Katie
I woke up completely hung over not sure of what had happened the night before. I was all alone and there was a note on the table. I had to head to my girlfriends be gone when you read this. you definetly weren't worth it. I started crying. He had a girlfriend?! I can't fucking believe this I knew I had no luck with guys!! My phone started buzzing. God Damnit!
"Hello?! What the fuck do you want!!" I said coldly into the phone.
"What?! Don't fucking talk to me like that you bitch. I saw you with some guy last night what the fuck was that?!" He shouted.
"You broke up with me. Remember? God damnit and he's no one I fucking hate him." I started to grab my things and I walked out the door still on the phone.
"Why? Cuz he realized you were a fat whore?! Or because he saw your scars?! Or because you're a fucking ugly cow?!" his words hurt.
"What the fuck is wrong with you Jordan?! And no!! Because he has a girlfriend and he's an ass hole!! What did you call me for?!" I yelled crying. I started to walk home. I just wanted to get out of here.
"I called because I'm at your house and you're coming with me." he spat.
"I'm not going anywhere with you. Get the fuck out of my house!! I swear to god If you so much as look at me.." I couldn't finish that sentence. I'm so scared. If I threaten him this will all be bad again. I can't breathe. "You'll do what?" He spat.
"I'm not afraid of you.." I lied.
"then why don't you come and face me?!" I hung up. I had to do this... I had to face him. I walked home.
Shit. I'm so scared. I don't want him to hurt me again. I remembered I had razors in my purse still. I always had them just in case. For insurance. I pulled it out of my purse and kept it in my hand. Take a deep breath and walk through the door. I was about to open the door when I remembered I should probably call 911 just in case. So, I backed into the hall away from the door and dialled 911.
"Hello, 911 What is your emergency?"
"Hi, uhm I-I uh m-my ex boyfriend is umh i-n my a-ppartment."
"Whats wrong mam what is the issue?"
"H-he he's a-busive. He h-hits me. he t-threatened to take m-me s-somewhere. p-please im so scared."
"Hold on miss, I'm sending a squad car down right now. Where are you?"
"I-I'm outside the d-door. I-I can hear him. I can hear h-him in t-tthere." I answered. I was shaking so much.
"Okay, don't go inside there should be a police car there in just a few minutes."
"O-okay I---" the sound of my door swinging open and someone coming out made me freeze.
I have to get out of here. I turned around and started to run but he was so close behind. He grabbed me and I screamed. "HELP HELP SOMEBODY HELP ME PLEASE!!!!!" I was crying and screaming and kicking and trying to break free but he wouldn't let go. "SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME!!" We were almost back upstairs when I remembered my razor. I took it and dragged it up his whole fore arm. "You stupid fucking bitch!!" He shouted holding onto his arm. I checked my phone and I was still on the call with the operator. I started running downstairs and outside. I had no where to go. Matt's I had to. I had to.
"Hello? Miss Hello?"
"Hello, I'm here"
"Miss did he hurt you?"
"No, I-I hurt him, I cut his arm with a razor blade so he would let go" I realized it was still in my hand and I was holding onto it so tightly I had cut myself. I put the razor into my pocket.
"Are you safe right now?"
"Yes. Can I hang up I want to lay down for a minute?" I asked
"Yes the police will still come to ask you a few questions."
I hung up and began to walk away but someone from behind me grabbed me and put something over my face. Next thing I knew I was in my room in my bed naked and Jordan was on me. I started to cry. "Get off of me!!" I tried to push him off but he was too strong. I couldn't stop crying.
"GET OFF OF ME! NOO!! JORDAN STOP!! STOP IT PLEASE!!!!" I was kicking and screaming. He hit me. He hit me so hard my face was burning.
"JORDAN GET OFF OF ME! STOP IT!" I was crying. He then started to rape me. I closed my eyes and cried and cried and shouted but no one heard me. He got up and left. I feel so dirty. I rolled over and cried. I covered myself with a blanket and cried for hours. I got up and took my clothes into the bathroom and went to have my shower. When I dropped my pants on the ground my razor fell out. I picked it up and put it by the sink. I turned the shower on. I grabbed my razor got in the shower and knelt down. I took the razor and dragged it across my skin on my wrists and thighs. It felt so good. It took away from what happened. I kept cutting and cutting and letting the blood flow out of me. It was beautiful. The one thing I could do right. The one thing pretty about me. I don't know how many cuts I made but there was blood all over the floor of the shower. I started laughing. I laughed because this was truly the only way I could be happy. But my laughter turned into tears. I cried and cried just sitting on my shower floor. Someone came in. I wanted to look up but I was scared. What if it was him. I didn't even want to think his name.
"K-Katie?" a shaken voice asked. It was Matt. He ran over to me and turned the water off. He grabbed a towel off the rack and wrapped me in it. "
Hey. These look bad come on." he said. I didn't care how mad I was at him I wasn't going to fight it. I cried. He looked around for bandages and found some. He patched me up and help me get dressed. I cried. Someone who said you weren't worth it now all of a sudden treating me so nice? I don't know how to feel. "What happened, why did you leave babe?" he asked.

Matt

"Babe?!" She spat.
"Yeah, why?"
"I'm not your babe. I hate you! I can't believe you came here! This is all your fault!!" she shouted. She started to cry. How was this all my fault?
"How is this my fault?"
"You left that stupid fucking note!! and then he called and I was raped!!" She was crying so hard. I pulled her close to me and just hugged her.
"What note?" I asked
"The one about your girlfriend and that I wasn't even worth it" she cried into my chest
"That was to Alex's one night stand he cheats on Lisa all the time. But who raped you what the fuck!?" I was so angry. She was raped when she couldve been eating breakfast with me and the guys. She was crying. I hugged tighter.
"My ex boyfriend. He was abusive and he saw me with you last night and got mad. He was waiting for me when I got here. I tried to call the police but I-I--" she couldn't finish. She just cried and cried.
"I don't want you to stay here if he knows where you live. I want you to be safeAre you comfortable moving in with me?" She nodded.
I can't believe this happened to her. I lifted up her sleeves and kissed over the bandages where each scar was. She lifted my face to hers and kissed me.
"I'm sorry Matt... I'm so sorry."
I shook my head. "No this isn't your fault."
There was a knock at the door. Katie started shaking. I held her close. "I'll get it." I walked to the door to open it and it was some guy with a cut on his arm. "WHERE THE FUCK IS SHE?!" He shouted.