-May's Point of View-

I knew what Alex was dreaming about when he was moaning my name out loud and shifting in his seat. I could tell that it bothered Jack when he stood up and started going back to the house only to be stopped by my younger brother's question.

"What were you dreaming about? You kept saying May's name..." Jack said, staring at him confused and Alex turned around slowly, worry and guilt in his hazel eyes. I could see it as clear as day and I was hoping that Jack hadn't noticed it as well that I did. Jack didn't need to know about my feelings for Alex and I had no idea what Alex felt for me.

"Uh, I don't remember," Alex had simply said, walking back into the house. My brother's eyes dropped to his feet as his boyfriend walked away and the only thing that I could think of to do was place a hand on his shoulder, showing comfort.

"Don't worry, Jack," I said softly before standing up and following Alex into the house to see what exactly was going on in his mind. I shut the sliding glass door behind me because I had no idea what Alex and I was talking about and I was hoping that Jack wasn't coming inside in quite a while.

"Lex?" I said softly, walking down the hall and I found him sitting on the couch, face in his hands as he let out a deep sigh and looked up at me, a frown sitting on his face.

"Have you come to ask me the same question as your brother?" He said and I nodded my head gently before taking a seat next to him, resting my hand on his leg and he placed his on top of mine gently and just shook his head.

"I didn't mean to have that dream. May, I don't know my exact feelings for you, but they're still strong. I know that deep down inside in my heart, I still want you. That may never change and now that Jack is living here and we're together again... I just don't know what's going to happen. My mind tells me that it's wrong that I'm wanting you, but my heart is telling me that it's best to do whatever makes me happy," he said.

"What did your dream consist of?" I asked, curious.

"It was me and you outside. Me sitting in the chair, you standing in front of me showing off a bit of your chest. You climbed over into my lap and you were just being really, really flirtatious with me. You were so out of character, but I loved it..." He trailed off, going red in the face and I just smiled and stood up, still holding his hand and he slowly joined me to his feet.

I don't know what was on my mind, but I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him gently on the lips. His hands found my hips and gripped them tightly making me gasp. He smiled as he wrapped his arms around me, trailing his hand to my rear and squeezed it slightly.

"What do you have on your mind, Alex?" I asked him, looking out to make sure that my brother was still sitting outside, but making sure not to climb out of the hold that Alex had on me. I liked being this close to him. I didn't mind it at all.

"I'm sure you can guess, May," he purred and I felt my face go red before putting my hands on his chest and holding him back slightly.

"Not now, Alex. Not today. Not while Jack is here," I said softly and he frowned and put a small pout on his face. I knew what he wanted from me and if it wasn't for the fact of Jack sitting outside, I probably would have had him in my bed within the next minute.

"One day?" He asked softly and I nodded my head.

"One day."

~~~

The next day me and the guys went out into town to look at a few shops and see if we needed to get a few more things for the house. While we were walking to a small set of shops further into the town, my face turned red with the cold. I wasn't used to this English weather yet. I was so used to the semi-warm/cold mixture that they had in Baltimore, but this place was a whole different story.

When we had finally reached the shops, we all went into the first one we saw to get out of the fierce cold. I don't think the guys had noticed that name of the store on the sign, but as soon as I saw it, I knew what kind of store it was.

Lingerie.

My brother's and Alex's faces lit up bright red with a blush and I just laughed before wandering over to the racks and began to browse to see if I could find something sexy for myself... Or to impress Alex at a later date.

"We'll, uh, meet you at the coffee place," Jack stuttered and I laughed a little bit while continuing to look at the skimpy undergarments that the store had to offer. That's when my eyes had fallen upon a set that I knew would look perfect on me.

They were black, lacy, and they were calling my name. I picked them up, looked at the price, and without a second thought, I was heading over to the cashier to pay for them and to meet to two boys over at the coffee shop where they were hiding from the cold.

I stood outside the coffee shop with my bag dangling off my arm and I saw Jack waving his arm from a table inside trying to get my attention. I went inside, sat across from my brother and took the small coffee scroll that had been bought for me out of the package.

"Thanks for the scroll," I said to Alex as I saw him catch eyes of the bag that was sitting by my side. A small smile spread across his face and I knew that he had saw some of the things that the store had offered for sale. I'm sure he was already wondering what I had bought and when exactly I was going to wear it for his attention.

God, my brother was oblivious.

"No worries," Alex said, rubbing my leg a couple of times before switching over to Jack's just to make nothing seem too suspicious between the three of us. We all really did not need that right about now. That would have been horrible, especially out in public.

I was quiet while Jack and Alex were talking about the currency over in England and how it seemed to be so different than what we were used to in the United States. My mind was drifting off into somewhere else and I almost didn't realize when they stood up to leave and were waiting for me because I was still sitting in my seat.

"You alright, May?" Jack asked me and I nodded my head.

"I'm fine, Jack."

~~~

That night Jack had decided that he wanted to go out to a club somewhere and wanted Alex and I to join along. I had never been one who wanted to go out into to "night scene" that often, but if this was chance to maybe be alone with Alex for a few minutes, I was ready to do exactly that.

I had pulled on a short red dress, fixed my hair, and I put on a bit of makeup before meeting the two boys in the living area of the apartment. Jack stared at me with a bit of surprise as I walked into there, heels clicking against the wood floor.

"Are you planning on picking up someone tonight or do I need to beat the boys off of you?" Jack asked and I just laughed and smiled at him.

"I'm sure that I can take care of myself, brother. Besides, it's a new city and I think that it's time for me to start making a name for myself here. People are always willing to offer jobs in the bars, I'm sure they need a few dancers," I said, stating the last part as a joke and I saw Alex's eyes go wide at the thought.

"I'm kidding, Alex. I'm better than that," I said and he just turned red in the face before rubbing the back of his neck and began heading towards the door waiting for Jack and I to follow behind him.

I began to follow after when I felt Jack's hand on my shoulder, stopping me in my place and I turned around and looked at him.

"May, is there really a reason why you're all dressed up like this? I mean, we're going to a club. You're going to have guys crawling all over you. If they offer you drinks, I wouldn't accept them if I were you," he said and I just scoffed.

"Jack Bassam Barakat, do you not believe that I can take care of myself? I've been to a club before thank you very much. I didn't spend all my time alone trapped in the house and I actually went out quite a bit and I dated a few guys while you were swooning over Alex. I'm not looking for a relationship right now and I just want to go to have a bit of fun. Don't you think it's about time that I go out and do that?" I asked and he nodded his head.

"Just be careful."

Notes

This took me forever to write and I'm sorry about that.
Title Credit: Wrecking Ball by Miley Cyrus
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