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Dedication Takes a Lifetime But Dreams Only Last For a Night

The Torture of White Walls and Boredom

Alex POV: The pain in my chest was awful. I didn't tell Jack because I didn't want him to worry and feel guilty but it hurt like hell. I couldn't sleep at all. I felt so safe in Jacks arms but sleep wouldn't come. I started to review the days events. Jack stood up for himself. I was so proud of him. I knew how he dreaded that day and yet he managed to make his patents accept us. They actually said I was a blessing. Me. My dad had called me a curse so many times that it surprised and touched me so much someone thought I was a blessing. Jack scared me so much when he said he wanted to cut. He looked so weak and scared, like he frightened himself. I couldn't let him end up like Tom. The visions whirled through my head. Jack with wrists bleeding out, pale and cold, his coffin lowered to the ground, his name no more than a whisper in the wind, a memory from a childhood long forgotten. No! I just couldn't let that happen. He wouldn't cut again. I can help him. Right? My mind kept doubting itself. The night was pure torment. My head pounded, my hand pained, my ribs burned, and I couldn't stop worrying about Jack. When then nurse entered I hadn't slept one bit. She had to check me and she couldn't as Jack was holding on to me so tight do I woke him up. After shaking and saying his name numerous times while while the nurse looked impatient Jack finally woke up. Since it was 7 he decided to go home, take a shower change clothes and then go to school. He promised he'd be back after school as he kissed me. The nurse checked the usual then said "Dr Merrick wants to talk to your parents or guardian about your state and the future of your treatment. Is there one available?" "Um no. Can't he just talk to me. It's my body." She sighed and said "Well he said its quite urgent so fine. I'll tell him. Hell be here at about 12." Great five hours of nothing but white walls and extreme boredom. Fun. I started the homework Jack brought over and after about an hour of struggling I finally understood some of my Calculus homework when a nurse entered with breakfast or what youre supposed to call slimy eggs, bacon, and moist pancakes. I tried to fall asleep and failed. The hospital was the most boring place ever without Jack. Jack can make anywhere fun. Ugh I was so damn bored. There were some books on the shelve next to my bed and to my happiness I found 1984 an awesome book. I immersed myself in it until Dr Merrick entered the room with a serious expression. "Alexander?" "Its Alex." "Very well Alex. How are we feeling today?" "Not so great. Ive been having pain in my left rib." "Hmm. Let's see." He checked it for a few minutes as I winced at the pain. "Very interesting. Very interesting indeed." What was so interesting?! "Can you explain to me what happened?" "Very well. Im supposed to speak to a guardian but oh well. You arrived with a slightly broken rib bone that was close to hurting your internal organs. We conducted a surgery that fixed the problem but it appears the bone isn't quite healed. If we don't fix it soon it can cause many problems." Hurting my internal organs? Problems? I wanted to choke Blake. "Well what do we do now?" "We shall try to enter special medicine to help bone growth. If it doesn't help we shall have to conduct another surgery." Great. "When will I be able to go?" "If your body takes well to the new treatment a week or less if not it a few weeks. Oh and I checked your arm as well and in a day or so you can remove the cast." Yes! I could finally play. I missed it so much. But a week or more. I hated the hospital so much. I couldn't believe I actually missed school. Well only 3 more hours until Jack comes. Great.

Notes

So I'm well aware of the fact that this isn't my best work. Also I have no idea about hospitals bones and surgery so dont hate me if it's not accurate! But this is more if a filler chapter so bear with me cause it gets better. Thanks to the people that commented rated, subscribed and read. You rock! Please do those things if you haven't. Please! Love you <3

Comments

Awwwwwwwwww this is amazing thank you

Fan girl Fan girl
11/3/14
@JagkBarakitten
Sorry for not commenting I forgot I had a account here -_-
oh cool.
Thanks!!!!!! Don't worry they're will be a sequel! Thanks!! Ii will <3
ironi1234 ironi1234
3/2/13
just for you know, i am "JuBarakitten" ok? i was doing my login with my tumblr but i changed my url i needed to do this new account, but anyway
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YOU CANT JUST FINISH THIS
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KEEP WRITING I NEED IT
oh im so sad cause i really love your fanfic =C SHAME ON YOU!!!!
you're a good writer! if you do a new fanfic, please message me ok? i'll surely read it c:
JagkBarakitten JagkBarakitten
2/18/13
@JuBarakitten
Don't worry. I just got this really epic idea for a sequel and I just can't wait to write it! I just need to finish the last chapter for this :) you're comment about my comment about you making my day made my day too ;) lol yeah same here
ironi1234 ironi1234
2/16/13
@ironi1234
YAAAAAAAAY please dont stop writing! please U_U oh i love when the people say that something i said made their days cause it always make MY day.
yeah my english is not that bad but you'll probably see something wrong LOL whatever
JuBarakitten JuBarakitten
2/13/13