There was nothing worse than Warped Tour. All the girlfriends agreed. It was the one we all agreed to come along to, but that's because we knew each other would be there. Each one of use loved the music, but the screaming fans got old if they were constantly chasing after your partner. Oli burst onto the bus laughing. He jumped onto the couch and lay with his head in your lap.
"Those fans are insane, it's crazy." You brushed his hair out of his face while he recounted Bring Me The Horizons latest set. Three bras, five t-shirts and one set of panties. "That will never fucking get old. I feel like I'm accomplishing something, you know? They rely on us to keep them ALIVE. I feel so obliged to keep writing, keep playing." He gave this same speech after every show, and you knew as well as anyone that he was right, most of the fans needed this music to keep themselves going, to resist the temptation of killing themselves. You used to be one of them, except, unlike the others, music hadn't been enough, and you had lost hope. "I'm so glad they found you in time, or I would never had had you." Oli kissed the still lingering scars on your wrists and sat up to pull you onto his chest.

***FLASHBACK***
"Oh, just go kill yourself you emo piece of shit." That was all it had taken, that one comment from that one girl outside a Black Veil Brides concert at last years Warped. You had taken the bottle from your purse and downed the contents in one sitting. The security had found you and carried you to the always ready ambulance just in time. You blacked out from then on and couldn't remember much. A notice went round the tents informing all the bands of the attempted suicide and Oli, Austin and Ashley had visited you in the hospital after you had had your stomach pumped. You had woken with a warm hand grasping your and murmuring voices surrounding your bed. Your eyelids flitted open and all three men leant over your face to see your eyes. The surprise of who was standing there had almost given you cause to pass out again, but Ashley supported your head as Austin helped you to sit up. Oli never let go of your hand, explaining what had happened and hurriedly making you promise to never do it again.
At the time you were a shy fangirl, you had no idea that these three men would become your closest friends in the world.

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"Please, Y/N?" Oli was on his knees, begging for you to come with him to the tents. "Please!? Ashley and Austin will be there, there'll be no fans I promise." It wasn't the fans that put you off going, you loved hanging with the bands, it was the only redeeming feature of this god forsaken tour, it was the fact that the last few days you had felt sick to your stomach, and you had no idea why. "It's our one year anniversary, I want to spend it with you, but I also want to see the guys today before we head out for dinner." Austin and Ashley thought they were the most hilarious people on earth and had thrown us a massive party to celebrate.
"Okay okay!" You could never resist it when he pulled the puppy eyes at you, his entire face softened to an extremity and his eyes glistened perfectly, in the same way a person you used to know in high school's had. "Fine, I'll come, I wanted to finish my book." You folded down the page of As You Like It and pulled on your jacket. "Honestly, Oliver Sykes I can never finish anything on this bus." He laughed as he pulled you into his arms and ran his fingers through your hair. His lips pressed to your forehead before he pulled you off the bus.
You could hear the noise straight away, Andy being obnoxiously loud as usual, Juliet telling him so, Kellin singing with Vic and another voice you couldn't place. The noises comforted you, as much as you like to hide away in the quiet of the bus, where these boys were was home. The anarchy, the idiocy, it was reassuring, it was uplifting, it made you smile.
Oh god, as soon as you brushed through the door of the tent you remembered why you came on every tour with Oli, the noise was always accompanied by something stupid, and it was usually up to you to save their asses. In this case, two members from a band called All Time Low were standing on there heads, drinking a bottle of Jack through a straw. You had never seen the band play live, nor had you seen any of the members in the tent, they were totally dedicated to their fans and were either signing objects and chatting or in their bus whenever you were out with Oli. The skunk-haired one fell from his position and rolled into a seated position leaning against one of the couches. He extended a hand to you and you crossed the room to shake it, "Jack Barakat, drunk, sexy and awesome." Oli laughed at him and introduced me himself. "Y/N, sensible, sexy and mine." Jack flung his arms up in surrender and his head rolled with he quick movement. The other was introduced to me as Alex and he whispered to me that Jack turned into a gremlin if you fed him after midnight which made me question what exactly had been out in that whiskey and how long they had been drinking for. I sent a puzzled look Oli's way and he pulled me by my waist and guided me to where Austin was, explaining that they didn't need to be drunk to act like idiots.
"Y'N, where have you been hiding? We've been waiting for you." Ashley said a he hugged you. "You're presence during this tour has been below-par and inexcusable." Oh, yes, he was far gone already. It was only 9 o'clock.
"More accurately, what has she been reading." Austin chimed in. I jumped on the hulking man and he spun me around in a hug. He was one of my closest friends and knew me like a book. "Austen?"
"Shakespeare actually. You only assume its her because of your ego." He snorted at my comment and quipped back,
"It's an excellent name. You should be reading her and only her." You laughed and playfully punched him the shoulder. Another figure entered the room and everyone turned to stare at them. The moment your eyes hit their face you froze. No. No, no, no, no. It can't be.

Notes

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