You Are My Wonderwall

*Jack's P.O.V*

I haven't seen Alex in what it seemed ages. He hasn't come to school, nor answer my messages, nor pick up my calls... I was getting worried.

The bell rang and I rushed onto my new car, the one my parents gave me as a present for my awesome grades. While I drove I was getting more anxious. Why? That was what it bothered me the most, this anxiety I had everytime I thought about Alex. Why he could make me this? A few months ago I hated him and after that month being friends... if I didn't see him in two weeks I felt like I was going to die sooner or later.

I asked myself a billion times if I had made something. I tried to remember every detail about the last time we saw each other, Lex was crying because of the Lisa's thing and... that it was. He had kissed me when I tried to comfort him, and I hadn't kiss him back. But, he couldn't be making all this drama 'cause of that kiss, right?

I parked my car and I jumped out of it. I walked on to the door and rang the bell.

"Jack?" Isobel, Alex's mother, asked.

"Yeah, it's me. Can I talk to Alex, please?"

She was about to answer when Alex showed up. "Who's it mom...?" he was cutted when he saw me. His eyes opened widely, and started to murmmure something I couldn't hear.

I grabbed his arm, so he couldn't scape. "Finally, I thought you were dead or something." Alex just rolled his eyes. Isobel left so she could let us talk.

"Where were you idiot?" I questioned him.

"In my house, maybe?"

"Alex."

"It's just I don't wanna see you, okay? I hate you, so, so much. I can't believe I tried to be your friend, seriously, you're a fucking asshole. Can you just turn around, go to your house, go on with your life and leave me alone? I would be so happy if you made that."

If you hit me in that moment, if you would take all my clothe and leave me nude in the middle of the street, it would feel exactly the same. "Are you fucking serious? You were the one who told me to trust you! To be your friend! That you would be mine!" I was almost screaming and tears were about to run through my cheeks. "Maybe I just met you a few months ago, maybe I hated you at first, maybe I didn't trusted you... but I learnt how. I learnt how to be your friend, how you could be mine..." I started laughing. "Know what? Forget about it. I'll just leave you alone."

I turned around and started walking away, when Alex shouted me to stay, but I didn't turned back. I didn't want to see his face covered of angry tears. And I didn't want him to see mine, covered with sad tears.




"Jacky? is everything okay?" my mom asked from my bedroom door. I shrugged and covered my face with my pillow. She entered the room and sat next to me in my bed. "Something you maybe want to talk about?" I looked at her and hugged her waist, braking into tears again. "I'm crying for a bastar, mom! I don't know why I am so sad about this, he was just my... my..." "Your very first friend, Jacky. It's logical you're so sad." She started playing with my hair. "I passed through all this when I was your age, it was hard, but then life gave me so much beautiful things to compense the bad ones... Everything will get better soon, I promise."

Notes

So... sorry for this... horrible chapter. I don't like it at all, but hope you do so. It's too late here were I live but I wanted to update today so... yeah ;___;

Well, things will start getting better soon. I will give a twist to the story, and, yeah, that.

I will write a one-shot soon, so... hope you guys like it~

ByeBye!