Take Me, Show Me
Chapter 5
Alex's POV
I walk the halls after first period, wondering where my girlfriend was during Math. I slowly dragged my feet along the floor, looking around every corner I passed. Finally, I saw the tall girl standing at her locker. I walked up to her and smiled. "Oh hey Maeve. I can't hang with you today, I promised Jack and I forgot." She smiled at me. "That's okay Alex. He's your best friend, I understand. And sorry for this morning, I had an appointment." She kissed my cheek and I smile. "Great. Well I'm off to my next class, see you later!"
She waved at me as I turned my back to her, making my way to class. The second and third period passed by quickly and I walked into the cafeteria, going to our table, kissing Maeve on the cheek “Hey baby." She smiled. Jack walked in and sat across from Maeve beside Zack. I walked Round to Jack and sat beside him. "Hi Jacky." I said. I pressed my nose to his cheek and he blushed. Well that's odd. I smile. "So we have to finish our thing today. It's just our opinions; it's not that big of a deal. But it's due next week." He nodded and smiled, stuffing food in his mouth."
"So," Rian said, looking at Jack. "Have you told this guy that you have feelings for him?" Jack chocked on his food. "Ri, shut up! No I didn't okay?" Maeve squealed. "You're in love?! With who?!" Jack shook his head, not replying. He glanced at me quickly and looked down at his food. I rub his back. "Leave the poor guy alone, guys. Come on!" They laughed and dropped the subject. Jack looked and me and smiled, silently thanking me. I smiled back and ruffled his hair, and the bell rang. "Let's get to English. Bye guys, bye Maeve." She waved at me and I left with Jack, his hand in mine.
"So class, I moved the dates to the end of next week to Tuesday, due to many people being ill. You're welcome. You should really thank the sick people though." The class sighed in relief. "We'll we're almost done anyway." I said. Jack nodded. "You seem in a better mood today. I'm glad." He smiled as he continued to write part of the assignment. "It's all because of you." He said.
I blush at this. I don't care, though. As long as Jack's happy. "Hey, stop staring and write your part!" He said to me. I laughed, looking down at my paper. "You were gonna come to mine after, right?" I asked. He nodded. "Sure." I smiled. "Good because I already told Maeve I was with you." He looked down so that I didn't see the huge smile on his face, but I saw it.
The bell rang and we gathered our stuff, heading to my car. We drove to my house in a comfortable silence. When we arrived, we got out and made our way inside.
We were watching tv when I got a text from Maeve, asking if she could come over, that it was important. "Jacky, Maeve is coming over for five minutes." He frowned a little. "But only for five! She said it’s important. I told her today you were here, she knows." Jack nodded and turned back to the tv. I rested my head on his shoulder, and he brought me closer. I smiled to myself. I loved just cuddling with Jack, no matter where we are. The doorbell rang and I sighed, getting up, and away from Jack's warmth.
"Hey Maeve, come in." She stepped in and didn’t take her stuff off. I frowned. “What was so important then?” I asked. She pushed me up against the wall before I had time to move towards the living room and kissed me hard. I pushed her away. "What are you doing?" She huffed. "I'm not allowed to kiss my boyfriend?" I shook my head. "No, not like that. That was unnecessary." She rolled her eyes and kissed me again, rubbing her leg between mine.
If I was honest, I was disgusted. This is not what I wanted. "Maeve! Fuck! Stop it, okay? Why did you come here?" She laughed. "This is why. I want this." I pushed her away. Thia was the important thing? "You're just like the rest of them. I thought you were different. I'm not going to have sex with you, and I never will. Get out." She huffed. "Fine. Whatever, we're done." She paused a little. “I was just trying to show you that I love you. And I wanted to show that little fag in there that he will never have you.” She walked out and I stood there, frozen.
"Lexi? What happened?" Jack asked, coming out to stand next to me. Tears fall from my eyes as I slowly look up at him. "She just wanted sex, like the rest of them. She didn't care about me, Jacky." He took my hand and dragged me into the living room sitting us down. "I'm sorry Alex. She seemed so nice." I nodded and he hugged me, kissing my head. “She was so mean. And she called you a fag.” He laughed. “Hoe=w unoriginal.” I sighed.
"Sometimes..." He hugged me closer. "Sometimes what Lex?" I sighed, wiping my tears and pulling away, looking at him in the eyes. "Sometimes I feel like you're the only one who truly cares about me." He smiled softly at me. I didn't give him a chance to reply before I pressed my lips against his. He didn't respond at first, so I was about to pull away but them he leaned in towards me, kissing back. Our tongues worked together, softly. He moaned into my mouth and I froze. I quickly pulled away. "Fuck. You gotta go, now." I didn't let him speak, just pushed him out the door. He stumbled a bit and looked at me with puppy dog eyes that I couldn’t resist. I closed the door in his face.
I ran up to my room, breathing quickly. I sat on my bed and looked down at my crotch, noticing the obvious bulge. No. No this can't be happening. Why did I do that? Why did this Happen? Why do I feel this way? I lay down and cried my eyes out, unable to sleep properly.
Jack's POV
Alex leaned in and kissed me. I didn't respond right away, but when I did, I kissed back. I couldn't help myself and let a moan slip. Bad idea. Alex pulled away and freaked out, kicking me out of his house. I stood there for a while, wondering what just happened. I finally picked my feet up and I made my way home, as it started raining. My tears mixed with the rain, the darkness of the night fitting my mood perfectly. ‘Why is this happening to me?’ I asked myself.
I slowly made my way home, the rain soaking me to the bone. I was freezing, but I didn't care. I shakily opened my front door, making my way inside. I got into my bedroom and shed myself of my clothes, throwing on a dry pair of boxers and getting in bed, crying myself to sleep.
I walk the halls after first period, wondering where my girlfriend was during Math. I slowly dragged my feet along the floor, looking around every corner I passed. Finally, I saw the tall girl standing at her locker. I walked up to her and smiled. "Oh hey Maeve. I can't hang with you today, I promised Jack and I forgot." She smiled at me. "That's okay Alex. He's your best friend, I understand. And sorry for this morning, I had an appointment." She kissed my cheek and I smile. "Great. Well I'm off to my next class, see you later!"
She waved at me as I turned my back to her, making my way to class. The second and third period passed by quickly and I walked into the cafeteria, going to our table, kissing Maeve on the cheek “Hey baby." She smiled. Jack walked in and sat across from Maeve beside Zack. I walked Round to Jack and sat beside him. "Hi Jacky." I said. I pressed my nose to his cheek and he blushed. Well that's odd. I smile. "So we have to finish our thing today. It's just our opinions; it's not that big of a deal. But it's due next week." He nodded and smiled, stuffing food in his mouth."
"So," Rian said, looking at Jack. "Have you told this guy that you have feelings for him?" Jack chocked on his food. "Ri, shut up! No I didn't okay?" Maeve squealed. "You're in love?! With who?!" Jack shook his head, not replying. He glanced at me quickly and looked down at his food. I rub his back. "Leave the poor guy alone, guys. Come on!" They laughed and dropped the subject. Jack looked and me and smiled, silently thanking me. I smiled back and ruffled his hair, and the bell rang. "Let's get to English. Bye guys, bye Maeve." She waved at me and I left with Jack, his hand in mine.
"So class, I moved the dates to the end of next week to Tuesday, due to many people being ill. You're welcome. You should really thank the sick people though." The class sighed in relief. "We'll we're almost done anyway." I said. Jack nodded. "You seem in a better mood today. I'm glad." He smiled as he continued to write part of the assignment. "It's all because of you." He said.
I blush at this. I don't care, though. As long as Jack's happy. "Hey, stop staring and write your part!" He said to me. I laughed, looking down at my paper. "You were gonna come to mine after, right?" I asked. He nodded. "Sure." I smiled. "Good because I already told Maeve I was with you." He looked down so that I didn't see the huge smile on his face, but I saw it.
The bell rang and we gathered our stuff, heading to my car. We drove to my house in a comfortable silence. When we arrived, we got out and made our way inside.
We were watching tv when I got a text from Maeve, asking if she could come over, that it was important. "Jacky, Maeve is coming over for five minutes." He frowned a little. "But only for five! She said it’s important. I told her today you were here, she knows." Jack nodded and turned back to the tv. I rested my head on his shoulder, and he brought me closer. I smiled to myself. I loved just cuddling with Jack, no matter where we are. The doorbell rang and I sighed, getting up, and away from Jack's warmth.
"Hey Maeve, come in." She stepped in and didn’t take her stuff off. I frowned. “What was so important then?” I asked. She pushed me up against the wall before I had time to move towards the living room and kissed me hard. I pushed her away. "What are you doing?" She huffed. "I'm not allowed to kiss my boyfriend?" I shook my head. "No, not like that. That was unnecessary." She rolled her eyes and kissed me again, rubbing her leg between mine.
If I was honest, I was disgusted. This is not what I wanted. "Maeve! Fuck! Stop it, okay? Why did you come here?" She laughed. "This is why. I want this." I pushed her away. Thia was the important thing? "You're just like the rest of them. I thought you were different. I'm not going to have sex with you, and I never will. Get out." She huffed. "Fine. Whatever, we're done." She paused a little. “I was just trying to show you that I love you. And I wanted to show that little fag in there that he will never have you.” She walked out and I stood there, frozen.
"Lexi? What happened?" Jack asked, coming out to stand next to me. Tears fall from my eyes as I slowly look up at him. "She just wanted sex, like the rest of them. She didn't care about me, Jacky." He took my hand and dragged me into the living room sitting us down. "I'm sorry Alex. She seemed so nice." I nodded and he hugged me, kissing my head. “She was so mean. And she called you a fag.” He laughed. “Hoe=w unoriginal.” I sighed.
"Sometimes..." He hugged me closer. "Sometimes what Lex?" I sighed, wiping my tears and pulling away, looking at him in the eyes. "Sometimes I feel like you're the only one who truly cares about me." He smiled softly at me. I didn't give him a chance to reply before I pressed my lips against his. He didn't respond at first, so I was about to pull away but them he leaned in towards me, kissing back. Our tongues worked together, softly. He moaned into my mouth and I froze. I quickly pulled away. "Fuck. You gotta go, now." I didn't let him speak, just pushed him out the door. He stumbled a bit and looked at me with puppy dog eyes that I couldn’t resist. I closed the door in his face.
I ran up to my room, breathing quickly. I sat on my bed and looked down at my crotch, noticing the obvious bulge. No. No this can't be happening. Why did I do that? Why did this Happen? Why do I feel this way? I lay down and cried my eyes out, unable to sleep properly.
Jack's POV
Alex leaned in and kissed me. I didn't respond right away, but when I did, I kissed back. I couldn't help myself and let a moan slip. Bad idea. Alex pulled away and freaked out, kicking me out of his house. I stood there for a while, wondering what just happened. I finally picked my feet up and I made my way home, as it started raining. My tears mixed with the rain, the darkness of the night fitting my mood perfectly. ‘Why is this happening to me?’ I asked myself.
I slowly made my way home, the rain soaking me to the bone. I was freezing, but I didn't care. I shakily opened my front door, making my way inside. I got into my bedroom and shed myself of my clothes, throwing on a dry pair of boxers and getting in bed, crying myself to sleep.
Notes
I'm so sorry. So, so Sorry. Sorry x 100. I meant to come back and update but I was so stressed out I just had a breakdown. It was horrible. I don't mean to throw all my problems out there, I'm sure some of you have it worse. But yeah, sorry. /: *hides in a corner*Thanks to:
BeMyEverAfter
JagkBarakitten
AND THE FACT THAT IT WAS JALEX ASDFGHJKL;
I LOVE YOU AND I'M SAD THAT IT'S OVER
BUT I'M LOOKING FORWARD TO WHATEVER YOU WRITE NEXT~
3/31/13