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Build. Destroy. Recreate.

Eleven

It's been a while since I moved in with Alex. We've been nothing but happy together and I can honestly say Alex is amazing bed. He was my first and I cherished giving myself to him. It made him see that I trusted him with every part of my being and I truly loved him. Since we had sex, Alex has only been sweet and loving towards me, which I liked.

"Home sweet home," Alex sighed happily as we walked in the door of our home. Alex put the bags down by the door and took me into his arms and kissed me tenderly. I wrapped my arms around his neck just before he lifted me off the ground and spun around with me.

"This will be a nice break," I told him, "We get to be alone for the first time in three and a half months."

"I know," Alex agreed, "So now that we're going to be home for a month before I have to report to the studio in LA with the guys, what do you think we should do?"

"I say get what's left of my things settled in and then we could have sex and possibly party with the guys," I told him, "Then we can relax and just be home for the month we have."

"I like the plan of relaxing, partying, and getting to make love with you," Alex smirked before he kissed my neck, thankfully on the opposite side of my tattoo since I wasn't ready for him to mess with my tattoo side yet and the right side of my neck was more sensitive anyway.

"Alex, we just got home, can we wait a little bit and unwind from tour first," I told him as he back off my neck, "Let's go get Peyton and Sebastian from your parents and visit them after we get unpacked. We have the whole month to get down and dirty."

"Okay you have a point," Alex caved, "If my dogs cock block me later, I blame you."

"Lex, your dogs won't cock block," I told him, "Only I will."
Alex decided to host a party tonight, so I was getting myself ready with slipping into an off-the-shoulder sweater over a dark grey tank top, black skinny jeans, and a pair of black boots that Alex bought me that matched his pair, but with less wear. I had my hair pulled up in a nice looking messy bun and I had on simple makeup around my eyes since I didn't want to waste makeup when my glasses blocked most of the canvas anyway. Alex opted for a Glamour Kills tee, one of his many pairs of dark blue skinny jeans, and his black boots.

"Let's get started on the drinks and snacks," Alex suggested as he laced his fingers with mine and led me down to our kitchen. I got to work mixing the drinks and Alex got the keg pressurized and the snacks dished out.

"Sup bitches," I heard a familiar voice yell as the door opened, "Barakat is here to fuck shit up!"

"Jack, you are early for a change," I chuckled as I poured myself my first cocktail of the night. Once I turned twenty-one, Alex took me out to a bar to try different drinks. I found out I can only hand whiskey, flavored vodka, and cocktails. Beer tastes gross and made my stomach churn, and it was the first thing I tried too.

"Hey I like to get my party on early when it comes to my favorite Baltimore implant," Jack pulled me into a bear hug after he sat my drink down on the nearest table.

"Way to make me feel at home," I joked.

"Hey you are a Michigan girl and I respect that, girly," Jack replied, "Pretty soon, once Michelle gets down with school, I'll have my girl to hang with all the time. Alex, you are one lucky bitch to have a ballsy girl on your arm."

"Hey I'm just lucky to have a girl that loves me," Alex replied as he came over with his and Jack's first beers and draped his arm over my shoulders, "Because I found someone that can tie me down and keep me humble and I love everything about her."

"He's only saying that so he can get laid later," I joked.

"I was being sincere, babe," Alex replied with mocked offense, "Getting laid is a bonus to having a girl I adore curl up in bed with me every night that I can wake up to every morning."

"You are such a romantic," I smiled, getting up onto my tip toes, "And I love it."

"Good," Alex replied before bending down to reach me, kissing me quickly so we didn't gross out Jack.
Not long after Jack arrived, the rest of the party arrived and the house got packed fast. I got lost in the crowd a couple times, but Alex or Jack found me and got me to safety. However, this time was different.

I was stuck in the crowd on the makeshift dance floor, having been separated by Alex when he went to get me another drink and himself another beer. That's when some random guy walked up behind me and started to grind on me. I tried to fight him off or walk away, but he kept me there.

"You don't go anywhere, bitch," he sneered into my ear, "You are my bitch tonight."

"Lay off, asshole," I replied, trying to push him off. He retaliated and slapped across my face.

"Watch your tongue," he snapped, "Come with me."

He threw me over his shoulder and I pounded my fists into his back. He slapped my ass as he carried me upstairs. I tried to find Alex, but I couldn't see him in to crowd. I tried to scream, but the music was too loud. I was fucked.

He found the guest room and threw me onto the bed and locked the door, keeping people out as he had his way with me. I was crying and I was scared. I wanted Alex, but he didn't know where I was.

"You're making a huge mistake in picking me," I threatened him, "My boyfriend is the host of this damn party and he will kick your ass for messing with me."

"You're too plain to be dating Gaskarth," he replied, insulting me, "You most likely crashed his party."

"ALEX! HELP ME," I screamed as loud as I could. The guy charged at me but I rolled off the bed and ran to the door, pounding on it before I tried to fumble with the lock. I got the door open and I saw Alex walking up the stairs. I was about to scream for him, but the douche bag grabbed me by my hair and pulled me in.

"Alex," I screamed again. That's when I knew my rescue had finally arrived.

"Courtney," Alex knocked on the door before trying to twist the doorknob, "Courtney open the door!"

"I can't," I shouted to him before the guy slapped me, "Alex help!"
I heard Alex ramming into the door until it finally broke through the frame. The guy that grabbed me had my pants down to my ankles along with my panties. I was crying, afraid that Alex might not have been able to get to me in time.

"Get the fuck off my girlfriend," Alex snapped at him as he pulled him off me, "And get the fuck out of my house!"

"Alex," I sobbed, reaching out to him. Alex pulled my panties and jeans back up before he took me into his arms.

"I got you now," he cooed as he stroked my hair, "No one will hurt you. I'm here now."

Comments

I think it's a really cute :3 please keep writing ^.^
SaviorSelf444 SaviorSelf444
10/18/13
I love it.
nakota_ nakota_
10/15/13
I really like this! i know how you feel self insertion into stories is hard to do sometimes!!! :D <3