Dedication Takes a Lifetime But Dreams Only Last For a Night
Drama Sucks.
Alex POV: Zack was cute. We clicked instantly. He had a great taste in music and didn't ask about my hand with its scars. He was really funny and not shy at all as I got to know him. He would be a awesome addition to our band. I felt it was right. I noticed Zack was getting close to me. And I mean really close. I could see his greenish brown eyes. He started to lean in. And the weird thing was that I wanted him to kiss me. No Jack! I'm with Jack. I wanted to punch myself. "Zack. Stop. I'm with Jack." I said firmly but gently. "Oh" Zack said awkwardly. "I'm so sorry." Jack stood behind us, tears in his eyes. "You can shove your fucking sorry up your ass. Leave me with my soon to be ex." "Look, I'm so sorry. I didn't know you guys are together. I don't know what came over me." Zack said as he went upstairs. "Why Alex? Why?" He asked with tear filled eyes that broke my heart. "Jack nothing happened. I'm so sorry." "Oh you're sorry. You think I'm not well aware of the fact I'm an unattractive, useless, talentless idiot? You think I don't wonder every day how I got so lucky as to get a perfect boyfriend like you? You think I don't know how messed up my life is compared to him? After Blake I could never trust again. And yet I trusted you! And what happened? You betrayed me you fucking asshole!!!!" Jack yelled at me scaring me. Tears slid on my cheeks as I said "Jack you're not useless and untalented. You're perfect. I love you so god damn much. Please don't leave me. I'm so sorry." Jack looked at me. He was crying as he asked me how could he trust me. "Jack it'll never happen again. I swear. Just don't leave me." Without meaning to I grabbed him and started to hug him, crying into his shirt. He hugged me back after a minute. "I couldn't leave you Lex. I love you too much. But What about Zack?" Zack? We couldn't dump him from the band. He was too talented and I knew he and Rian clicked great. Speaking of which they just entered the room Rian surprised by the days events and Zack shamefully. "So wanna play?" I asked trying to relieve some tension. We stated to play Pain by Jimmy Eat World. It sounded awesome. After we finished we arranged another rehearsal at Rians for the next day. I was so happy about the band thing. We sounded awesome. But the drama sucked. The rest of the day went by fast. Jack Joe and I talked for a while and then we ate and went to sleep. Jack kissed me goodnight and I knew we'd go through this drama. I didn't know why Zack and I had such great chemistry and it annoyed me. I decided that nothing would get between Jack and I. We would get through this. We would stay strong and we would find a solution.
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