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Dedication Takes a Lifetime But Dreams Only Last For a Night

Faith and Misery

Alex POV: Life is just so great right now. I'm laying on my boyfriends chest, as he plays with my hair and we're watching some random tv show. It turns out I'm not going to get beaten or possibly killed by Blake. It offended me when I heard my three best friends had a secret and weren't planning on telling me but once I heard what Jack did, how could I get mad. He actually talked to Blake and they're actually on speaking terms! I just couldn't believe it. I really want to meet the real Blake, the kind sensitive boy Jack talked about. After Jack told us we worked on some new songs and I felt we were finally a band, we were finally a bonded group. Suddenly my phone rang making me jump out of my thoughts. "Hello?" "Hi Alex" Ben said. Jack meanwhile mouthed "Who is it?" I gave him the one sec sign as I said" Hi Ben! Whats up?" "So first I wanted to ask how are you feeling?" "I'm feeling great, I'm out of the hospital and I feel as good as new thanks to you." "Great. I was so scared that day. Anyway I wanted to ask, how's the band thing going?" "It's awesome! We've rehearsed some songs and it sounds great. Zack is wicked." "Are you guys ready for your first gig?" "What??" "Yep I'm having a party and I wanted a band so are you guys up for it? " "Oh my god!!!! Of course we are!! I'd have to ask the other dudes but yes! When is it?" "Awesome. It's in two weeks on Friday at my house. Thanks. You guys are saving my party from extreme music boredom." "Thank you! Bye." I hung up the phone and practically squealed at Jack" We have our first gig!" Jack expressions turned from confusion to ecstatic. "Wow no way!!" He literally stood up and started to bounce around happily me joining him. After our random dance party I called Rian and zack and told them the news. They were as happy and excited as we were and we decided to meet at Rians tomorrow after school practice. The rest of the day went quickly and soon school came. Blake actually smiled and greeted Jack and I. A kid called us fags and Blake, blake the bully, told him to shut up. After school which was uneventful, we met at Rians and started practicing Head On Collision by New Found Glory when I realized we don't have a name. "Alex you why'd you stop? We just reached the chorus? " Rian asked. "We dont have a name." We all stayed silent for a few minutes until Jack suggested we took our name from song lyrics. We all agreed but soon enough we started fighting about which one. I really wanted Wide Awake from Futures by Jimmy Eat World. Jack wanted Remember and Smile from Blinks Feeling This. And Zack and Rian were all for Faith and Misery from Holiday by Green day. After arguing for almost half an hour Rian suggested we started to practice again. Jack said "Good idea. We'll decide later. From the all time low right?" At that second something inside of me clicked. "That's the name! All Time Low." "Hmm. I like it!" Jack said. Zack soon agreed. Rian was reluctant and said it wasn't as good as Faith and Misery. But he also said it could work. "World watch out. All Time Low is here!" I said jokingly and jack laughed his too loud laugh that made me feel warm and fuzzy inside. The days fell again into a comfortable routine and soon it was the day of the party. It was my first time singing in front of a audience. I was so nervous. We arrived early to set up. Soon the party was crowded with people and it was time to preform. The second I got on stage the fear and anxiousness just disappeared. It felt perfect. I announced our name and started to play dammit by blink 182. Me and Jack joked and I knew he was having just as much fun as I was. I can't even begin to describe the wonderful feeling of performing, being on stage, singing my heart out. After the first song people started to really cheer. Someone yelled Alex marry me. Jack was so adorable as he said he's mine and pecked me. I knew at that moment that this is what i want to do.Forever. After we finished me and jack just sat outside talking. Out of the corner of my eye I saw Zack and Blake making out. Black exists! Rian meanwhile was talking to his long going crush Cassedee. Everything was simply perfect.

Notes

Hey guys! So just wanted to say this is my next to last chapter in this story. Wow I can't believe I went through with it. Anyway I happen to know there are at least 17 of you subscribers so is it too much to hope for 10 new comments? Prove me wrong! You can do it! And I'll update the last chapter whenever I finish it. I want it to be really good and my writing muses left me :( I'll do my best. Love you guys!!!

Comments

Awwwwwwwwww this is amazing thank you

Fan girl Fan girl
11/3/14
@JagkBarakitten
Sorry for not commenting I forgot I had a account here -_-
oh cool.
Thanks!!!!!! Don't worry they're will be a sequel! Thanks!! Ii will <3
ironi1234 ironi1234
3/2/13
just for you know, i am "JuBarakitten" ok? i was doing my login with my tumblr but i changed my url i needed to do this new account, but anyway
NO
FUCK
YOU CANT JUST FINISH THIS
FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK
KEEP WRITING I NEED IT
oh im so sad cause i really love your fanfic =C SHAME ON YOU!!!!
you're a good writer! if you do a new fanfic, please message me ok? i'll surely read it c:
JagkBarakitten JagkBarakitten
2/18/13
@JuBarakitten
Don't worry. I just got this really epic idea for a sequel and I just can't wait to write it! I just need to finish the last chapter for this :) you're comment about my comment about you making my day made my day too ;) lol yeah same here
ironi1234 ironi1234
2/16/13
@ironi1234
YAAAAAAAAY please dont stop writing! please U_U oh i love when the people say that something i said made their days cause it always make MY day.
yeah my english is not that bad but you'll probably see something wrong LOL whatever
JuBarakitten JuBarakitten
2/13/13