talk to their teachers like that. You ugly, fat, twat' it screamed, having the best time of its life as I took each word and stored it deeply into my scalp. It was raining very quietly, but fast. Rain droplets hitting my crimson red face as I ran along its path. The harsh voice just wouldn't shut up. It never stopped calling me all words from a well known place called Hell. That was until I got in and instantly ran to my room. At least Hell managed to keep my mum out the house. I un~zipped my jumper and forcefully ripped it off my flaming body. I threw it on the floor and ran to the bathroom. I pulled down my skinnys a bit and pulled down one side of my boxers and starred plainly at the scars and cuts. A little tear rolled its way down my saddened face as I kept starring. Memorys kept filling my eyes and ears. All the past rolled upon me. I shaked as I reached for the cabinet above the sink and saw the hole in the back. I stood up on my tip-toes as I felt around for my best friend. I knew I found it when it sharply pierced my finger. "Damn, it's been a couple of weeks since I've seen you." I sadly smiled. I gently pulled it out the cupboard and took sudden interest in it. The beautiful metal was long and had some blood circling the razor-sharp tip. I looked it one tip to the other, smiling weakly. I pulled my finger to my mouth as I tried stomping the bleeding that my blade caused. It tasted bitter, but good. Once I thought it was good enough to bleed less, I took it out and replaced it back on the blade. I pulled down my skinnys and took them off. I then pulled one side of my boxer down a bit more and cringed as the air gently brushed on the forever scars. I directed the blade towards my outer thigh and bit my lip. I'm ready for this. I placed the blade gently on my thigh and started-

"Alex," I heard a whisper from the door. I suddenly froze. I knew that whisper from anywhere.

"Alex, p-put it down... please." I turned to see Jack stood at the door, tears in his eyes. Sadness was written all over his face as he starred right in my eyes. I quickly dropped the blade and ran to Jack, tears falling down my eyes quicker then light its self. I instantly hugged him and cried into his neck.

"I'm s-so sorry." I sobbed into his neck, hugging him tighter. He gently hugged back, resting his head on mine.

"Shh, it's okay now." He hummed against my head. I was so exhausted, I closed my eyes and let myself fall asleep on Jack.

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