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Forever Young

You're Huge!

I was standing outside the gates for in flights, nervously tapping my foot. It's been so long since I've seen all the boys, and lately I've been getting...bigger. It's no wonder the baby was pinching my nerve, little Melody was turning into a bigger Melody. I took in a deep breath as I heard the boy's fight number being called for landing. Hopefully they don't all make too many fat jokes, I'm already nervous about how Jack is going to like the new, bigger bump. I was already self-conscious about it. I can feel people starring at me, and as if not taking my medication wasn't enough.

I watched the people start unloading, thinking about other things. Jack had called me a few times lately, asking if I thought he'd be a good dad. Granted, I'm sure he was a little tipsy, but I always tried to assure him....

Of course you will be, baby. You're practically a child anyway.”
“No, seriously. Like, what if I miss all the important things? We can't really bring a baby on the road. It getting up in the night all the time would get on everyone's nerve, and I can't not go on tour. I might miss her first words, her first steps. Ember, she's going to hate me.”
“Oh shush, she won't.” I promised. “Look, your last tour for awhile is Spring Fever next year. She'll be born by the end of that. You'll have a few months to bond with her and take care of her. You'll see, you're going to be amazing.”
“But, I'm going to-”

If she ever does anything without you, I'll record it.”
“It's not the same.”

How about, let's see how the first year goes? When she's not crying so much, a little bigger, and maybe walking a bit, we can try a small tour to see if Melody can handle it. How does that sound?”
That sounds okay...”
You're going to be the best dad ever.”
“I don't know...”
“You will. Wanna know why?”
“Why?”
“Cause if Melody I anything like me, she's going to love you regardless of anything.”“Ember!”


“Ember!” My thoughts were broken as I heard my name being called. Looking up, I found the boys all bustling towards me. Alex was first of course, and the one yelling. “Ember! Holy shit! You're huge.”

That fucker.

“Alex, that's so mean.” Matt said, but Alex ignored him, dropping his carry ons and putting his hands on my stomach.
“Hey Mel,” he started talking to it. “I heard you were giving Mommy problems, no pulling those things now that Daddy is home.”
“I hope to God you aren't referring to yourself as 'Daddy.'” I heard Jack's voice say, and he came into view. “Cause last time I checked, that was my kid.”
“I'm Dadd number two.” Alex smiled, and I rolled my eyes before pushing him away.
“Yeah, well. I would like to see Daddy One then.” I said, and Jack smiled, walking over to gather me in his arms. Well, as much as he could.
“But!”
“Shut up Alexander!” Practically everyone said at once.
“You all suck. I'm going to get my bags.”
“Good, then you'll stop insulting and feeling up my wife.” Jack called after him before lookin down at me. “You still look great to me.”
“Thanks,” I smiled a little and stood up on my toes and he quickly bent to kiss me. “I missed you.” I mumbled, and he only kissed me again.
“I missed you too.”
“Still worried about all this?” I asked, looking down a bit, and Jack kissed the top of my head.
“I am, but we'll get through it.” He said, giving a somewhat convincing smile.
“Good, now let's-”
“Stop sharing a moment so we can all say hi to you?” Rian interrupted and Jack and I pouted at him.
“Can't I just have her to myself for once?”
“Sure you can,” Zack said. “As soon as your home. But right now, let's see the bump!”

Rolling my eyes, I prepared to talk and explain everything that's been going on while they were away. Of course, everyone wanted to touch and talk about the 'bump.' The boys have been mostly referring the baby by her name though, it was nice. It was like she was already here. Clearly she's already loved.

When we finally left the air port, Jack told the guys he would hang out with them in a couple days, before our special trip that I still had no idea what it would include. He asked a hundred times if I was sure I wanted to drive, but told him it was fine. He was just on a fourteen or so hours flight. I can tell he's tired. I'm okay, the pinched nerve thing doesn't really hurt anymore, not often at least. I asked him about the tour as we headed home, of course I already knew most of what happened, but there was a few stories I haven't heard yet that he gladly shared.

When we got home, I offered to help carry in some of his things, but he refused to let me. I just agreed, and let him carry in the few bags he had in by himself. I really didn't want to just sit on the couch, I was getting tired of lazing around all the time. Soon I found myself in the kitchen, deciding to make a couple sandwiches cause I was hungry, again, and I was sure that Jack would want some real food after living on tour/plane food for how many months.

Right as I was finishing up the second one, resisting the temptation to just start eating both of them. Lately that's all I've been doing....eating. A lot. It was so weird to just be hungry all the fucking time. And of course now Alex's mention of how big I am now is going to bug me forever. Maybe I should watch how much I-

“Whatcha making babe?.” Jack's voice broke through my thoughts, and his arms wrapped around my middle.
“Just some sandwiches. Turkey is alright, right?” I asked, and Jack made a small noise of approval, opting to lean down and kiss my neck softly.
“Anything sounds great as long as it's not fastfood.” He commented, and I giggled from the feeling of his breath on my neck.
“You'll be eating it again in like, a week.” I said, setting down the now finished sandwich and turning in his arms to look at him.

Jack only smiled widely at me before pressing our lips together. Smiling into the kiss, I happily kissed back, moving my arms to wrap around his neck. Jack deepened the kiss, moving his hands from my back down to my butt. I rolled my eyes internally when I felt him squeeze my cheeks and pulled away.

“What are you doing?” I giggled.
“Trying to turn you on.” He shrugged, and moved in the kiss me again and I muttered.
“Surprising.”
“What?” He stopped, furrowing his eyebrows. “Why would that be surprising?”
“I don't know if you've noticed, but I'm kind of a whale.” I said,shrugging. Jack shook his head a little and hugged me closer.
“You are not, shut up.”
“I feel like it.” I pouted. “All I ever do is eat now.”
“There's two stomachs to feed.” Jack assured, kissing my forehead. “I promised that I would still love you even when you're fat. Which you are not, you're pregnant. You'll deflate after Melody is born.”
“God I hope so.” I mumbled, feeling Jack shake with quiet laughter. “Quit laughing at me!”
“But you're being ridiculous and it's cute.” He said, letting go of me to tilt my head up by my chin. “Trust me, you're just as beautiful as the day I first laid eyes on you.”
“But you hated me.” I pointed out.
“Not immediately, it was your mouth that started issues.”
“No way, it was you're prickish way of greeting me.”
“Whatever, can we kiss now?”
“I don't know I still-”

Jack ignored me and pressed our lips together again.

Notes

I SUCK AND HAVE WRITER'S BLOCK. I AM SO SORRY ABOUT THIS.

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Thank you both! I'm a work in progress but I'm getting there. ♡

It's okay, I just really hope you're feeling better <3

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I loved ur story hope u are doing better

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I am so sorry. I will try to add a chapter to explain where I have been.