Jack and I stayed quiet as the person who walked in started going about their business, a few stalls over with no idea what was about to go on. I slowly pushed Jack backwards until he was pressed up against the stall, opposite of the wall he had be against. He gave me a look, which I ignored, leaning up to kiss his neck. I felt him stiffen as my hands slid down his torso to his exposed thighs. He was making low noises, probably attempting to be quiet.

The mystery person flushed the toilet and I took hold of Jack length making his gasp and groan. Whoever was in here seemed to take almost no notice and soon I could hear the faucet running as they washed their hands. I slowly got down on my knees, partly wondering if they would look over and see our legs, but I didn't really care.

That's when something weird happened. As I leaned forward to take Jack into my mouth, his hands tangling into my hair like usual, I got a flashback in my head. Memories of alley ways and empty bunks crossed through my head and I pulled back for a minute, earning a whine from Jack. He thought I was teasing, when really, I was just getting cold feet all the sudden.

Pushing the thoughts out of my head, I just went for it. Reminding myself that was a long time ago and this wasn't the same. I bobbed my head, letting my tongue swirl around his cock, and racing the vein up and down a bit. I started to feel comfortable about again, but then Jack started to move a little. More flashbacks came to mind. This time it was just visuals of me choking and crying.

Once again, I just ignored the thoughts and brought a hand up to start pumping what wasn't in my mouth. I had to do this quickly, otherwise I have no idea how long I'm going to last without going nuts. Jack didn't seem to mind at the sudden increase of speed I was going at. I felt his duck twitch and purposely moaning. I kept going, but not going to deep throat him like I usually would when he was this close. I was afraid of the results of that action would cause in my head.

I didn't even know when the person left the bathroom, all I knew was I needed this to end quickly. Still pumping Jack with one hand, while sucking on his cock, I brought my other hand to his balls and started massaging them. I knew all the sensations I was causing would be impossible to fight for long and soon enough Jack was moaning out curses before coming. I held still, letting him ride himself out and swallowing everything quickly and praying he didn't notice anything weird about this.

I stood up, lifting myself on my toes and kissed him. It was partly an apology for such a shitty blow job and partly because I just wanted to remind myself that Jack was not the same person from a few months ago. His arms wrapped around me as he kissed me back, I felt him smile against my lips and it was all the reassurance I needed. Pulling apart, I looked into the eyes of the Jack who loved me and all thoughts of the one who didn't left my mind.

“Can we finish shopping now?” I asked and he nodded.
“Oh I guess.” He chuckled.

We finished up everything quickly in Petsmart. I got a purple collar for Bailey with a matching leash. We ordered a fairly big dog run that would be delivered around the same time as all our furniture tomorrow. Food, treats, toys, and a bed that Jack insisted would be big enough for her, even when she was all grown up, were soon packed in the car and we were on our way back to Alex's.

“You know, I do still need to tell Hayley I'm moving out for good and get my stuff.”
“She knows you are.” Jack said, “Who do you think cleaned your room? I did say I saw it.”
“Oh..” I sighed, and Jack grabbed my hand, giving it a reassuring squeeze.
“It's okay,” He smiled. “I replaced the frame of the photos.”
“You're not allowed to buy me anything after all this.” I groaned and Jack just laughed at me. “And I'm giving you have the money you spent today back.”
“Do you even know how much I spent?” He asked.
“My whole entire job is finance. Of course I know.”
“Math nerd.”
“Jerk.” I stuck my tongue out at him.

Once we got back to Alex's, the place was completely cleaned from the party mess. As I walked in, both Sebastian and Bailey ran at me. Baz started barking, so naturally so did Bailey. Jack laughed and left me to fend off the dogs myself.

“Baz, sit.” I laughed and he obeyed until Bailey continued to jump on me, bring on more barking from him. “Alex! Control your dog.”
“No way, I had to clean the house by myself and deal with your puppy.” He called from what I was guessing the kitchen.

Rolling my eyes, I managed to get booth pooches into sane levels and gave them some treats we bought. I walked into the kitchen, finding Jack going through Alex's fridge, while said kid was sitting at his table already eating something. I took a seat next to him.

“You two are cleaning the guest room yourselves. I'm scared to even see it.” He said smirking.
“Oh shut up,” I laughed.
“No, seriously I walked by the room to take a piss upstairs last night and I was scarred for life. How does he not break you?”
“Alex!” I yelled, and smacked him. Jack was laughing really hard behind us and I turned to glare at him. “Don't encourage him.”
“I'm sorry, I'm sorry,” Jack said between giggles. “But, come on. That's hilarious.”
“I'm divorcing you both and taking the dogs.” I pouted, leaning on the table.

The rest of the day consisted of everyone being lazy and eating junk food. Jack and I did clean up the guest room so it was more comfortable to sleep in tonight since it would be our last night here before we went to our apartment. It was nice to actually be living together. And this time, there was no parents. We could finally do whatever we want without them 'finding out' even though they know now. We wouldn't have to deal with our friend -cough Alex cough- walking in on us doing anything and screaming PDA or something. I can't imagine how much sex we're going to have now.

I changed into some boxers of Jack's, getting rid of his too big jeans as we decided it was time for bed. Actual bed, not just a nap and movie with Alex which we did earlier. Throughout the day, I was a little worried about the flashbacks I had back at Petsmart but figured everything was okay.

I was wrong. Once I was asleep, I was trapped in a nightmare.

I walked down the stairs of Jack and I's apartment. It was furnished and looking awesome. I had woke up alone, and I was confused to where Jack could have gone.

As I got down the steps, I saw Jack's head from behind the couch. It was moving weirdly and that's when I heard the noises. Moans and curses from a feminine voice. Nervously, I continued my trek down the stairs, it seeming to take longer then necessary. Once I finally got to the bottom, I walked up to the couch, feeling my heart break.

“J-jack?” He stopped moving, before slowly looking at me. His eyes were cold and dark again.
“What the fuck are you doing down here?”
“W-what?” I asked and he stood up. The girl he was fucking sat up and all I had to see was the red hair to know who it was.
“I told you to stay upstairs.” He yelled, stalking up to me.

The room disappeared around us as he slapped me. I went to say something, but he just continued his assault. I tried begging with him, trying to get it to stop.

“Jack, stop, this isn't you.” I cried.
“Shut up, whore.” He growled. “This is me, the version you killed.”
“No...” I shook my head.
“I'll always be here...just waiting to get back out.”
“Shut up.” He took me by the throat.
“Next time you won't survive.” He smiled evilly and his hands tightened.

I woke up screaming, sitting up in bed. I looked around frantically, breathing heavily. I wasn't in the apartment, I was in bed. The guest bed in Alex's house. I felt movement next to me, and look to find Jack sitting up tiredly. For a second I panicked at the sight of him until he looked at me. His eyes weren't cold anymore....or rather, they never were. It was just a horrible dream.

“What happened?” He asked, and I just shook my head.
“Just...just a bad dream.” I mumbled.


I don't think I have the heart to tell him about this...

Notes

Oh no, a new problem has arised.