*Jack's POV*

Everything got back to normal when Alex's ex boyfriend Vic returned to San Diego and talked to him. I could see how Alex dropped all the weight from his chest and he was finally being himself. The happy Alex I know, who needed a lot of love from his boyfriend.
I adore him and at this point, I don't think that living without him would be an option. I love him and I know he loves me. We're slowly starting to move in together and my heart is where it belongs.

Sometimes I think about everything that has happened, while I watch Alex sleep. He looks peaceful and happy. He does. And I'm glad that I am one of the reasons for that. I think about how miserable my love life, well life in general, was before I met him. I felt incomplete, unworthy of love, always treated badly. And then he came into my life, that lovely man that completely turned my world around. He showed how it feels to be loved. I am loved now.
He would mumble something in his sleep and I would kiss his lips and snuggle up to him. His arms would always wrap around me and he would always say I love you Jacky.

My life is now perfect and I will do everything for it to stay this way. I will do everything for Alex.
I couldn't believe that he would actually ask me if he makes me happy. I always let him know that he makes me the happiest. All the time we spent together filled my memory box with all kinds of memories, mostly beautiful ones. I remember every little detail. The sparkle in his eyes on that night I met him and we were sitting at the bar.

I remember when he played for me, became a part of our band, gave us a name, held my hand, kissed my cheek.

I remember when our fingers interlocked for the first time and when we kissed right here in this apartament we now call home, our home.

I remember the first time we made love in this bed, I remember how he loved the candles and how we almost burnt the pizza.

I remember what his face expression was when I told him I love him.

I remember when he told me about his scars and how he snuggled up to me while I was caressing them. He didn't have to hide anything from me.

I also remember how understanding he was when I told him about Matthew's suicide, how he held me in his arms and kissed my forehead.

I remember everything and I always will.

Alexander William Gaskarth is the love of my life and I want no other. And if I die tomorrow, I will die happy, knowing that I had something most people search for a long time, or don't find at all.

Notes

The next chapter I write is going to be the last one...

Thanks for reading, liking, commenting, you're awesome!
I will definitely write another Jalex very soon :)

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