I'll Keep A Secret If You Keep Me Guessing

Alex's p.o.v
Me and Jack were walking down the street of my house. Surpisly still holding hands. I was trying to ignore the tingles that were shooting around my body like fireworks. I have no idea why they were there, but it kind of felt nice?
I let go of Jack's hands and grabbed my keys from my jean pocket. It was a little bit difficult because of how tight my jeans were.I finally got the key and put the key into the lock and steadily unlocked it. I walked in and put my bag down for the first time today. When I looked back, I was surprised by the fact Jack was still standing out my door. I sighed and grabbed his hand tightly and pulled him in my house, but it kind of failed. Jack ended up landing straight on top of me. Both his hands were beside my head. But as Jack was taller then me, his belly was in a place I didn't quite like..well...
I took a breath in from the shock and breathed back out, laughing. Jack blushed, looking away. He chuckled and his belly went up and down on me. I bit my lip at the friction down bellow and decided I needed to get Jack off. I pushed his shoulders forward and he laughed a bit more, before getting off me. He looked like a tomato. I chuckled and got up. I brushed my jeans.
"Um, sorry." I said ,blushing a little. This boy has such an affection on me, it's unbelievable. But why though? Was it a good one? For sure. I sighed and walked to the kitchen with Jack shyly following. I opened the fridge and looked inside. There was yogurts, fruit, and loads more. I licked my lips slowly at the thought of food. I heard a little noise behind me.. a moan? Jack was hungry too, I guess.
"You hungry?" I asked and he shook his head. Surely he should be hungry, he hasn't had anything at school or this morning.
"You sure? You haven't had anything all day." I asked, concerned. He shook his head.
"N-No, I'm fine." He said quietly. Yet I thought I got Jack out his shell a little, but I guess I was wrong...again.
I grabbed a can of Coke and a yogurt before placing them on the kitchen side surface.
"Will you at least drink something? I feel uncomfortable eating when people are looking...and I guess you'll be concentrated on your drink." I shyly said. Did I just open up a little to Jack? I mean, I just told him I don't like eating infant of people. That's one of my 'problems' I just told.
"I'm not really thirsty. B-But if you want me too, then yes please." He smiled awkwardly. I nodded as I got a small teaspoon for the yogurt (as the yogurt is one of those mini ones with Pepper Pig or Bob The Builder printed on the label.) I went back to the fridge and got Jack a Coke before going to the cupboard to get a pack of crisps- I'm so healthy.
I walked upstairs to my room basically juggling the food and drinks. I reached my bed and put the stuff down on the coffee table. I jumped on my bed and instantly patted the space right next to me for Jack. He shyly made his way to me, head ducked. He sat down, with his head still ducked.
"You know..I don't get you," I said. He looked up to me biting his lips and raising his eyebrows a little.
"Like, I thought I got you out of shell for a little. But it seems like you have crawled back in. You was shy at the beginning, then once you got to know me a tiny bit you was a little talkative, now you're all shy again." I sighed. He looked back down again, looking a bit sad before he did so.
"S-sorry." He whispered. I just grabbed mine and Jack's drinks. I gave him his and I opened mine, but placed it back on the coffee table. It went silent soon after.
"So..." I said suddenly, grabbing my yogurt and spoon. Jack looked up and then looked at the yogurt and giggled a bit. Giggled? Did he just fucking giggle? What the fuck was that?
"Did you just fucking giggle?" I asked loudly. The look in his eyes when I said that was enough to make me regret saying it that way. He looked shocked and a little sad.
"I'm sorry." I said, hugging Jack, careful not to get yogurt on him. He nodded into the hug. I never hugged anyone. I don't even hug my mum, let along Jack, a boy! It was kind of weird hugging a boy, hugging Jack. It's not the first time either. That's what got me. I'm not a homophobe or anything, but isn't that classed as 'gay'? Well, society says so. Actually, I'm not so sure on my sexuality. It's something I wasn't bothered about, but coming to think of it, it's making me think.
I finally let go of Jack and went back to eating. Sure I love boobs, but it's all Jack making me think twice. I get tingles when we hug or when earlier when I holded his hand. And when Jack fell on me downstairs, if I didn't move him...I'm sure I would of got a boner. That giggle though, that giggle got to me. Boys don't giggle, only...oh my god! Is..is Jack gay? I don't mind, but if he is then...then I don't have to worry about anything.
"Jack, are you gay?" I blurted out by accident. I soon covered my mouth, shock on my face. Why did I ask that? What if he's not and finds it offensive and runs away and never talks to me again? That was a stupid question. I looked at Jack as I saw fear? Yes, I saw fear.
"I uh. I.. Don't freak out please." He begged, tears starting to form.
"Sorry, Jack. I won't, I promise. I'm not homophobic." I said truly. Why was he so scared?
"Your..Your not?" He asked. I nodded. He bit his lip again.
"D-Don't tell anyone please. I-I'm sorry." He said, getting up and trying to leave but I stopped him.
"Jack, calm down. It's okay. I won't judge you and I won't tell anyone..I promise. Please don't go." I said seriously. He blinked and looked at me with no expression.
"Why? Why do you want me to stay? I'm just a faggot. Why do you care, Alex?" He asked, tears rolling down. I felt tears in the back of my eyes too. I bit my lip thinking of an excuse that doesn't evolve 'because you're giving me butterflies'
"Exactly, no reason what so ever. So please, let me go. You won't have to talk to my faggot face ever again." He said, trying to get out my grip. But I hold onto his wrist twice as hard.
"Alex, let me go pleas-"
"No Jack! I won't-"
"Let me go!" He shouted.
"Fine." I said plainly and let him go.
"I'm so sorry." He whispered before springing out my room.

Notes

What?! Jack no!
Well Alex is starting to feel something :p
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