Rian St. Dawson
Ch.16: Tonight
Rian's POV:
Everything came flooding back now. What the hell have I been doing these past couple months? I remember actually doing stuff, but I don't remember time passing by. Everything felt like its only been a few hours. When really. Its been months. That part scared me the most.
Cassadee made that way. She made me not see reality. She was draining my energy. She was the one hurting everyone. She took over my body and made me hurt Alex.
I look over at Alex who stood up and walked over to me. Last thing I remember seeing what Tay showed me was that Alex was really sick. He looked better now. I felt better now. I felt like myself. But I don't even remember leaving Towson in the first place.
"Rian, you there?," Alex says quietly. I nod and look up at him, "I'm back. Its me. Its really me. I don't feel the connection with Cassadee now." The guys sigh, "thank god," Jack mumbles.
"What I don't get is, why was there a connection in the first place?" "I think its... its because you were so heart broken that Cassadee was gone, that you wanted to believe that she was really with you. And I think she took advantage of that." "She used my heart...?" "By the looks of it, she made sure that you were one-hundred percent connected to her. Even if it meant to get to your heart."
I remember that first night with her in the house. Everything about her was good. Then the last night in the house, it was cold and dark. There wasn't that glow and warmth I usually got.
Then there was that voice that told me to get out.
Fuck. I'm such a fucking idiot.
"I was even warned...," I mumble. "What do you mean?," Zack asks. "The night before we left, I went to see Cassadee. It was the same night I got the ring. But before I left, there was voice that told me to get out. That I been warned. I knew it wasn't Cassadee. It was someone else. I think... I think that voice was warning me about Cassadee."
They all go quiet and I close my eyes. This was all my fault. I was even warned about her and I ignored it.
"You know what we have to do, don't you Rian," I look up at Alex who spoke. I nod slowly, "I have to end it." "Tonight."
Everything came flooding back now. What the hell have I been doing these past couple months? I remember actually doing stuff, but I don't remember time passing by. Everything felt like its only been a few hours. When really. Its been months. That part scared me the most.
Cassadee made that way. She made me not see reality. She was draining my energy. She was the one hurting everyone. She took over my body and made me hurt Alex.
I look over at Alex who stood up and walked over to me. Last thing I remember seeing what Tay showed me was that Alex was really sick. He looked better now. I felt better now. I felt like myself. But I don't even remember leaving Towson in the first place.
"Rian, you there?," Alex says quietly. I nod and look up at him, "I'm back. Its me. Its really me. I don't feel the connection with Cassadee now." The guys sigh, "thank god," Jack mumbles.
"What I don't get is, why was there a connection in the first place?" "I think its... its because you were so heart broken that Cassadee was gone, that you wanted to believe that she was really with you. And I think she took advantage of that." "She used my heart...?" "By the looks of it, she made sure that you were one-hundred percent connected to her. Even if it meant to get to your heart."
I remember that first night with her in the house. Everything about her was good. Then the last night in the house, it was cold and dark. There wasn't that glow and warmth I usually got.
Then there was that voice that told me to get out.
Fuck. I'm such a fucking idiot.
"I was even warned...," I mumble. "What do you mean?," Zack asks. "The night before we left, I went to see Cassadee. It was the same night I got the ring. But before I left, there was voice that told me to get out. That I been warned. I knew it wasn't Cassadee. It was someone else. I think... I think that voice was warning me about Cassadee."
They all go quiet and I close my eyes. This was all my fault. I was even warned about her and I ignored it.
"You know what we have to do, don't you Rian," I look up at Alex who spoke. I nod slowly, "I have to end it." "Tonight."
2/21/13